♪Caitzo.

2011-11-21T23:54:00.001+08:00

hellloooooooooo

Best.

2011-06-01T00:03:00.001+08:00

2011-05-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

I went for the ACS IB open house today.

which blew up the pros and cons of IB.

Its such an amaaaayyyzing opportunity,

but I'm just as confused as ever.

These words, or lack thereof are the result of

my brain weighing the odds,

and the decisions that will craft my future

This is way too much stress to place on a sixteen year old.

I don't know what I want.

Times like these, I question our existence, and

it really makes me wonder.

I wish there were just someone to tell me how to live my life.

Crazy as that sounds,

but hey, we're all paradoxical creatures.

2011-03-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

She picked up the phone.

"Hello? Ya ya?"

Must be Pa. (Kong Kong)

'I bet it's Hwee Bian'.

"Yeah it was Hwee Bian"

I forgot.

You were too integrated into that aspect of her life.

I forgot how you'll never be on the phone again.

2011-01-31T12:35:00.002+08:00

Could it be any harder, to say goodbye

I'm here without you.

Grand dad, I grew up with fear at the very thought of you.

When you’d slam the front doors when you came back from your walk.

Or the way you’d glare at me as you smoked your cigarettes.

I thought you hated me the most.

As I grew up, I learnt more about you, heard about your childhood.

Felt pity for you, and eventually love, albeit from a distance.

You were complicated. You were troublesome, you were a burden to grandmother.

But you couldn’t be blamed for anything.

I’m just sad that I didn’t get to say goodbye.

I’m sad that I didn’t get to be a grand daughter to you, nor you a grandfather to me.

I’m sad you weren’t saved, or that you never experienced love and joy.

I’m sad you didn’t know the people who loved you.

You were a constant in my life.

Your walks, your smell, your store room, your clocks, your trips to Mua during Chinese New Year and Christmas, anything you could to be away from us.

I can still remember you muttering away about what a nuisance Justin and I were.

I’m sad, you probably didn’t even know my name.

Gong Gong. When we passed each other on the streets, you saw me with the eyes of a stranger.

No records of you, no pictures with you.

I saw you more recently, as a cute, misunderstood, grumpy old gummy bear.

You made me realize just how strong grandma is. You know you could never live without her, no matter how much you denied it.

It hurt to see you so weak. I was always convinced you’d come back, and stand back up on your feet. Your stubborn nature was a huge deciding factor in that. So, its no surprise that your passing has come as a shock to me. You bounced back after your stroke. I was sure you’d come back from this.

At least you’ve gone to rest now.

These 15 years with you in life have been interesting. You were a constant. You, though you didn’t realise it, were a uniting factor in this family.

You left behind so much. Your random papers in the drawers,

the store room that looks like the entrance to Narnia.

Your antics as told by grandma made me smile.

Your last waking moments were indirectly spent with your family. You were snoozing upstairs while we were having our reunion dinner downstairs.

I didn’t get to tell you goodbye. I didn’t even see you the whole week. You parted so suddenly. This rain will wash away everything, a new start for all.

Grand dad, you were special, though you didn’t know it.

I remember every Saturday after swimming lessons, when we came over. Your black umbrella was an indication of your presence. When it was there, we said a quick ‘Hello Gong Gong”, while you were eating your lunch. You would glare at us, and we’d dart behind to the safety of the kitchen, and grandma.

We dare not sit in your arm chair, nor watch TV while you were around. Your slamming of the grilled doors could make us shoot upstairs, quick as lightning.

I remember my mum’s tone of gratification when she received your approval. She helped you move and clean your shelves, and she came back telling me, “I think Gong gong’s happy with me”.

You never knew how.

No matter how, you’re always enough to tug at my heartstrings. I never knew you. I remember you for nailing the ‘Beware of Dog’ sign on the gate, even though we didn’t have one, just to keep people away. I remember trying to make sense of those random papers you made signs of and pasted on the doors. More over, I laughed, doubled over, when I found out you gave yourself the name of ‘Frank’.

Most recently, I remember that you bought a pair of lycra aerobic pants. You. Grandfather. I’ll see you.

Grand daddy, wherever your soul and spirit may be,

I just hope its happy and at rest.

2011-01-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

Note to self: respirephotography.

For a moment, let us all just stand back and just admire how beautiful the world we live in really is.

2011-01-02T22:45:00.001+08:00

Hello 2011,

When my O's are done over with,

this blog will be restored to its former glory.

Hehhhh.

Love all ye olde faithful.

2010-12-31T00:26:00.001+08:00

There are two types of people in this world.

People who get you down, angry, frustrated,

and those people who lift you up, encourage you and shower you with love.

Those people cancel out all the bad things that the bad people do.

God's miracles

2010-10-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

ConnecTiNG was the most epic ever.

Abiding branches has finally come together, and become TIGHT!

PRAISE GOD MAN!

We had good comments, showers of blessings, lessened haze,

spiritual enlightenment, and wondrous wondrous experiences overnight.

It was seriously AWESOME.

Teenagers only know two words: Epic and Awesome.

HEHE

SORRY.

God moves, this time he made me admire from a distance.

IMBA

Blasting my pride to smithereens

2010-09-27T18:29:00.001+08:00

I'm counting the minutes, I'll see you in a little while.

I miss your smile. :')

You're so beautiful without even trying.

Today was a good Monday. Yeah?

2010-08-31T20:53:00.001+08:00

Hey Gohs, hope you're doing alright.

Absence does make the heart grow fonder.

Your highness.

2010-07-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

I very very very high, FB was never this interesting.

Go figure.

I'm beautifoo.

2010-07-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

Kickass Glee Finale!

Sorry Erin, not the update you expected.

Hurhur.

Guess Who's back!

2010-06-22T17:44:00.003+08:00

Hello Blogger, no I haven't forgotten about you :)

You serve your purpose, though Tumblr's been pretty good to me too.

But you're for all my essays and longlooong rants. Haha so I'm taking the liberty to share London with you :D

Technical bit, shall insert my thoughts for alien-ation. As usual, teehee.

I'm a potty Potter nerd

2010-06-10T21:35:00.004+08:00

Bye Singapore!

London's calling! :D

Ring ring,

omg its the Big Ben and the London Eye.

OH YES I HEAR YOU PLATFORM 9 AND THREE QUARTERS(there really is a King's Cross station yknow, apparently its for prostitutes and stuff)

Yay i get to sit on red London buses and call from red London telephone booths, and post mail from red London post boxes. SQUEAL I'M SO EXCITED. And i'll walk the same grounds as Harry, Hermione and Ron! SQUEAL!

Holy cow don't you want nails like these?!

Superman's changing place,

Get Smart entrance, Entrance to ministry of magic!

Pray its not rainy ):

Imma mad knut. And if it hasn't been obvious, I'm re-reading Harry Potter :P

16 16 SLC!

2010-06-05T21:53:00.005+08:00

Hello guys,

today i went to watch my mum's ballet performance.

Heh heh I think dancers in general all have a very bitchy front.

I felt so =/ when i walked into the dressing room,

and lil kids with iPhones are scary.

Anyway,

for the past four days,

I'VE BEEN @ SLC!

STUDENT LEADERS CONVENTION, the 16th one held by Hwa chong and collaborated with Nanyang girls.

The guy girl ratio was 10 to 2 okay, 11 if you count my fac, seriously no joke.

But still, Fizber wouldn't be Fizber if it weren't that way.

Day One!

Before registration, we were @ the clocktower and we saw some Rafflesians with their school flags on the pole and everything, so we were like OMGOMG HOW.
but after SLC, one of my group members, who was amongst them, had to lug back the pole, and on the bus on top of that.

HAHAHA.
Luckily we neh.

Then we walked in to register, and I saw those familiar chiong sams, OMG! ITS ST PAULS.
When Jay said that they invited foreign schools, I didn't know they meant Hong Kong as well. I was super impressed! In my excitement I ran up to them, randomly and said hi. Yeah even though i knew none of the people I met there would come.

We got sorted into our groups, and I saw a few familiar faces, like Cheng Mun and Vernice.
Then we assembled in the auditorium(Hugeeee school): and to my horror, I discovered the guy girl ratio of Fizber.

We had a briefing after that, and man, i realised that i had no idea what we were supposed to do @ SLC,

Met Vanessa, the only other girl, she turns out to be 18! O: okay!
Yeah felt super out of place, but icebreakers helped a bit. Played Whacko, haha seemed to be one of the only few that knew it.

FIZBER HAD TONS OF PEOPLE WITH HARD TO PRONOUNCE NAMES! ):

After that we had orientation games, and we completed the most tasks! 14 tasks, but we got scolded by security at least twice, and we missed a road block. I totally didn't know our CBD was connected so well. Ran round and round, tired to the max! From Suntec to Marina Square for lunch, back to suntec convention hall for tasks, around suntec city for games, Marina Square, to Millenia walk, back to suntec and then Marina Square, to city link mall then suntec, for pick up point, then got chased to Esplanade. SIAN TO THE MAXXXX! ):

Wasn't feeling it, as in I wasn't my loud enthusiastic self. I mean what dyou expect, 10 guys 2 girls, confirm demoralised la, not cuz they're mean and all, but there are barriers yknow. Yeah, but nevermind.

Caught up with Kim and Nga Wai, we went the Macs @ KAP for McFlurries!(: I think its the nicest Macs in Singapore, and for once, I was actually glad to see McDonalds. THE PLACE IS ULU TTM. Shiok. The ice cream i mean.

DAY 2!
Mad work! Worse than any project work EVER done, and mind you, I've had the experience of more than 10 heavyload projects. Our task was to write two action papers within the span of 4 hours. omg okay... BUT WE PULLED IT OFF!

Our first paper was on the accessibility to social media, and our second was the impacts of misinformation. We wasted alot of time tryna assign roles and talk about the topic, but we finally got down to it. After lunch was our second paper, and we wasted like 15 minutes of break just to complete it.

it was the fastest my brain ever processed. And I couldn't think properly after my presentation. O: i was just at a loss for words.

Geez, the meetings were seriously formal, totally not used to it. The chairs actually had to be trained not to laugh O:

The writing of action papers was actually really funny, and it sort of drew our group closer together. I managed to lead the team of guys without holding back, which is kind of new, good i guess. I don't think gender should stand in the way of leadership, but leading in an all girls school and a mixed gender group is quite different, especially people you don't know, since you won't know how the others would react.

But anyhow, we got it down. And Raffles guys think IJ girls touch each other too much. HAHAHAH. I guess its sort of unconscious when you're in a girls school, but its certainly deemed something abnormal in public, holding hands with girls. AIYA ITS FINE -.- heh but what Kim Chew says, all the girls in our school are either boy crazy or lesbians. geez. Quite true la actually.

Our performance was really looking very bad. Nobody wanted to step up, and I decided to keep my head down, so perf got nowhere.Yepz.

DAY 3!

After editing and perfecting our action papers, we had our first youth network meeting. Our dear MASTER Jay was the chair. Haha. (: quite glad i knew people, and Vernice was in Youth Network A, so yep quite kewl, cept all the other IJ girls were in Network B ): Anyway, we had a larger version of the community meetings, quite repetitive and tedious. But the notepassing kept us awake! HAHAHA. Super funny all these love affairs, fake, sabotaged ones la.

We had phototaking. and more unproductive performance meetings. (Y) But the guys in my group finally let me in on a secret regarding certain people in Fizber hahaha. And I forgot my camera can you believe it! ))):

Weeoooh! Andrea didn't come today :'(

Didn't have dinner as planned!

DAY 4!

Last day @ SLC, I had a dream about the performance the previous night! And I was just dying to get the perf out of my head and materialise it, but then i kenna dao-ed hahahah! So after mass assembly we had yet another network meeting, and the address by GOH.

WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE LUNCH @ 11.15, BUT THE DIALOGUE LASTED TIL 11.40. SUPER ZOMG. then we had v little time for prep, and yeah i finally spat out my ideas, but there wasn't enough time. Grand finale was super epic. It was hype and super tiring. I LOVED THE AUSSIE SCHOOL, AND KIM'S COMMUNITY, J, I THINK. GREASE LIGHTNING SOME MORE. hahaha and the Organising team + Facs' performance was hell coolios. JUMP JUMP :D

I miss SLC. I mean I just wish I utilised the time and opportunity more, and people in charge definitely have more fun. I should stop complaining that I don't get to participate, because after having a hand at organising, you realise there's no going back.

whoohoo!

I made friends with girls from YCD, mainly Natthida, Celina and Meow Ping, AND NOT FORGETTING SYED! HAHAHA. super fun bunch one. (Y)

(Love you Fizber!)

*I've still got all that fancy jargon in my head now

2010-05-30T17:27:00.002+08:00

I spent the most wonderful day with my mum yesterday,
it truly felt like JUNE.

Free.
For once in the longest time.
I didn't even post about fiesta and all this busy-ness before have i?
Geez i haven't picked up a book in ages,
and i finished 3 in the capacity of 3 days, = a book a day.

Hahaha, i've really never been more happy and free.
no fiesta, no council, (not yet at least, there's next week)
but for once it felt like a break.

On saturday morning was mum's birthday and we went to town to catch IRON MAN.
Yes the best time to catch a movie is after everyone has seen it.
And there's no crowd to get tickets.
We went to Cathay, and beacuse of my aunt's movie passes, we got free tickets (Y)

great morning, great movie, the weather was so JUNE-ish all day
(:

then we went to take a walk to 1 Caramel @ handy road.
Quaint place, didn't feel like Singapore, if you catch my drift.

Nice big windows to people watch, marzipan cakes on display, place smelt like coffee and goodness.
I was too busy taking everything in, I couldn't be bothered with pictures.
Menu described so many desserts you never even imagined.

Rasberry and dark chocolate truffle.
YUMZ.

But anyway i had a plain simple pizza. Small, filling, FRESH.
I don't like tomatoes, don't eat them, but the ones on this were OO:

and then I had this chocolate berry ice blend, it was so good,
the taste of chocolate that concluded with a tangy sour, berry taste.
It didn't get old, it quenched thirst, and it was BRILLIANT.

The furnishing and the crockery were SWEEEEEEEEET, as were the macarons.
(:

yum best lunch, best day.
Of the year.

Fiesta and exams and council seem to be eons away.
I'm going to embrace these holidays.
So surreal.

I half regret not posting and updating because as much as i hate to admit it,
i'm happiest when i'm stressed.
:)

Fiesta was crazy! i got a nice tan out of it though.

SL surprise - I wish it didn't rain! ):
Shifts were boring but they left me be.
I survived a 3/3 game show was a success (Y)!

Viking (: hee hee and candy floss hair.
The best.
Wish i had time for pics but i'm going off to burn some fat zoon.

Had movie screening in church today.
HAHAH so old school and funny.

Speecho was okay, with the primary school kids, wished Mrs Geetha happy birthday,
and proceeded with impromptu speech.

Ehhhm, and when i went with council to sell fiesta tickets, we went to eat primary school food.
NOMZ as ever. and cheap not to mention.
HAHAH.

And i've been shopping.
WHOO!

Yeah but amidst all this i've been having tons of downs, but picked up after fiesta,
perhaps my social life isn't going down the drain as i pictured/

Certainly dirfted away from some of my pals,
but i've made new friends, grown closer to others, and continued strengthening the ones who were with me all the while.
(Y)

so, life's good.
All by God's grace, though I seem to have been neglecting my spiritual life, I know he's behind it all.

I'm more tranquil and at peace. HEH.

Oh cluster was...
well i expected better, but at least JW came, and it was as if we never lost him.
Flew kites, which was quite funny.

CERT- got to ride on the red rhino,
watched shrek after Fang's surprise. Yummy swensen's ice cream cake.

Will be attending SLC this week. Monday's dedicated to devising Hide & Seek with Nai,
i have hope!
And i have a good feeling this dance will be the saving grace of this ensemble, as if its not already in pieces.

This can't go on btw.

And i caught axis of awesome,
BIRD PLANE HEHEHEH (:

(Y)!

Wow i really haven't been updating.

I also watched cloudgate.

Some good moments, generally,
but mostly... too contemporary.
Well i gotta go

Love yaz

Belated Mother's Day post

2010-05-10T18:21:00.002+08:00

HI! Taking a break from studying SOVA and AMath nao.
just to post a belated mother's day message.
(AHAHA I got one Happy Mother's Day msg myself)
Gosh this is my first May post.

Mm anyway, i never realised how remarkable a person my mum is.
Jeez i'm serious, I didn't realise until everyone kept telling me.
Her friend who tutored me said in school she had it all,
Prefect, Basketball captain, Choir, NCC and Chinese dance.
Omg man.

How'd she do all that!
And on top of that teachers in my school still remember her, so yeah
she must have been some kind of omniscientist in her school days.
And now she's got a peaking career, raising her family, being a homemaker and bread winner at the same time
IDK how she does it, and yet she can still find time to maintain a social life(she knows 1000 people, literally ok) and find time for God.

O.O

:)
I love mummy.

Bitter heart

2010-04-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

):

My day was bleah
Except for netball.
:)
SLs super lovely.
SLs = superloved hahaha.

bzztztztxx.
I've run out of things to say
except for what is the difference between yellowish green and greenish yellow.
How on earth do i manage to always wind up with the same problems and get myself into situations like this!

This is so bad now i really don't have anyone to talk to, will you all just leave my relationships with my friends be! :'(

2010-04-16T21:53:00.001+08:00

When shouting out is all you know.
Fiesta stress
school stress
everything also stress

2010-04-02T18:32:00.001+08:00

LIGHT DRAWING!(:

Lovelylovelylovely.

Infatuation

2010-03-31T21:54:00.001+08:00

Had to create this post to make the number of posts 667.
:D

The new keyboard,
the fast system,
the clean, blank desktop,
the ability to start and clean up everything.
Ah, a new computer.

Bye 5 year old virus infected PC, hello HP notebook,
the computer's personal again!

AND VISTA VISTA OOH LALA.

2010-03-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

Why build up our hopes, dreams and expectations,

and then tear them down again?

4th month in to the year, I still haven't found myself.

I think something's amiss.

(You seriously have no idea just how exclusively secluded I feel do you, its like I was never there)

Its always been just about you. You you you you.

Why do i even help to boost it.

I don't need this

2010-03-20T22:40:00.003+08:00

What can you do with attention?
You can eat it, spend it or play with it.
Some say you can bask in it.

But it doesn't last.

Why oh why.
How how how has it all come to this state.
Why are we running out on each other?
The moment i thought we were closer, we seem to be getting farther.
I don't want this to happen to us.
This is a four way street.
Now it just feels like one.

We were meant to live for so much more, have we lost ourselves?

Instead of making the most of my holidays here I am, trying to complete my homework, but obviously failing because I am moaning and groaning cowardly behind this computer screen while all my problems are just awaiting me in my bad, and then I will just drift away into my sleep then when I wake up this whole cycle repeats.

Why am i so negative?
Why do I always have to question everything.
Gosh.
I am sick of being emo, but I don't even think its hormones anymore.

I want to hide in a secret bush in a secret garden in a secret land in a secret world.
Where no one can find me.

2010-03-19T21:57:00.001+08:00

Love you big bundles of roses!

Shimona is darn keeeewwwwwttt!

(It sounded as if there were alot more people lying on Shimona. Apparently not!): HAAHAHHA.)

(Gosh my brother's cluster is seriously desperate. HE IS TALKING TO 3 GIRLS SIMULTANEOUSLY. OMG!)

Guys does anyone know how to install the chinese language toolbar. Grr, since when was Chinese THIS taxing?
):

I am sorry for my two dimensional posts.
I am sorry that I'm being very shallow lately, but haha, if you want deep,
it'll be emo.

But i've got holiday homework cut out for me first.

GEEZ ITS FRIDAY?!?!

noticeably, i'm falling apart.

2010-03-16T21:47:00.004+08:00

Why do I care so much!

Gots meself a haircut just now. I look like some wondergirl now. ):

Bzz.

When did they become so cliqueish! It was tolerable in the beginning but now i feel like I've totally grown apart.

Why do people have to behave so exclusive.
Its literal segregation man. I'm not even secure in calling myself one of you guys anymore.

Oh, and telling me upfront that I can't be trusted enough to be confided in, not very reassuring.
I was looking forward to SL camp.
but. (well not anymore)

I think I had too high expectations and was too disappointed when they weren't met.
That's usually the case.
I very miss the ex EXCO :'(
They are really a breath of fresh air, and I think the best leaders the school's seen.

The thing that i was least expecting was my group, Martin Luther King (MLK) JUNIOR!
Small in size, long long name, bigggg teamwork.

SU : LMK!
Meldee : Martha Lutin King!

Seriously, I was really really surprised with them.
During games, we were the last, and then in the end, we finished first.
It was really like. HWAA!

We were a serious rojak of people, we didn't really get to bond enough.
War games were MADNESS! I have never been more thankful for the rain,
it saved us 2 hours of sleep time. :)

Generally, I had a lot of laughs, there were a few siaaaan moments, my group and I hada couple of surprises, and there were other times where I was just silently =/ by myself.

Nice one with the night walk guys! So gutsy! Haha not to mention all the pajamas and props and acting. And hair. School's never been more creepy.

Thanks for SLC Class of 2009!

(I wonder now what our friendships are built upon. Mine, anyway, because they all seem to be falling apart)

I love Sec 3 councillors. You guys make me feel superduper (L)ed

2010-03-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

I hate the stuff that's been going on,
I hate how much my presence is negligible,
and most of all,
I hate the person that i am turning into.

We are the dreamers who cannot be denied

2010-03-08T21:57:00.005+08:00

Went to take some photos for the Singapore photo project, and rah, was frustrated i couldn't get an "S", i tried so long shaking my camera about, looking all dumb, then my mum comes and asks what she can do to help.
She got an "s" on the first try.

WAHLAO K! and me thinking it was beginners' luck, made her do it again. And she got it, a better one on her second try. But anyway, Here are my experimental shots. they were cool, but didn't make an S.

BZZZT!

Honours day rehearsal was so d'oohhh today.

The way you move ain't fair yknow

2010-03-07T20:39:00.003+08:00

Sorry readers.

Guess who's back.
HAHAHA.
Finally.

Oh man, sunday.
Few hours closer to monday.

I never knew I could have like this, this exhausting.
Anyway, what i've been up to?
The usual, my life revolves around school work, aep and council.
heading the P Crew, ugh, how daunting!

How little i know about people. Peculiar, peculiar little things.

Saturday, got down to the SPH relay, ughz, IJ IS THE ULTIMATE BOMB. Trackers go! :)
But unfortunately to some apparently blind people, we passed the baton out of the zone, and well the rest, came out in papers today.

Nevermind, bravado! We still gots it hots. There was seriously biased commentating coming from the 91.3 DJs (HA. nevermind they were on our side)

HAMBS ALERT. as hot as the weather.
After the relay, gwen and i had some waffle bonding time @ Udders. yummoo.

On friday i went to watch Dear John with SLs! Zomg pleaze. the audience @ cine are so annoying.
I really didn't need to have 2 hours of American girls commenting on every scene, loudly, not to mention.

Something about crazy (female) audiences that sit behind us everytime i go watch a movie with this particular company. We are good people. ):
(Esp Nga Wai)

Which leads me to question why bad things happen to good people. To make them gooder?

I want so many things that are totally beyond reach.
I want to go to London, I want that tulle skirt and blue swiss polka dot dress by Rodarte for target!
I have been dreaming of it since i first saw it, sadly, from behind the computer screen.
Well obviously, we don't have Target here. Which makes me long to go to NY, but i know by the time i do, Rodarte will be out of fashion.

And the lightup shirt. HAHAHAH! daymn coolz.
So little time and money, so much to do!
I have a secret holiday project that i'm going to forget when i read this.

Note to self to try and remember : light blue ribbon and crystals.

I want to scrapbook too manz, and go shop the whole of bangkok. HAHA. such girlish little dreams i have.

i have this obsession with long grass and a mid afternoon sun and bubbles too.
sucker for them, some nostalgic syndrome.

(This is just all too much for one girl to handle)

ANW, btw, Happy birthday asherz yoooowww (:!
Love you like maad. (don't goooooooo)

Everything's either too fast moving or stagnant.
Please, go be normal, time.

(Floral leggings/stockings if you pleassssse)

2010-02-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

Caitlin Foo is an allotrope of awesomeness.

I wish you were a library book so I could check you out.

yay just got this.

Girlish and mainstream HAM fantasizing?!

2010-02-20T23:53:00.002+08:00

Squeals and faints.
HAHA this is so not me ): refer to title of entry.
Is it?

NO HE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE ZAC EFRON. Pukes blood.

She got style

2010-02-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

So little bo peep. Me love.

11 years ago!

pout pout many pouts.

We live on front porches and swing life away,

Gosh. SO FAT!

HAHA NO I'M NOT PRO HITLER.

Best picture! (: Everything I'm wearing doesn't
belong to me):

The only time in my life where I didn't have (much) hair

(L) the toots.

(L) Percy Jackson.

2008 was by far still the ultimate best.
15 years boy...
That's a long time. Sort of anyway. Its subjective.

JW: - You're the only one that wished me here!
Erin: YES READ THE BOOK!

2010-02-19T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hi.

What's new?

EPIC REACTIONS I GOT TODAY!

ANNE NEO HUI TING:

A: Caitlin! How was the Physics test? Was it hard? Can you give me some hints?!
C: Eh Anne, dyou know what day it is today?
A: Friday. DUH.
C: No its my birthday ):
A: SO?! Its not important to me! (Walks out of room)
O:
Comes back a few seconds later with her lunchbox and Dutchlady strawberry milk.
A: Its your birthday right? (smiles:) I'll give you a piece of my bread!
C: DON'T WANT!
A: DID GRAPHS COME OUT? I GIVE 10 CENTS.

HAHAHAHAHA!
-.-

Claire Sum!
(Tiff mouths: ITS HER BIRTHDAY because claire has been clueless the whole day)
Claire: OMMMMMG OMGGGGG ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY! OOOPS HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Nico comes along.
N: How was physics? What did you get for area under the graph?
Claire mouths (Its her birthday)
N: What? Oh- right. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

She stopped in midsentence and laughed!
WHAT'S UP WITH 3/1 PEOPLE ASKING ME ABOUT PHYSICS HAHAHAHA.
Funny.

annnnw thanks babes for everything, Nga Wai, Krystle and Cez for bickering over who I should hug first, AAW i feel so loves.

Most interesting sms:
Sab! :

Sabrina the teenage witch grants you three wishes, use them wisely(:

HAHAHA!
NUT. gave me a cupcake: You are the cupcake of my life!
HAHA Rod, and you're the nuts that go with it :D

Ah, birthdays, the only day you can get 90 notifications on Facebook.
I think this is the first time in my fifteen years of existence without cake. Hmmm.

2010-02-11T22:32:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Shimona dearest!

Combine celebration wimme okay, I feel so so bad, but
everyone was so busy until want to peng san already.

WE'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU.
I think I've gotten used to the stress.
Hmm.

People put me down but I'm not going to care any longer.

Grr.

Yeah and I've also gotten used to being by my lonesome self.

My only aim is to just let my hair down(not literally) and relax.

I will never be able to sit down as part of the audience in a school concert again.
Geez.

God knows why I care so much, even when I don't.
):

October sky = (L)!
Oh my oh my.

If I were a boy

2010-02-04T20:53:00.004+08:00

Boo. :) I've come to sweep of the dust that's been collecting.

so i'm not gonna be my usual self and post by the day of the week.

Hmmm.

Monday:

I can't even remember what happened on Monday.

OH! But guys guys! There was a significant improvement in our attitude today.

Ms Wee was so happy. Keep it up. The hops looked great.

(geez, 3 years in dance and she still doesn't know my name, my juniors prance in and take the stage. Gosh I feel like a retiree)

Tuesday:

AEP's gotten COOL. We started our photography projects today. Got quite cool shots. But they were predictable and everythang. Uh. I was so uninspired. We've got an

Wednesday:

I hadda come to school in my council uniform! Was working up a sweat the whole day and walking around in court shoes. =/ We got stuck in heavy traffic, goodness it was mad cow disease yaw. Man oh maaan.

So we got to that ridiculously huge campus that always manages to be the topic of our conversation whenever we pass it, and the whole atmosphere changes man. Totally different from IJ. O: Walked in, okay i just don't know how to describe the feeling you get when you walk into the campus. Like another country or something. ITS GRAND. (intimidating to the max)

Ah yeah anyway, it was short, sharp, organized. On the whole very good. Met new folks, and saw tons of familiar faces. I guess the first one was Sam, who ushered us out and offered us drinks. Then I saw Joel, HAHA that kid cracks me up. He's so RAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH in church, and in school he's all. :) :X

Through assembly I got this text, my phone was vibrating in my pocket, and i didn't look til later. Haha it was quite funny who it was from and what it said.

'Hi Caitlin, welcome to acsi(:'
HAHAHAH! Tsk, not prefect anymore doesn't mean can use phone during assembly know!

Mmmmmm. During the reception, I saw aunty Corin! HAHAHA. She was supporting her son. (Y)
I've also come to a conclusion that there is no glamorous way to eat a chicken wing.
OH yes of course, and then I was reunited with Anissa Lye! Goodness i really admire that girl! She's a real fighter that one. Whoop.

After about 10 minutes of stepping on spring rolls(not pretty) and being approached by 4 different people asking the same questions(HAHA nothing wrong with that, but we ran out of things to say) Clara was like hey is that girl waving to us, I turned around and saw Tricia Chee.

HAHA CONGRATS IF I HAVEN'T SAID SO TRICIA. :D
Haha I found out she did the exact same combination I'm doing now.
(Including art, not AEP, but O lvl art) :D

Then we were given a tour of the school.
I wna trade campuses pleaze!

Saw Alex Fong in the SAC. Long time no see man.
AC HAS TOO MUCH MONEY. While on the other extreme, IJ has none.
There isn't a room besides the toilets that aren't air conditioned! Zomg zomg.
Eheh but i'm not really surprised. Anyhoo. I had a great time,
but GWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. ): you know.

Left the invest in a cab, with satisfaction, contentment, disappointment and confusion at the same time. I don't know what to make of it. It was nothing of the AC side, I was just. A lil disconcerted with my company.

TODAY TODAY.
I spent yesterday studying for AMath like crazy, only to find out this morning that it was Emath. I faired pretty well. I think. I hope.
I didn't have time to learn ting xie. So obviously I failed it.
Haha but its okay, life's good. I'm picked myself up. Okay over exaggeration, it wasn't even that bad.
And Gwen's surprise was a success. We performed the art of cake ~~smash~~ Smear.
:) Presents were awesome guys C: I hadz a meeting with Cheer comm, they are colourful beautiful people.
GIMME SUM LUV, CLAIRE! geddit geddit!

And then I went to class to help out with CNY deco. Looking good luvs! Had LUNCH @ 6.00 OK.
Nevermind once in a lifetime thing.

Also, I hate being a girl. Atomic wedgies and all. blurgh.
If I were a boy, I wouldn't care if my hair were a mess and I could sit and study in ACSi.
Cezanne shares the same sentiments. Oh well. Obviously I can't.

(Hope you love your new wallpaper JW).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN YOOZA BOMB. WHAT WOULD I DO W/O YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIN-A-LIN, I MISS YOU LIKE CRAAAZY GHETTO CHICK.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILLARY, nice meeting you yesterday, it would have been cool for you and Gwen to meet, you guys have the same birthday!

I can't find the words you taught my heart to speak.

Toodle!

I can make you mouth water

2010-01-30T19:12:00.003+08:00

My english comprehension passage made my mouth water.

Yumm.

I am craving Margaret River fresh raspberry sauce with Brownies.

My mum's weird! This morning she poured citrus flavoured cheesecake yoghurt over her fruit salad with pears and apples and wheat germ.

EW OR WHAT!

And I wanna go to Italy. BADLY! Not just big places like Milan, But i want to see the waterway of Venice, and the little small towns, the kind with local newspapers and rustic cathedrals and theatres.

Not to mention Italian cuisine.

-Squeals and faints-

I ALSO WANNA GO TO NEW ZEALAND TO TOUR THE SET OF NARNIA AND LORD OF THE RINGS.

EEEEEEEEEEE!

Where the grass is green, daisies exist, and bigs aren't that gross.

What happened to lazy saturdays?

I just spent one today, cuz of the minimal homework I have, and it felt good, if not for the heat.

Ooh lala.

I miss my family outings.

We used to go out to eat every week, and my brother and I would always get into a fight of choosing the place.

Whatever happened to buckaroo's?

Simple things I miss the most.

Ooo Narniaaaa.

Oh Paris! I rode this when I was little.

No recollection of Paris.

(or Scotland)

All for Love

2010-01-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

I got my Surgeon thumbdrive back.
(Y) greatz.

Diary entry of Okonkwo:

(I just got back from punching a tree and stripping the ilo of its grass)
Words cannot express my anger.

(Tears page)

HAHAHA! EPIC!!!
I am alive and well, just to keep you updated.
Getting pretty used to the stress anw...

We've started prep for Dance night, and i've got orh cehs everywhere):

Thanks for making me

2010-01-25T22:59:00.001+08:00

Hi parents,
Happy Anniversary. You two are sho schweet (: Momma you make me proud,
Daddy you spoilt me.
:D
Anw congratulations on those 18 years. TOUGH ONES.
Love my folks

I sought the Lord he Heard me, and delivered me from my fears

2010-01-24T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hello, sorry I haven't been posting people. This has been one whirl wind of a week, and My eyes are 3/4 closed. I have been doing homework for 5 hours straight. And Including yesterday, I have been doing work for about 11 hours.

Madness right?

But I have God, church reminded me of that today.
Despite me being somewhat distracted(prolly why I'm so spiritually dry now),
Prng's sermon was a good wake up call.

I think sometimes to me, my worry list seems bigger than God. But today, I found out that isn't the case.

His love brings people to their knees,
God's spirit brings people peace that cannot be equated to anything else,
God's warmth provides us comfort that no one could imagine.

And i have Him to lay upon, and I have Him to lift my head up for me.

If my God is for me, then who can be against me?
Isn't that a great comfort and joy to know?

Today Rev was not his usual jokey self, but instead his sermon was more solemn, and very non laughing matter.

It even pushed some to tears.

"God of this City" is the ultimate worship song for missions, it held a turning point for someone today, okay not just the song, but the magnitude of God's voice and sovereignty is just alot to take. In a good way of course.

Jehovah Shammah - The Lord is THERE.

Spiritual world at work, no doubt about it, and no science can rpove it wrong.

(Hey, you if you're reading this, I'd like to let you know I'm praying for you[all])

CONGRATULASHUNS ON PASSING YOUR DRIVING TEST ON YOUR VERY FIRST TRY RACHEL GOHHH. ZOOM ZOOM. You can be our Chauffeur nao. :) I am happy.

God is bigger than my Math homework,
He is bigger than chemistry and physics formulas,
God.

Chris - Hai bby Gurl C:
Gwen - I cry in my pillow every night! ):
Jw - I have no boyfriend you noob.
Charis - Aww i am so flattered(: Now i know what you are thinking about in class.

2010-01-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

Eva - WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!?!

is this Eva from Hong Kong, I doubt it! You're playin me.

-

Zmmmmmmmmm. Mmm whatchew saaaaaaaaaayyy.

Holiday today was shiok! Okay i basically spent it doing work, but it felt like December again. And I didn't want it to end.
Man i'll have to face reality again tomorrow. Shucks.

Cluster camp comm is ze bomb man! Had great fun @ Nga Wai's house, and omg Ama was like which one is Nga Wai's bed? The higher or the lower one? Then Chris was like the higher one.

Ama : WHAT?! SO MEAN. YOU GIVE THE LOWER ONE TO THE MAID. WHY THAT MEANS YOU SEE HER OF A LOWER STATUS.
And then she sat on it and treated it like an equal.

HAHAH! Hilarious. Ooohwhooo.

SHAMA LLAMA! (: I have no more calamine lotion and my backy wacky is itchy itchy scratchy scratchy D:

I'm not used to being a senior.

In the night, I hear them talk

2010-01-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

http://alien-ation.blogspot.com/2010/01/shh.html

Hello world, hope you're listening.

No i'm not going to state the obvious about how dead this thing is.

But Hi Rin, I miss you so so so so so so much ):

Hi Gwen, OMG I wanna invest w/ you!

Hi Nicole Lau, Yes your skirt is like some evening gown but that's okay.

We wrote goals in CE today, no matter how lame the reason,

I pretty much surprised myself at what I wanted. But looking at my list again, I don't think its that hard to achieve, and I think its pretty much what I want.

By the time I'm thirty:

-Get married/settle down, (yes Gen, and have a kid)

-Get a degree.

-Tutor part time

-Backpack Europe

-Travel on the Dulous

-Go onna mission trip

-Learn another language.

- Get a promotion.

-Publish a book

By this year:

-Create a masterpiece

-Take a great photo

-Find what I want in life

-Make something nomz

-Paint something beautiful

-Help someone I don't like

-Make a new friend

-Strike a balance

Today:

-Finish learning ting xie(DIDN'T EVEN HAVVIT):

-Pay attention

-Smile @ someone.

Shall shut up now,

sincerely, me.

2010-01-14T22:20:00.002+08:00

My aim was to sleep at 10.
I did.
But I can't fall asleep.
The excitement and adrenaline I get because of the fact that I actually did it is preventing me from falling asleep.

Lord, I realised today, how I hardly know you, and how you've known me forever.
Therefore I have resolved to spend forever getting to know you.

Help me if you see this.

2010-01-13T21:17:00.004+08:00

EmoNemo's back in town. blub blub blub.

But FIRST: Happy Birthday to Joshua and Wee Siong,

fellow St Paul goers.

I'm not scary, sorry if I was. mmhmm. really. I'm not.

Anyway.

It amuses me how easily stuff affects me, today i felt bipolar.

How weird is it to laugh, and feel disappointed, and left out within 24 hours.

Man.

I lost my new umbrella. The elastic in my bag is as good as useless.

Rah.

I seem to have lost the ability to carry on a conversation.

I wonder how I've managed to make so many friends over the past few years, but now i find it so hard to.

I want to. But, something's different.

Have I stopped being an interesting person?

I just feel so isolated.

Today all I was getting was, omg-please-shut-up/go-away-we-are-not-talking-to-you/eh-you-are-so-annoying vibes from people.

Hear me out.

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there's the healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I would, would be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there is healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

2010-01-11T19:52:00.005+08:00

Our prom dresses (:

SUPER LEADERS GOT YOUR BEHIND!

STILL CAN SAY NO PIMPLE!
AHAHAH I LOVE SABREEEENA.
Ze teenage witch.

OMMMMMMMMMMMG. Sabby is the kewtest most kawaii thing on earth.
Her eyes are like (O)(O)

HI COOLIO BANANAS. WE GOT THAT SCAVENGER HUNT ON OUR SIDE.

You're positively, glowingly, radiant Miss Soh!
Must be the relief in not teaching us anymore.

CAMPFIRE COMM! :D
loveyew!

They look like they're on holiday! And we all got airbrushed.
Sarah/Saira(s)!

Yes, I know your heart belongs to me,
doesn't matter if its plastic.
MONA YOU COW.

Okay, here! I promised no wisecracks or rude caption.
(aheeemm)

Campfire's burning bright!
Okay, well campfire was really really worth it!
It was tons fun! Way more than ours.
Its just scary how people can get high on Taylor Swift.
But its just contagious I guess, jump jump jump.
Shimona and Clara Siew were the biggest surprise!
ZOMG!

Clara started jumping and shouting out Taylor Swift lyrics, in her Girl Guides uniform some more!
And it was hilarious!
Then When Touch my hand by Archie came out, Shimona started squealing like a hamster.
GEEZ!
INTERNATIONAL CLASS IS VERY COOL. I was so mesmerized by their performance I didn't take pictures until they were 3/4 done ):
I want to make friends with them, they're so cute!

Another dam project.

2010-01-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

Haha, title self explanatory.
Well so far, the first week of school's not been what i expected.
Sitting in class feels like this weird container room thing.
OKay, put in a better way: its like this perpetual exchange programme.
And having been on one, i tell you i felt more orientated in Hong Kong.

The class(room) is this empty, hollow void.
Everyone's nice enough, but its so awkward because of the domination of 2/1ers, yet the absence of the loudmouths and responsive people in class.
I'm sitting with Charis, well, never knew her before this, and she's quite cool.
Heheh.

I've been getting homework everyday, and the demands of Sec 3 is just unimaginable.
Out of this world.
Seriously.

everything's doubled. Tripled in fact. Its just not the same without 2/1.
The transition is really really really big. Mrs Wong was right!
Plus i've got so many commitments, and honestly, the only thing that's holding me together is God.
Jehovah Shalom.

I have to ask and pray for it every night too.
I just want to know if all i'm doing is worth it. Everything I'm doing now seems to be for the benefit of others.
I am sweeping up everyone else's messes, and geeeeeez. I just wonder if the people I help will ever be there for me in return. I mean what if I ask for favours in some form or other.

I mean, I don't do things for credit, I just do things to make other people's life easier, and the dark, dark knowlege that no one else will take action if I don't.

But i just wonder if all the effort is in vain.
That's all.

I'm so drained.
I'm drowning. glub.
There was no real time to get to know 3/3. It was just smack zip zap zoom lessons begin.
No one lingers,
No one has a reason to.

It'll get better though.
It must.

Outside there's a box car waiting

2010-01-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA.
BEST DOUBLE SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY OF THE CENTURY.

we is pure genius and evil liars.
Okay during holy communion i confessed to lying to Rachel left right centre. about today's schedule.
Heehee.

Last night i stayed up extra late to entertain calls and smses, and the birthday girl herself called me to clarify things that people told her.
It was quite hilarious, really.

Three excuses for the same reason told by different people. I tell you i've never been more confused in my life.

potluck dinner, tea party, lunch.
HARHARHAR. i am looking back at this whole thing and laughing.

And not to mention, throw in two insistent 12 year old boys who want to walk from church to serangoon gardens with no phones on them. tsktsktsk.
Wellwellwell, their reactions were WORTH IT.

Perfect timing. The two birthday girls bringing cakes to each other and singing Happy Birthday to each other at the same time.
HAHAHA.

Ooh. And moby ran away! Wow, my brother did ALOT of walking today. Some nice passers by find him.
TSKKKK.

Oh well.

2010-01-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

I just caught AVATAR.
Eh.

I think I'm the first person I know who didn't think it was THAT great. Sorryyyyz!
Graphics were prettty awesome, but i guess by what everyone was telling me i was expecting too much. Ze plot was quuuuite cliche, but I'll stop myself before I spoil it for anyone.
OOhh. but Michelle Rodrigues was sew COOL in there.

mmm.
Technically, this morning, spent New Year's @ Watchnight service, and it was real awesome!
:)

daaaaangdeeedumdeedoodle,
Class picnic tomorrow, i hope the weather has mercy on us.

Weapons for mass destruction.
Oh mama.

Iluma's very very very cool if you think about it.
Plays tricks on you.

Lost in Translation

2009-12-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hello world(:

I had some great mother daughter bonding time today,
and not to mention, i saw the whole world in town.

I managed to catch Princess and the Frog!
HAHAHA the animation was reallly good.

Went to Lido(again)! And saw Rachz and Ry, haha it was really quite funny. We were talking, and this girl walked past, and i was like HEY THAT'S NICOLE MAO.
HAHA
met the whole TNG there la srsly(:

After the movie we went for lunch. yum yum.

Then we went to taka to show them my student pass, which should never be exposed to light.
And we saw my auntie's parents there.

After that we went to check out 313! In Forever 21 I saw Emily, and in Zara I saw Laura Kwan.
HAHA.

CottonOn sale was SO GOOD. But the crowd was just not worth it. =/ ick i hate crowds.
Then on the way back I saw Julvian! HAHAA.

I was so amused.

My mum found her ex schoolmates in Dome too.
It was hilarious.

And at fishing, they got like some giant 5 kg fish. reeks like baaaadly.

2009-12-25T17:04:00.003+08:00

I wish I could go carolling. ):

Merry Christmas guys! (:

Gosh yesterday's party at ze Lok's was veh fun.
The kids dang attas can.

I luv Andrea and Anette Lok! HAHA You guys are my pals4lyfe.
Andrea you are so chio nao.

Went to church tday. OMG JAMIE I MISSED YOU SO MUCH(:

COWS was not in full attendance tday):

I realise I never ever take photos on Christmas. Which is quite sad.
I feel quite guilty for not sitting with my family.
Oh well.

Life's a beach.

Bollywood,
Central Park,
Fingers and toes,
UV light

Marina Barrage

2009-12-23T22:48:00.006+08:00

Hello down there. This is my new profile pic :D

ACID FIRED COKE OF DOOOMZ.
Quite nomz.
Chris is a cokewhore.

Cait Choo was like this super high girl that had a deprived
childhood of not being able to fly a kite.

Shot of the day.
Here gwen, take from here.

They don't understand : Jump on three.

The Marina Barrage has this super nostalgic feeling about it.
Its like another land far far away.

Or in Melissa Foo's cell phone's case : STI WELCOME TO INDONESIA.
We were so near Indo that her autoroam was activated.
HAHAHA.
MELLLL (:

Anyway, honestly, today went better than expected.
Its just so refreshing to be able to reminisce, and be with people you thought you forgot you loved.

And in a way, its so good to just keep the laughter going.
Because I think its been on pause for moments too long.
I love you guys!(:

Truly awesomezz.

Okay, not our kiteflying, but our getting along.
(Nor our communication either)
But everyone was so worried today! We got along fine right!

Thanks for today! (:

I was rotting at home in the morning tryna finish my Christmas cards, and I re read my old letters, laughing at how immature our situations were, how sad I can't remember everything that's been thrown at us. Sad right! But most importantly I'm just fond of everything that's brought us here today.

What alot of plastic bags.

Nearly full attendance! So much for T-Storms, in your face Channel News Asia.
Oh yeah, Mediacorp was filming something at the barrage, wanted to take with Joanne Peh, but she rushed off, zomg she is so hot! So we settled for the co-star, Tian Da Wang guy, who, til just now, I didn't know existed. Quite hot too. HAHA. I think it was for some 9 oclock show. Zomg I miss watching Channel 8 dramas. He lan chun the best, still.

Tryna simultaneously handle 4 FB albums at the same time, 2, non existent.
Family, Perth, Hong Kong Ocean Park andBarrage.

We composed the most AWESOME RAP for Christie.
HAHA THAT'S WHAT YOU GET DARLING. (:
But I shall do that another time. Because I'm tired.

Cait choo is so cute.

Gwennie - Your situation's quite funny. But. Don't worry, I'm sure the Lord will prevail over all of it.

Chris - You ah beng. TSK! Hope you like the rubberbung letter.

Mel - You looked like the joker today. YOU JOKER, you! you da man.

Nat - HAHA! TOTALLY APOLOGISE FOR BEING SO LATE DEAR!

Jane - you ah. comprain queen. NVM I KNOW YOU HAD FUN. DIG THE NAILS.

Mona - You let your hair down (: So precious, you.

Kristel - You told some joke in the MRT, it was funny, but I forgot what it was. HAHA.
You are the official Toot kiteflyer girl!

Cait Choo - I already said you were cute, what more could you ask for?

Tiff - Eh you neh come.

Ohoho. Secret Santa PHAIL!
Char Kway Teow so good.

You poor psls. I'm sew happy i neh go for sec one registration.
I am sick and tired of typing the word registration.
):

Got you so high, you float on air.

Emotions on the highway

2009-12-22T21:31:00.003+08:00

Just for that single, fleeting moment.
I'm back there, walking down memory lane with you.
I can't remember now, what we used to talk about,
or why we were such good friends,
but I see you now, and I just know that I wish I was still part of your life.
Except I'm not, any longer.

(Carolyn Hsuuuuuu!):

It is amazing how easy it is to spot Singaporeans in another country.
Just look for the mannerisms first, something about the way we walk.
Okay maybe just in Perth, it was SOOOOO easy to nitpick Singaporeans.

Simply walk down the street, and let that refined, accent sink in. Don't even need to listen carefully, the volume and pitch just define it all. Simple as that.

Oh and Perth just made me realise how much we take hawker food for granted.
So cheap so good. Ta, you can't even get a cuppa coffee in Aussie for $3.

The funniest thing happened today.
Justin: JIE! I'm racing with Reuben to see who can get more friends on facebook!
Me: Okay...
Justin : He has like 203, and i have 195. wanna recommend anyone?
Me: Aiya just go to my profile and add anyone you know la. I have what, 800 something friends? I think 16.
Justin goes to my FB profile
-
HOLY GUCAMOLE. YOU HAVE 819 FRIENDS?!??!? :OO
and he bursts into hysterical laughter.

I don't know why I have so many friends either.
For some strange reason, want to delete some, but going through 819 names is no joke.

Me without you is like,
A sneaker without laces,
A geek without braces,
Asentencewithoutspaces.

Tata guys.

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Just for that single, fleeting moment.I'm back there, walking down memory lane with you.I can't remember now, what we used to talk about,or why we were such good friends,but I see you now, and I just know that I wish I was still part of your life.Except I'm not, any longer.(Carolyn Hsuuuuuu!):It is amazing how easy it is to spot Singaporeans in another country.Just look for the mannerisms first, something about the way we walk.Okay maybe just in Perth, it was SOOOOO easy to nitpick Singaporeans.Simply walk down the street, and let that refined, accent sink in. Don't even need to listen carefully, the volume and pitch just define it all. Simple as that.Oh and Perth just made me realise how much we take hawker food for granted.So cheap so good. Ta, you can't even get a cuppa coffee in Aussie for $3.The funniest thing happened today.Justin: JIE! I'm racing with Reuben to see who can get more friends on facebook!Me: Okay...Justin : He has like 203, and i have 195. wanna recommend anyone?Me: Aiya just go to my profile and add anyone you know la. I have what, 800 something friends? I think 16.Justin goes to my FB profile-HOLY GUCAMOLE. YOU HAVE 819 FRIENDS?!??!? :OOand he bursts into hysterical laughter.I don't know why I have so many friends either.For some strange reason, want to delete some, but going through 819 names is no joke.Me without you is like,A sneaker without laces,A geek without braces,Asentencewithoutspaces.Tata guys.

2009-12-14T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Blink blink.
I'm still here.
Just FYI in case you were wondering.

-> PICNICCCCCCCCCCC.
-> SAMPLE THIS.
-> UDDERS.

oh wdv.

Video Spam

2009-12-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCHH!

This is how I do it, do it, do it.

This is what twelve year old boys do during their PSLE year.
Zomg my brother's too cool for school friend made up his own rap. I can get high on this video.

JUST FOR LAFFS.
EEEEEEEEEEEE. so funnay.

I missed you guys at church tonnns (: ZOMG Goh brothers lead worship together so cute worh. When Reubyweuby comes to TNG they can have the Goh band. HAHAHA. YESZZZZZZ. I'm ushering for SAMPLETHIS!

:)
I can't strum and sing at the same time, HOW? Oh yes my musical genius brother composed his own song and taught me how to play it. :D

I've got killer nails. >:)

Okay, now for the more serious stuff i've been meaning to post for a long time, and now that I just discovered Downhere, their song 'How Many Kings' ties in just fine with the message.

(Sorry, apparently there's no official video, this is the best I can do)

How many kings step down from their thrones?
How many lords have abandoned their homes?
How many greats have become the least for me?
And how many gods have poured out their hearts
To romance a world that is torn all apart
How many fathers gave up their sons for me?

So, we all know the story of how Jesus came down and sacrificed himself for us. We know that this is all part of God's plan to deliver his children from the kingdom of darkness right? Well, okay I've been thinking about it, and this is just my view on the whole thing, but I got these ideas during devotion, just to let you know.

Why did God have to sacrifice Jesus? His one and ONLY son?

Well, I'm thinking that He did that to show the whole world the extent of His love for us, He did this to show us the true meaning of sacrifice. I mean think about it, this is GOD. Almighty God who created heaven and earth. He could have easily snapped His fingers and made another son.

He could have created an entire army of Jesus(es). But why did He send his ONLY son for us?
God loves us as much as he loved Jesus. If John 3:16 had been "God gave one of His sons" instead of "God gave His one and only son", how many of us would say, WOW. God did this just for ME.
God, I think, did this, to teach us the meaning of sacrifice. Look at us, little unnecessary things like the computer, or chocolate. Ask you to sacrifice these things, no way right?

What more a son? God willingly sacrificed Jesus for us. He knew the flogging and the humiliation that was going to be inflicted on Jesus. He knew all that was to come, and yet, He sent Jesus to save us all the same.

I seem to be experiencing God in a quieter way, not like I usually do during worship, but instead alone, at night during devotion. Its more personal in a sense, but this just shows me how much God can and wants to speak to me.

You my brother my sister my family.

Goosebump moment. (@ 1:07) and many others for that matter.
I just absolutely adore Lifehouse. I want to play for that purpose, to enlighten people and glorify God. I love the silent, subtle way the lyrics speak to you.

>So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us world's apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you

So far away from where you are
I'm standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us world's apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

You can shed tears that he is gone,
or you can smile cause he lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back,
or you can open your eyes & see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him,
or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow & live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
Grieve if you must, you can weep & you can cry,
but know this;
people come & go,
but he'll never die.

You-know-who.

Ah peh!

2009-12-05T18:19:00.003+08:00

HI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

You old ah peh! You're like half a century old! HARHRA

(OMG YAY FOR DEMPSEY!)

HAPPY 20TH JIE! YOU'RE YOUNGER THAN MY POPS(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~PASTOR~~ REV NG!

You're too young for you title! PRNG!

Cirque de Soliel on ice was the best! How difficult is it to find circus stars that can skate, sing and dance, and do acrobatics?

I love Christie Yeooo!(: GIRL YOU ARE AWESOMESAUCE.

And i like playing with your big guns.

Yesterday, our photo outing super FAIL! So we followed our plans, til it RAINED!

My phone calls managed to wake those two jokers up! Tiff came first, and i love Tiff!(:

We wenna buy snacks for our picnic cuz we didn't know it was raining): and then we saw Zi Ying outside NTUC! HAHAH The whole time she was talking to us she was struggling so hard with the gauze in her teeth, because she went for extraction! Funny ttum!

Yep then our dearest queenie who cabbed from her house to the MRT station from her house came and brought the news that it was late.

GASP!

then the we ate subway where I was playing with Chris' big gun, and randomly shot some guy to test it.

Then when Chris came back with her SOUP, she was like OHHH! DID YOU SEE THAT GUY IN THE PINK SHIRT THAT WAS DAVID ARCHULETA LOOKALIKE AAAHHH!

Then she continued obsessing over the back of his head all through lunch.

Cluster and Spiderman.

2009-12-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe it takes a 45 minute wait to get to a destination 5 minutes away.

That's my bus yo.

Cluster was at 4, but we ended up reaching church at 5. HAHA but we didn't miss much,

I was too busy looking at my feet, that were donning my too cool for school $HK18 shoes.

My mum saw them and was like EH WHY YOU BUY THIS KIND OF SHOES! AIYO. We used to wear these to school when I was a kid! I can't believe its a fad now! Can you imagine how toot this would look with your uniform?

HAHAHA!

Back to the point. I went to Rach's house but didnt end up cooking anything cuz i was too late. Felt kind of bad just crashing, but it was so awesome seeing everyone again! Especially since today will be the last day til I see Jamie again at Christmas. Sh's flying off on Sunday! ):

EVELYN! heeheehee. That girl wore a tanktop :D

And i also felt bad for crashing Spiderman, while Reubs and Ryan were chowing down expired popcorn.

I don't like Kirsten Dunst ):

I haven't watched Spidey in ages, but its still a classic though. Great storyline, just classic.

Its really quite intelligent. I think i should re watch all those movies I used to watch when I was a kid, because there is so much humour that gets missed out due to young age.

Like Finding nemo for example. Haven't watched that since I was 8, but I laughed so much when I watched it in Brisbane. Hoho.

Anyhow, cluster was really quite fun, except we didn't mingle much like last year. Quite few people turned up, but worship and the food was awesomesauce. Movie charades was the best!

ENCHANTED! DISNEY! NO! THE GOOD... THE BAD... The Ugly?

HAHAHA. Aaaw man, Chia didn't come cuz its her mum's birthday today.

Missed herrrr.

I'm so glad I'm finally getting a headstart on CIP.

Thank God for Tiffanie Tan.

Seriously.

This girl is my back bone. I can tell her anything and everything under the sun.

Cluster camp planning was quite productive today. Christie Yeo is such a joy to laugh at.

Mannerisims are legendary man.

Its fun to be back!

2009-12-01T16:55:00.003+08:00

OMG READ THIS : EVERYBODY WHO KNOWS ANNE NEO HUI TING. THAT'S YOU, ERIN.

Facebook chat. Jane as in Neo as in Anne neo's sister.

Jane

HI CAITLIN!!!This is anne!i discovered the internet!

4:52pmCaitlin

OMG ANNE

WOW!

YOU DISCOVERED IT?

DO YOU NOW KNOW WHAT FACEBOOK IS?!

GOSH! WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD!

4:54pmJane

haha very funny. i cant wait for next year. have you started studying yet? ehehehehehe

4:54pmCaitlin

omg you nerd

no i just came back from hong kong

4:54pmJane

you flatter me.

4:54pmCaitlin

gah.

4:54pmJane

did you get me anything

4:54pmCaitlin

of course not

i forgot you even existed!

4:55pmJane

tsktsktsok

cfvgbdgrhrhdghjt

4:55pmCaitlin

HAHAHA!

are you gonna get your own Fb account then?

Jane

nope, never...

Reminiscient

2009-11-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I came back from Hong Kong today, and I'm feeling rather nostalgic.

First the amount of juicy things I learnt whilst on the plane ride home, geez. Why IJ girls and SJI guys like that...

Anyway, i'm feeling so confused. Like so disorientated. It was so utterly weird seeing IJ girls at the Hong Kong airport. Just... weird. I really miss St Paul's a whole bunch...! ):

I've been thinking some things, and yes you guessed it, i'm going to tell you, duh.

First off...
I think I've never met anyone like Rachel Li Chi Lok!
This girl huh. Self proclaimed tomboy, but has all the feelings and mannerisims of a girly girl. Cries so much during movies, though i haven't seen her actually do it...
But can dress top to toe in black, wlaking around all emo,
yet sit at home and collect Blythe dolls and clothes for her dolls.

This girl hor, seems so inactive in class, yet she's so intelligent when she puts her mind to it, and so politically updated. Rach has such strong views (against) the China government, I agree to an extent, a rather large one in fact. She's so quiet in groups, but when we're alone, chat her head off like mad.

She has all these crushes on Taiwanese and Jap people, but she would rather study in an all girls school. Rachel Li Chi Lok has adult taste buds only, what with weird herbal things, veggies, black coffee?

Interesting right?
Yep. Proves how individualistic the whole wide world can be. But yet I have so much in common with her, and our conversations can either go on forever, or get cut short with awkward silences. I wish I had more time with this quirky girl.

Her family was craaazy fun too.
Anyhoo. BLITZ.

I got the H&M stuff I wanted. I'm so surprised with myself.
And somehow, I didn't feel so bad missing two weeks of church, just can't wait to see everyone again though.

Anyway, I guess what God wanted me to do was to plant seeds everywhere, and stand back to watch. yes. That's it.

And another thing that struck me in Hong Kong was when Su Lynn said... so passionately about an avacado sandich.

"You don't know what you're missing! Its the best, its sooooooooooooooo good."

Isn't that true about the greatest love I have found?
I can say the exact same thing to the rest of the world that's been blinded and concealed to these things.

Friends in high places.

Corn starch and paperbags

2009-11-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

Up til today. Just now, in fact, I've never really thought so in depth about poverty. Oh sure, we usually just associate poverty with like, Mother Teresa, and dirt and no food.

But today, things changed. Yes, poverty is about those things. But through our stimulus at Crossroads (They really should have one in Singapore), I've gained so much respect, and a whole mass of sympathy for 2 billion people, i've never felt before.

We arrived at the Crossroads Organization going all huhhhhhhz what's this. But it got off to a good start, because our 'guide' or facilitator was really friendly and funny. He had this really passionate look in his eyes. And he sort of reminded me of Glenn.

He told us of how Crossroads started out, and how they put resources and needs together, and somehow it was just darn amazing. We were split into families, and we were grouped with people we barely knew. Sam and i were together, and we didn't even know any of the dudes. But we just worked really well together.

I mean, it was just a simple game, which all of us knew, really, that after a few hours, it wouldn't really matter. It didn't only open my mind to the objectives of the game : to stay alive, but also it opened up this window to a whole new perspective on things. I guess i can't really speak for everyone, but for myself at least. And i guess you really just have to be there.

So Crossroads is this charity (QI SIN!) organization, where DJ(David James and gang) are a helping hand to those who need it. The way it works is amazing, people may say its a stroke of luck, that it started out with 2 million people in China who suffered from a flood. But i know otherwise, and i guess you all know what I'm going to say, but i'm going to say it anyway: God's timing is perfect.

2 million needy, homeless people, with nothing. A family of four? a visit to the hospital and unintentional eavesdropping? 19 boxes of clothes? 48 boxes of clothes? 72 boxes of clothes?

Where can you get that kind of 'luck'? No where. Because its not luck. And not just once. Computer lab in Afghanistan, with one less computer than one : a picture of a computer. World Bank upgrade of computer system? 300 discarded CPUs. With no monitors. And a sudden find of 300 (fat) monitors at another bank, two weeks later?

No way that's luck.

Furniture for two empty apartments, where do you get that?! surprisingly enough, some rich family calls up and tells Crossroads that they own too many houses, and want to close down two.

No way that's luck.

the list goes on.

We visited the stimulated slum, and in our families, we sat in a 2m by 2m canvas sheet and started folding paperbags. our paper bags our life. 10 minutes represented a week. And so many other factors contributed to the saving of our familie's life.

There was flurry and activity throughout the whole field, it was really really... different. To see students strip themselves of dignity(Okay, i think we were having a good time doing that) by kneeling or lying down and begging the 'shopkeepers' to buy their bags, no btw it was nothing like the leadership game we played in school.

These things, we realised, are real life. People actually do these things. We didn't even have to go through the motions of picking up other people's crap from the rubbish bins and bringing it home for dinner. And we only did this for thirty minutes. These people don't take a break, they don't rest, they work for hours, they pay money for the toilet that they have to to wait 3 hours for.

These people, they don't know anything, they survive on less than a US dollar a day. They don't earn 70 fake dollars for 10 crap paper bags. They earn 99 cents for 22 bags. They don't get free paper from the shopkeepers by giving them a two-squeeze shoulder massage. They obviously cannot trade iPhones or watches to pay rent.

These people, they actually work for hours long just to make about a dollar. These people, their rent is probably paid for by means of a limb or kidney. They suffer from HIV, they don't go to school, they use flying toilets(your excretions in plastic bags), they live like this every single day.

They sell themselves for 50 cents. These people, they're so beautiful, and they don't even know that they're just as valuable as each and every individual on this planet. They don't know, that no money in the world can buy them. They don't know.

And we don't know that.
i think the only way that we can see how these people live is to experience it for ourselves. Thirty minutes, just thirty minutes opens up your doorways and lets you see poverty in depth. It makes it real.

As we sat in the grass, sharing what struck us most, while plucking corn starch off our hands, what was moving was that everyone had something to say. The words that came out of these people, these people i barely even knew, they were words of humility and sympathy. Maybe its got something to do with the St Paul's culture, which i really admire.

Everyone participates. Actively.
It also makes me extremely glad to be in a Convent school, where we are more aware of things like these. Where we know more things beyond the books. But today, I was just really glad for once, that i was able to share it with someone else. The most powerful thing was that these were people I didn't even know the names of.

These were people that barely knew me. These were people being open about their feelings. These were people I knew were city kids. These were people who seemed to transform in thirty minutes. These were people that I'm sure will definitely be pioneers and donors for the poor.

And here I am sitting in front of this computer screen, thinking about what this monitor will do for someone else. In a land not so far away.
People in the slums, if they see 5 tourists with giant SLRs, the things moving through their minds is this.

SLR = education for my children + money for food + money for rent + money for medicine + money for clothes.

Its strange, isn't it. How on one extreme, people own about 7 houses or something, in the city, summer home, winter home, autumn home, sprint home, giant condo with a rooftop garden, houses in the maldives.
While on the other extreme, we have people living in cardboard boxes, or wooden huts held together with nails the size of a king size bed.

Funny isn't it, reality.

Well. its like 12:42. The latest i've ever blogged. rachel's kinda sick.

I haven't even talked about the second crossroads activity and after.
But tooodles anyway.

Love you guys, you know who you are (:

How Amusing.

2009-11-23T17:39:00.003+08:00

HELLO GUYS！ I'm having a whale of a time here in Hong Kong.

I just got back from Nansha today. It was quite sad because we didn't understand everything, but got a chance to make more friends.

IT WAS AWESOME BECAUSE THE LODGING SURPRISED US. ALOT.

Nansha's veh ulu but we stayed in this 5 star hotel thing with amazing food.

Yummmmmmz.
I wish i learnt cantonese man.
It sounds like quite a cool language.

HOU DONG AH.
:)

The ong kong accent is catching on.

LAN GAGGGZZZ.
hahaha i love 3E! (: Man i was so sad when i learnt that i was only gonna be in St Paul's for 4 days ): Geeez.

SUCKS BIG TIME! RAR. Sam and I kenna cao! HARHARHAR.
Omg.

Okay i'm coming home with a full sentence of Cantonese. :D

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WHAT'S THAT WHAT'S THAT!
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you ask your buddy to explain it to you in PTH
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haha.so funny ah.we just went to the kidney of guangzhou and we become kidneys x)
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Lan gag. OKAY GOODNIGHT SEE YA'LL TMR.
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2009-11-15T20:55:00.003+08:00

Hello guys.
This are my last few hours before i take off to Hong Kong for wo weeks
I'll miss you guys tons.

Man.

Hong Kong seemed so far away.
Haha. its supposed to be months ahead!
Nehmind.
Everywhere i go, God's with me!(:

Uncle Allan was a real comfort, like the most reassuring one about me missing camps and stuff today.
He prayed for me after service and i don't feel so bad about missing out now.
(:

Watched 2012 today.
It was rather draggy.
It was cliche, and really funny at the same time. They killed off all the hot Russians.
):

I don't think the story's plausible though.
After church today, i just don't think the world will end THAT way. God promised with the dove and rainbow after the flooding where only Noah and gang survived, that He will never do that to humanity again.

And well, the whole prophesy in Revelation describes something different.
There were some mirrors and hints at revelation, like the part about the zoological animals on the whatchamacallit, and the lil boy being called Noah.

I shan't spoil it anymore for you. Have i? Nah.

Saw my churchies there. HAHA YA'LL IMBA LA. JW David and theodore? Neckache. muahahahaz. And i just happened to BUMP into you, i've got better stuff to do than to stalk you.

Bye! ): Miss you guys so much.

Dancers - HOPE THE BOARD WILL BE THE CENTRE OF ALL GREATNESS WHEN I GET BACK! I LOVE YOU SENIORS.
so much.

Councillers - Happy Birthday Saira Rooop. in advance. HAVE FUNNNNNN(: SORRY WE CAN'T BE THERE GWENNZ.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIAMZ. I PROMISED YOU A BAG.

2009-11-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

Spent the day at Choo's! But before that, AHEM BIG NEWS GUYS.
I THE LOSER WHO HAS ABSOLUTELY NO TIME TO GO OUT.
FINALLY WENT TO ION ORCHARD.

and out of the five of us, only Choo's been to Ion. SO.
That means.
I pass.
:)

HAHA.
Jing wei.
AUNTY TTUM! she's such a hoot.
I think I want to work for paperchase in the future.
Lesigh.

Didn't get to watch our movie ):
And shopping for hong kong gifts wasn't the most productive either.
Rachel's so hard to shop for.

Mmhmm.

Lunch was great.
Haha i think choo and rin bin had a good time lianzie watching at Far East.
Stupid.
The place is so huge and you still can't find the right gift.
Aaahz.

Nevermind.
Something will come our way.
We had fun playing cooking mamaaaaa @ Choo's house.
And we pushed Erin into the pool.
WHOOPEEE.
it was uh crazy day.
:D

Glad i had time to spend time with my gal pals. Its like the first time not going to school.
:D

Oh well.

Oh i must mention that our dance board thingies look incredible.
WHOO!

We can take this thing outside

2009-11-10T22:29:00.001+08:00

Hey guys. HAHA HELLO JUNIORS (:

Nickie.
i'm taking you're nicole keeee!

harhar.

Hi munchkins. Okay not so munchkin, but anyway i think i'll take forever to link ya'll up. HA. HA.

Dance was quite good today.My splits are improving. great.
I love Miss Wee's choreo. its beautiful. And so flowy.
And nut has started my obsession over Imogen Heap's hide and seek.

I mean i knew about it and listened to it, but until today, when it was suggested as a piece for lyrical dance, I didn't think it was all that great.

but now it provides this nostalgic feeling, that is really hard to capture these days.

I'm really feeling that i have no time to myself.
Just like quiet moments at home with myself, the rain and a book.

God perhaps.

We went shopping for deco after dance. Hmm. Interesting. Won't say much.
but the thought of taking over office next year scares me. Its a rarity now, to be able to kick back and enjoy what other people put up for you.

Unless you pay for it.
but I think i've been involved in every school concert.
I mean, every moment of it is fufilling, but i'd like to enjoy something else for awhile.
Hm.

Just a passing thought.
(:

I think i've to stop being so selfish.
My mum expects us to be saving up for college.
Scary the way she confronts the future so directly, but i shan't share anymore about the finance bit.

because it scares me myself.

which isn't good.
obviously.

-

but we'll get by.
we somehow always do.

Real love

2009-11-08T16:09:00.002+08:00

Real hope, invade us.
You illuminate us.

Hellow wello (:

Don't have much to say, except that I'm glad I know Clement and Luke.
SPICE GIRLS WHOO WHOO!
:)

And I can't wait to catch sample this!
Church was hyped today.
ZOWOWOOWW!

You had to be.

2009-11-07T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hope is stirring, hearts are yearning for you.

Hello! I've had the longest week. Ever.
I just want to lose my head in my pillow and stay there forever.

Went to school today and the meeting was... =/
I don't think I like being in charge. ~~after all~~

Only when I'm comfortable.

Drama show case(other than the rehearsals) were fun.
I had a really good time with my drama group.
THIS IS IT MAN, I'VE HAD IT WITH YOU.

And Maribelle looked like a coffee shop aunty with oversized t shirt, rolled up track pants and slippers.

HARHARHAR.
MARCH TO THE BATHS YOU DAWGS.
I though the DEP girls were superb, and everyone stole Roopie's M&Ms she had so little left for the performance.

We had so much fun laughing everywhere. WHOOHOO. Love you(:

I thought our performance was really great, despite the hiccups and whatnot ahem cough, changes to our scenes.

And This is it... we watched it, the dancers were cooliewoolies!(:

I am going to learn THRILLER, or at least the parts idk, Beat it, and some other songs. OH BAD.
This is it doesn't have bad.

HAHA. Losers we ate pastamania for lunch, and those woosies, Choo and Rin a lin had to take forks and knives to cut them into small pieces to chew on daintily.

GWEN AND I REAL MAN. but in the end, gwen was the last. muahaha. But it occurred to me that maybe its wrong that i'm so good at scarfing down pizza.
BAD.

We were late back to school.
WE MISSED THE BUS!
That's bad, that's bad. YOU KNOW IT YOU KNOW IT.
:)

We started MJ-ing around at theBishan interchange with all these people staring at us. Not the best time to crotch grab in your uniform.

HAHA. And we named on of his moves the ~~throw tantrum/ small girl~~ Caitlin Choo move.
CANDLESTICK KICK KICK KICK.
Go watch this is it.

Its good for laughs and watching dance.
:)

Anw we were making up excuses about why were late. HAHA.
"We felt the need to watch This is It, to get rejuvinated by the King himself, in order to better our drama performance for tonight."

Had tons of fun today after the Arts Jam meeting. so called.
Went out with councillers and Cez.
I'm so scared for next year. I'm the only toot in 3/3 please.
There are 4 in 3/4.
3/4's a real rojak class. I wonder what will happen to all of us next year.
I just hope everyone is friends with everyone.
Isn't it easier that way.
Simple.
Innocent.

but.
I can only hope that much.
I just hope I don't lose anyone as a result of impulse.

Chris and Mona came over to my house for lunch. Those two pack down alot.
And I follow.

I must learn to have more self control around those two.
But they're good and fun.
Like old times, huh?

Then they left. and i got ditched by ze dancers who were supposed to go for Nut's confi with me.
But they had their reasons. And i guess if I had gone for rehearsals i wouldn't be in the mood to go either. I feel you guys! ):

But anw, bel lam came anyway to pass me gifts, epic! She thought it was only nut's confi and forgot to buy a gift for stelle. HAHA. So i had to split them.

I FINISHED 8 SKETCHES TODAY. which puts me well ahead of my task (:
Anyway. my mum offered to drive me up to SFX to pass them the gifts anyway.
So I did.
And I saw so many of my peers. Haha.
Gwen and Sheryl the checker board chicks.
HAHA.

But i was thinking. geez seriously, gwen and sheryl didn't even plan on coming til last minute, and they still managed to show up together, while we actually PLANNED this. and in the end i had to go alone. Well, not for mass. But to pass them the gifts.

It seems to be happening to me alot lately.
but at least I got to see the confi girls all decked in white.
They were so beautiful.

I think SFX is beautiful too. I always wanted to go in every time we passed by.
It really is a beautiful church. Its so... I don't know what's the word...
it feels.
right.

Like a sanctuary.

Okay, well i'm done.
And i still have this blasted cough.
ALISON CHIA'S IN TURKEY!
gobble gobble.

I just can't believe some people.
Okay this has nothing to do with any of my friends or events of this day.
Just randomly blog hopping.
What the dickens are these people up to?
Maybe their heads just aren't on straight.
The nerve.

I don't even know her that well and I'm already pissed off.

Note to self :
Link Gwen, Gin Yin, Wen Jin.

haha. habbn't gotten round to doing that.

2009-11-05T21:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 75TH BIRTHDAY GRANDMA (:

And to Ee Por, my grandma's younger sister.
Isn't it cool that they have the same birthday?

I can't find a photo of my grand aunt. I'm too lazy to upload one. hurhur.

I'm quite excited about tomorrow.
I'm sorry I haven't been updating, but if you know what I'm going through, you'd know its been this crazy whirlwind. But ironically this running around hasn't allowed me to lose ANY weight
I think i binge when i stress out.

):
Hopefully I'll be able to watch This is It tomorrow.
And people wonder what I do with my spare time.
The answer is I HAVE no spare time.
GRR.

No time to make Christmas cards. And I already cut down the size by two thirds.
GEEEEEEEEEEEZ.

Long and overdue.

2009-11-01T15:28:00.004+08:00

Who's feeling blah?

Well I'm having a serious case of PMS, but i think Prng's sermon today helped quite alot. Maybe its just because I'm being negative and speaking death words upon myself, which I've resolved to stop doing.

I've been planning to do this long overdue post about all the stuff that's going through my brain right now, i'm so muddled up though, i've been doing so much thinking, and its crazy because I've barely had time to breathe, and yet i can still think such things.

Things about the future, things about relationships, and other stuff that might just be too much for a fourteen year old to be thinking. I don't know, I've been having bad cases of insomnia, and I found out you think best just before you sleep, so my brain's been working overtime.

I've also had tons of things on my to do list that have been collecting dust from my neglection. First off, I had some time to spend with my folks, and I just realised how very depressing my grandma's life seems to be. She's like what, the second eldest, okay now the oldest, since her older brother, whom I've never met before, died quite recently, and life just has been a whirldwind for her.

I mean, she has 5 kids right, with an arranged marriage, and my grandpa, with a tragic life of his own, and i don't know how my grandma managed to chuck all of them into college, 3 in medical school for that matter.

And how she still found the time to cook and clean and teach music I wonder. She's such a toughie, my grandma's truly a remarkable woman, and though she has a small and fragile frame, she's really weathered and wise. And cute as a button. I haven't appreciated her enough since she's been taking care of me for ages.

And everyon takes her for granted. Geez. She's such an inspiration. But she's yet to see the light. She thinks the whole idea's absurd, and its not like she doesn't know. She's a convent girl. Of course she does. She just thinks that its strange that you could love someone more than your parents, family and life itself.

Poor granny.

And I've been down the whole week, though I must say my brother's prawning parteh was quite a pick me up. Despite the thunderstorm. Limejews anyone? NONONO. Limechinese.
My voice is not doing any better, I swear some of my classmates (coughahemanabelcough) are in love with me. I do like the way my voice sounds, its COOL, lower than most people I know, raspy like David Cook. But i can't sing. Aaw.

I'm tired. I've got this crazy week before me and i don't know what to do.

AREN'T THESE JUST TO DIE FOR.
I really wanted to get them when I was @ Lemon Chiffon,
but too bad they're reserved. DARN ):
Its so nice and Christmassy! >: (

My mummy got these.

:'(

2009-10-30T17:36:00.004+08:00

I want to linger.
A little longer.
A little longer here with you.

Its such a perfect ~~night~~
It doesn't seem quite right,
that this should be my last with you.

You've made me, changed me, loved me.

You guys are more than I could ever ask for.
Goodbye.

Rendezvous

2009-10-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hello world, hope you're listening.

Well HI. I'd like to officially announce that i disappeared off the face of the earth over the past couple of weeks, but everyone knows i've been away studying.

I spoiled myself today and had some genuine quality time with Choo (& Tiff) for a bit.
'll take the pains in explaining though i'm kind of having a rough time with my hormonal brother. I guess its part of growing up, I'd like to think every family has times when one can't stand the other, and I'd like to think I'm just slightly more at peace, and say that I'm content with my family and the space they give me.

But times like these when my brother decides to be a real jerk and has a total disregard for other people, it just brings out my older ugly side, that I can't stand showing off in front of other people, because its not a very pleasant exterior.

The kid's barely twelve, and he acts like he owns the world or something. And because I'm just two years older than him, he feels I don't deserve any respect. At all.

Period.

On the sunnier side, I really did enjoy my date with my galpals. I haven't had time for a social life, and I'm having second thoughts about Hong Kong, but i guess there's no turning back on that one. My mum claims its a happy problem.

Okay i'm digressing, that topic was meant for alien-ation which i'll probably do later.

So today I went to Choo's house and got to Plaza after that (twice in 12 hours, people). ~~OH YES. I must speak of the coolsome time i had with zamie laterrrr.~~

So today was CRAZY. We managed to catch THREEEEE movies. And I'm so weak in the knees from sitting around all day. We pciked a really good day to watch movies, because it was so empty. 11.40 a.m on a thursday. Hmm. I was totally digging those looks of disgust from passers by, and the feeling of, tsk, they're playing truant, but then actually not.

We watched My Sister's Keeper first, and we have learnt from the grand masters, Anne and Therese, thohugh they probably won't waste their money on movies, to save on food. We sneaked in majority of our food, and brought chips from home and stuff.

geez, if you haven't watched My Sister's Keeper, bring a bucket for your tears. Seemed as if i was the only one amongst the three of us who actually cried though. Tiffanie and Caitlin seem to be void of feelings. Empty vases. tsktsk.

Anyway, I loved the soundtracks for all the three movies I caught tday! My Sister's Keeper had nice acoustic sounds for the sad parts, and the special effects were something different. Though there were some pretty distrubing scenes in the thing, I'd say it was cool. I think mainly becuase of the plot, but they changed in the end, they always do. Maybe I didn't read the book that's why I neh cry.

So after MSK, tiff went to lose herself in the library, and Choo and I went to catch500 Days of Summer. We seemed to watch movies with really weird chronology, and out of the three PG rated movies we watched, ~~two~~ no goodness, three of them had the F word. How is the board of censorship doing their job? Or is it currently acceptable in our society now?

Choo didn't really like 500 days of summer. But the casting was awesome. And it was indie and so different. But geez, the cast were so cute! Zooey Deschanel reminds me of Katy Perry. She's so swinging 60s! (: I like. I think people like her bring some sunlight into the world. I also liked the way she totally stones out when she talks, and the way she has this really pale, fragile, calm and innocent exterior. Heehee.

Joespeh Gordon Levitt was small-boy cute,too! i think the he and zooey really worked. They always looked so happy! :) There were really funny lines in there too. I especially loved the You Make My Dreams Come True scene.

Ultimate coolness. I think Joseph Gordon-Levitt looks like a postman. And the whole time I was thinking, ZOMGOODNESS! DANCERS SHOULD DO THIS. And I've rekindled my love for oldies! Everyone looks so happy!

She somehow reminds me of jamie.
The kind of people I associate with buttons and polkadots.
AND DAISIES!

Interesting STUFFZ.

Then Choo and I were SO hung over, and we couldn't walk around, so we stuck around at spotlight, where I managed to get Nut and Stell's confi card stuff. Til we realised we were LATE, because J&J was at ze Cathay, we were roaming around tryna find mosaic tiles which Spotlight discontinued ): Then with our knobbly knees and hungover attitudes, not to mention our lack of physical education for the past few weeks, we had to run to Cathay because they don't have crazy 15 minute ads like GV does.

Julie and Julia was quite cool. Meryl Streep was so cute. SHE USED THE WORD 'DICKENS'. hahaha! And the hot dude, Chris Messina, from Made of Honour was Julie's husband. fweet fweet. FRANCE IS BEAUTIFUL. Then halfway through the movie, Choo was like HEY I'VE BEEN THERE. strangle her, I wanna go to Paris. I think I preferred 500 Days to J&J. They were both pretty funny, and I liked the cinematography. And my mum thought I would get mixed up with the details of the movies. HAHA oh wdvvv (:

After that we were too lazy to walk back to Plaza, so we went to get Starbucks. My chocolate frappe totally pwned your stupid Vanilla frappe, cait. ~~(In prices, too)~~. Then guess who was there too: GLENN AND CLEM.

HARHAR.
They were like CAITLIN CAITLIN CAITLIN! DID YOU WATCH 500 DAYS OF SUMMER!?

"WHAT WERE YOU TWO DOING WATCHING THAT TOGETHER?"
Glenn : WE'RE GAY.
-_-

Clem : When we walked in, the bar was blocking your face and then I told Glenn, eh! That looks like Caitlin's eyes, but we couldn't see your face, then we got up the steps and we were like OH! It is Caitlin!

"Hi guys! This is my friend Caitlin."
"YOU'RE KIDDING."
"Yes it is."
"Same name? Same spelling?"
"Same school?"
"Same class."
"Woah."
"Nearly the same surname, too."
"What's your surname?"
"Choo."
":O"

So free ah guys.

ANW. Had a nice day today. THANK YOU I NEEDED IT, CHOO.
:D

Muffin reeks! HAHA. floop, today's probably my last full day to play, before next week rolls in. GAH. Next week is such a baaaaaaaaaaaaad week.

OH YEAH. ZAMIE. Wow yesterday! I had dance for 3 hours, and Nic Seow and I were late, so embarassing, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS UP WITH THE TRANSPORT SYSTEM IN GARDENS. i can leave my house like 40 minutes early, and still be late. GEEZ. And when I get there too early, i'll end up burning time in school with nothing to do, like a suagu.

So after dance, I went for lunch with the dancers, and then I was debating between home and Kaela's house, cuz they were gonna watch Korean stuff the whole time, which wasn't too bad actually, I understand what they're talking about now. So somehow i had an inkling to go to Kaela's house, lucky I did. We watched ze dream concert thing, and i think the girls are much hotter than the dudes.

BUt I know why people are so crazy over them. I mean, i still can't stick the songs and their singing, but I think their performances and showmanship is what makes the Koreans different. They're really energetic i feel, and perhaps more humble than your typical American crap. I MEAN HAVE YOU SEEN MISS CYRUS' PARTY IN THE USA VIDEO?

Jeez she's shaking her hips, and doing that crude squatting thing in negligible denim shorts IN FRONT OF THE AMERICAN FLAG.
I mean what's wrong with her.

Anyway, at Kaela's house, gosh her dad is so alike to mine, Jamie called and said she'd be done @ 3. So i left the house at 2.45 and took the forever train to Plaza, where Jamie called again to say she hadn't left yet. HAHAHA. She was like SO YOU'RE AT YISHUN? HAHAA! Didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but whatever, I was there and I went to lose myself in Times Bookshop. Thank goodness Plaza has a million and one things to look at.

NEBBERMIND, ZAMIE. :) We spent about an hour +++++ in Made with Love, without knowing it. Pretty. I actually bought something this time. Heartbreaker bbbbbabbeee. ITS KEEWEE SEASON.

We left about 7, and then i went for dinner with my dad, who picked me up because he needed my housekeys. -.- By 9, I was still in my uniform, and managed to single handedly plan a movie marathon for today. So claps for me! Keeeeding. Oh and I got emotional at night too. But i shall discuss it on alien some other time. WDV! BYE!

IPism. HAHAHAHA. Sucker.

Love you homies.

I love the Smiths (:

2009-10-11T16:36:00.001+08:00

“The single greatest cause of atheism in the world today is Christians, who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, and then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle. That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable” – Brennan Manning

Sigh.
It is true. (however I've got no time to elaborate, I wanted to share something but have decided against it)

I think Glenn did a great sermon today. YOUR HAIR WASN'T THAT BAD TODAY :D

hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Make me a Servant

2009-10-10T17:58:00.002+08:00

The Doulos - "To serve"

(GBA = Good books Association)

Hey guys! (: I must say, after my English exam, taking a trip aboard the Doulos was so refreshing. It was more than what I expected, in a fantabulously life-changing way.

I thought at first, yeah alright, sure its just an international book fair that happens to be in a ship that sails around the world. Interesting enough, but when I went on the ship tour, it changed my perspectives altogether.

Our tour guide Jeff was from Paraguay, South America, he'd been aboard the Duolos for three years and he showed us around the boat. It was interesting that the ship is 95 years old. built just two years after the Titanic.

SO OLD SCHOOL!

The people on board were all so nice. Yes, and what was extremely coolios was that everyone on board the ship, the crew, staff, families and guests are from all corners of the world.

Jeff said "You take all these people from all around the world, and we live together in one ship and this is possible because we all believe in Jesus Christ"

This is what a unified church means. Its not just getting comfortable in your cell groups and service, but a unified church is when the church community goes beyond and builds a church without walls.

I was just totally digging the old school maneuvering system, with the magnetic compass and old parquet flooring in the Captain's den/ (Bridge)

We viewed the engine room, SO BOOMS LEH! Literally, very big, very loud, very hot.
We walked down the corridors of the cabins, so many families! We passed the children's school, paintings were kewt ttum! it was so new to see everyone speaking a different tongue, patting Jeff on the back, holding the door for one another.

All the staff are assigned to a family, to share anything with, so you won't be lonely, have prayer and devotion with them as well. Also there are so many people from different walks of life, all on that ship, and have explored God so in depth. They've got heir own firemen, cooks, engineroom boiler people, lifeguard specialists, doctors, nurses, plumbers. Everything.

Not only that, they've got room mates to hang with. And during dinner they gotta sit with someone from a different nation, so its extremely diverse and you get to know everone on board. Plus plus plus, the nicest thing is that they just give and take, everything belongs to everyone, because aboard the Duolos there is no currency.

Hey rach, you were right "all you need is the language of love".
No communication errors when it comes to Jesus! I told my mum I wouldn't mind being part of the crew for the 6 month period, because i don't think I can be away from my lovely people here for so long.

but it's nice to go for an exposure trip, its an entire family on board, and I'll bet its just friends you'll never forget. Do missions together, reach to the helpless, spread God's light, see the world, grow in God. It seems like such a sure fire plan. Maybe when I'm older. Paraguay accents are WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY cute!

AND MOST ANNOYING THING, I FORGOT MY CAMBRA.

All above photos are not taken by me, they are credited to the users on flickr.

Wow amazing, type a long post, and instant response. Heh.

9 Oct 09, 22:49
Kaela: Miss Brisbane. ): AND DONT WORRY, YOURE NOT THE ONLY ONE NOT FEELING A SENSE OF URGENCY HAHAHA.

(Eh toadally)

9 Oct 09, 19:33
gen: 2nd time visiting this blog today. i didn't even study today -_- slept like the entire afternoon ..

(So i'm guessing you gave up on history!)

9 Oct 09, 18:19
Jing Wei: lol. Gen has short attention span man. I tegged! :]

(Thanks for 'tegging'!)

9 Oct 09, 14:15
Gen: Your latest post is soooo long. SIGH.

(Doesn't that define the term 'updated'?")

9 Oct 09, 14:13
Gen: See i tagged
9 Oct 09, 14:13
Gen: I know my singing is the BEST (:

(I think you should audition for Singapore Idol)

23 Sep 09, 19:15
Erin: Don't worry Lin, I thought Lear sucked too; it looked like a $500 budget film which even our Local TV can scorn.

(Dr. Kirp Singh thinks its 'a good version to watch')

OMG ERIN! I'LL GET YOU YOUR CHARLIE THE UNICORN SHIRT
IF YOU MAKE ME THIS, COOKIES INCLUDED! AAAAAH!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MV_Doulos

Objectives.

2009-10-08T18:33:00.002+08:00

Do you think its bad that even at this point of time, less than twenty four hours of my English exam, which marks the start of my exams, I am feeling no sense of urgency?

Perhaps I'm being probed into a more contemplative mood, but I think the realisation, panic and urgency will only sink in tomorrow, because right now I'm still obsessing over Owl city's to die for lyrics.

I watched half of she's the man, and I think Channing Tatum is at the paramount of his hotness in there, despite the fact he's fat, ugly and married now. I also noticed that Amanda Bynes looked into the camera countless times.

Oh yes. HHF. Today was a disaster. I was so flustered while teaching the dance to about 300 of my peers, and couldn't differentiate my right from left.

I am really in love with my seating arrangement for the exams, I've got the coolest people within a two table radius. Chiamz, Kaela and Rin a lin. Nico Teo is in hearing distance and Jeanette "The sun is round!" is right in front of me. Therese, also who takes off her shoes and socks in class, and snorts and sneezes is also someone entertaining to gawk at.

Well it seems I'm not the only the only one without a sense of urgency or panic. My class used our free studying time today, taking photos with the freeze feature on the visualiser.

Okay, i admit, I'm trying to write with swirly twirly, nice to hear English.

I realise how much Singapore is scorned upon by the other countries with a native tongue. China looks down on us because we're a society of mainly Chinese, but fail to speak the language properly, I think the Indians and Malays in our society are definitely effectively bilingual, better off than us at least. Also of course the fact that majority of us fail to speak standard English.

Also, with many last lessons with teachers, I felt some melancholy, because I knew for sure this would be our last with Mrs Tan Aye Leng, who's recently subjected to lots of cute lady laughter. Our last with Mrs Wong, who always always always puts us first. I think she's always favoured our class and given us lots of moral support, she always seems to have so much to say to us, so much to share, and so willing to tell us things for our benefit. Not only that, she puts tons of effort into helping us excel, of course she's undoubtfully intelligent.

Our last with our Chinese teacher who seems like to he, its a giant relief. (: We had the most unintelligible with Miss Soh, but I think we'll be seeing her again. But moreover, it occured to me that we, as two one would be together for our last time, together. The times forged in the classrooms and hallways, so much so that everyone in class seems to have a piece in the puzzle, and, I think without even one of them, our class identity shrinks a little more.

I hope people share my sentiments so that i won't be the only who feels too attached to the class, and i hope my feelings are returned, because I think despite the times we felt nobody belonged, nobody fitted in, I think as the year has rolled by, we've all matured and grown onto each other, subconsciously acknowledging that we're definitely a class now. A pity that this happpens only during our last moments, but Two One, officially, I have to say that we're more than we are, we are one.

Two One, second to none.

I don't think I've seen so much emotional roller coasters in my school life, than in this class, and everytime I feed upon the mental images that you guys have penned and buried in my heart, I get a new found adrenaline, and it burdens me to think what beholds us as we walk our seperate paths in the very near future that beckons to us.

I know that everyone of you all, suns and moons will be forever the on peaks of the mountains of challenges you face. So though we may not be one in body, we'll be one in soul.

I'm feeling light, dreamy, and expository.

Love you, Lynch-Laurie truck gang.

Inevitably, days roll to an end, and darlings we have to part.
As many times i've done this before, I've always found myself trying to hold on and somehow close my shell to live in the past and solely reminisce whilst the rest of you have moved on.

I've learnt my lessons, and I'll face this with calm and poise this time.
So the silent sadness beseeches me, so I shall endure.

God's centre is everywhere, but circumference is nowhere.

2009-10-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

Enjoy the show.
Ally and my secret cool photo taking area, won't tell you where (:

Mrs Tan AL was the kewtest today!

"Does anyone know why a rainbow is always semi circular?"
Gen : JEANETTE KNOWS!
"Yes Jeanette?"
J : NOTHING, NOTHING!
Gen : SHE SAYS BECAUSE THE SUN IS A CIRCLE SO THE RAINBOW IS A CIRCLE.
And the Mrs Tan laughs the cutest laugh and goes : Jeanette! I think you're studying too much.

Laadeeda. Guides cookies finally came.
RIP OFF. i didn't know they were manufactured by khong guan!
>:(

UH wellz.

Mygoosh. Genevieve Chiam's singing is the ULTIMATE best.
"Oh Su Lynn when you dance like that, you make Genevieve go mad, oh Genevieve, oh Genevieve."

"YEAH I WENT TO THE YEAR THREE THOUSAND. NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED BUT THEY LIVE UNDERWATER"

Haha.
There's something strangely addictive about Owl City.
All the lyrics and song titles and music videos are as cute as a button!
So sad it went mainstream.

He sounds like daft punk, these are one of the rare moments I don't mind bit of techno.
Puts me in a good high mood, but I can't help but think psychedelic, and the fact that maybe this guy gets his high from drugs, like yellow submarine or something.

heh, but anyways, shan't look too much into it.
Good stuff.

Byez.

2009-10-05T19:55:00.001+08:00

Hi Genevieve.

This is for you.

I'll try to be as uninteresting as possible

I know you're playing pet society.

I won't 'lesbianise' today. PROMISE!

HAHA. Tomorrow, during pledge duty, i will go School attention.

Genevieve are you ready?

Genevieve attention.

Then everyone can see how awesome you are (:

Wow i broke my busy schedule to post this crap for you!

Just in case you find a way to hack my account, i will update for the sake of the rest of my blog.

Good day Genevieve, I know you'll have lots of fun studying history.

Little Musings

2009-10-03T22:05:00.002+08:00

Sorry I can only provide ya'll with this little entertainment, i doubt i'll have many readers for awhile.

This sms came for my mum from her registrar. Medicine. interesting.

"I feel like I'm on call with two ahlians. One clerk from Marie Lee Beauty salon, and the other is a handphone salesgirl."

:)

My mum suggested he wait for me to grow up and marry me.
HAHAHA.

nooo way.

Another day.
I was cashing a cheque.

Jus : Wow Jie Jie's so fast.
Mum : Yeah Jie Jis is veeeeeerrry pretty what.
(I enter the car)
"What?"
Jus : NOOOOOOOO SHE'S NOT.
Mum : I thought you said Jie Jie was very buff.
Jus: No, i said she was FAST.

(:

Punctuation play
~~Woman, without her man, is lost~~
Woman! Without her, man is lost.

Bye guys, and wish me well for exams which are round ze corner. :D

Swear to you I will.

2009-09-26T16:41:00.002+08:00

Now would be a good time to think about our drama stimulus.

"We're not one, but we're the same".

It makes me glad that I'm living in this wonderfully diverse society,

and i say it less than i usually do, but i'm glad for the exposure and safety here.

Okay, nuff said, that was pretty lame.

Today's been such a dreary day. I think this feeling will be lifted once exams are done.

Yes i can't thank God more that it's the weekend.

Oh sweet sweeeeeeeeeeet freedom.

This calls for deep thought.

This calls for some reflection.

So why am I feeling so empty?

Are we unencumbered by the issues of the world, or do we not show it because we simply don't dare?

Its so scary when you don't know what's going to happen next.

Its scary when you can't plan.

That's what I'm feeling now.

Some blue sapphire sky

2009-09-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Please refrain from reading if your mood/day/week/ has been a bed of roses.
And if you do, sorry if you lose some respect for me, I'll bounce back soon, I promise.

Sorry, I'm the kind of person who'll have to let it all out now, grumble and then laugh about it later.

First off, King Lear was absolutely agonizing to watch today. It triggered this whole thing of me being steam engine like ): Like flaring up at people for some reason. The play was dull, not to mention the acting wasn't... nice. The characters were SOO annoying you wouldn't know who from who, the backdrops were so fake, and it was quite scary also, and not to mention the filming.

UGHH.

Then, in Chinese, the class seemed to be in a racket, nothing uncommon, but i just for once wished they'd ALL shut up. Totally lost my train of thought, with everybody shouting about. Grr.

Hmm, and furthermore, the subject combinations offered all suck, and I think I won't be happy in any class. I don't see why the combination that majority of us voted for didn't get through, BLEAH. And perhaps because of the final thought that the exams are near, I haven't started my revision, and the fact that I may ruin my whole life.

Geez.
Also, to top it off, I'll have to waste lots of precious time learning a dance to teach our level HHF on Thursday, majority of which won't even bother paying attention anyway. Besides, nobody's even gonna remember the dance after two weeks, which we'll have already stopped.

>: (
>:(

This isn't called standing down.
And by the looks of my mood, the weather seems to agree with me.

I'm an emo nemo.
Hopefully this will make you laugh after reading this, I apologize, and this shall make up for it, though I can't seem to think of anything that will make me smile.

URGH. AND ERIN LOW AND NAT SEAH ARE TOTALLY LEAVING, I'M JUST NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT.

rant&rant&rant&rant.

Oh, btw. Kanye West is stewpid. Not that I favour taylor swift or anything, but I think that's just plain rude. tsk.

I love you This Much.

2009-09-19T20:04:00.006+08:00

OMG BLOGGER'S COMPLETELY BACK TO NORMAL.

Oh my eyes are killing me. Shoot I forgot the umbrella ):

What a long busy day today. I'm happy because I now know that I can talk to Janey Paney just about anything under the sun.

Chinese tuition was productive today, and i'm glad Jane can go wimme again now that her band has stood down.

Something weird for you.

I've got a sudden addiction to smoked cheese and I like the smell and sound of butter being fried

I also used Su Lynn's 10 year old violin as a phone.

And I i actually said this phrase : I want all my sons to be male.

Have no envy, no fear.

The rain was wicked today.

It made the whole day cool.

I watched Aladdin WHOOPEE!

(I love you this much. )

shi si ru gui.

Eyes of your Grace

2009-09-17T21:26:00.005+08:00

Dramaz cool bananuhz. Wow I haven' been online for so long, and since blogger's fine for once, I'll do the honours of (other) people's photographs.

I guess I have to hiatus soon since exams are coming up. I want to study with C.O.W.S on Hari Raya.

To my dramatizers : Guys, I think we're awesome.

This week has been extreeeemely tiring, I'm glad the long weekend's drawing near, and I've got my Culture Vulture(LAME RHYME OR WHAT), project done and handed in. I bought a portfolio for nothing ): And stupid plastic is FAILING ME, so not only does it release like tons of chemical gases into the atmosphere, but it decides to tear when I most need it.

The week's been interesting. Hmm, I saw Ms Soh at Gardens today whilst walking home, haha, she looks chao tah, I forgot why she's not in school, but i think I really miss her geoffrey lessons.
I realise that after Jamie and Lih Yu go to VJ, Alison, Sarah and I will be the only chicas doing 'O's in two years.

Hmm. Shakespeare has lame toilet jokes, tsk. Mrs Alex's lesson today was so... well it was funny for one, but it also nudged something in me to make me think about stuff further and really want to make something happen in the future. So... much... drugs...

Aaah, anyway, during EP, we watched Erin Brokovich, which is this really cool film, so far. Its quite adult and serious, but I think it's content was really the bees knees. The plots great, I don't know how much is true and how much Hollywood exaggerated, but this is the first time I think Julia Roberts was good.

Other times I just think she's blaaardy annoying. Was she in My Best Friend's wedding? That was a good show though. And I know my mum loves Runaway bride, but that's cuz of Richard Gere. She was really tall in this movie, and really hot, some parts were just gross.

But either ways, the number of times she cussed was seemingly unacceptable to be loaned from the library, but it is. I think the theme's along the lines of empowerment and the power of one.

Jeepers creepers, I'm about done. We had a really interesting debate about Singlish vs. English and I'm putting my views on alien-ation.

Okay heebijeebies i'm on the run. Ciao.

"You either like oysters or you don't".
I don't.

Ice is sew photogenic!

Scribble my heart on a scribbly gum tree
Hug gum trees (:

which reminds me to link JW

Above photos are mine.
-

Hoodies in da hood.

I feel like walking around like this all day long.

WE SPEAK WELSH.
The notorious whale handshake that the whales actually responded to.
Credit : Ellen Degeneres for Dory.

All above photos credit to Kaela.

"You look silly"

Photo credit : Erin

Eehh, brisbane seems like a dream already. NOT GOOD, memories are sliping away, and my mum wants to thwack me for being such a scatterbrain, i swear its genetic, my dad the genius has managed to miss a jabillion flights in his lifetime, lose his wallet and keys so many times that he could make a sandcastle out of the number of things he's lost.

13 Sep 09, 21:23

ZAMIE: ZAITLIN ZOOO! IT'S KEEWEE SEASONNNNN ;D

(ZAMIE ZE, WE SHOULD MUNCH LUNCH TGT SOME TIME AND KEEWEES FOR DESSERT!)

10 Sep 09, 21:08

FANGYING:): BRISBANE WAS SUPRE AWESOME-NESS!(: i MISS HERVEY BAY ):

(YEAHHHH ): I SWEAR I'M GOING BACK ONE DAY)

In Your Presence healed and whole

2009-09-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

Phrase of the day : The Bee's knees.

That is exactly how i would describe my day at church.
Cell was really cool today because we had lots of time for worship and word.
Then Rachel shared about her week, and i was close to tears, because
she has this amazing, beautiful nature of hers, and she's such a person of
strong character.

Worship went quite well, before today, I was debating whether or not to use 'Your Name' for worship,
and I decided against it, part of the fact that I had an inkling it would come along.
So after a wonderful time of fellowship, we went up for service.

Sitting there in my seat, I looked down, cuz it was pretty high up.
I got a good view of the tons of youth that I've grown so much to love,
and I just felt this blanket of peace around me. I watched Clem talk to Ry, and was reminded of
the wonderful relationship, mentor-wise,

I watched Glenn slap his pals on the back, I just saw so much, all the mingling in cells, and the smiles on all their faces, it was just something to make me smile. I think it's got something to do with the fact that I haven't been in TNG for about a week, last week was just sort of an hour and people were away at YMLC and stuff. This week everybody was back here.

Then I saw the worship team hop on stage with Luke in that notorious bright red.
Worship began, and I was once again amazed by God's wonderful blessing, the worship was incredible today
God never felt closer. And guess what, Luke sang his own song, and I was like (:
Because I think the power of affirmation does great things.

I mean, though its just a simple thing like a matter of song choice, it makes you feel like you've been heard,
I prayed for God's presence here in church today, and it was really cool that i got it.
Rachel and Jamie also mentioned 'Your name' for cell worship context, but that wasn't the best part.

I think that today is the first time that I'm happy that I wasn't the only one who received. (realising myself at least, without people actually telling me that they heard from God)

with all the shortcomings, pain and grief of the week, in knowledge of the hurt people went through this week,
I saw today, that God was speaking to each one of them with broken hearts, and slowly mending them.

No, it wasn't me that felt the pain, but after hearing from all these guys, I'm glad service did something for them. I mean, it was really applicable to some of them, and it was the first time I felt grateful that God actually managed to speak to all of them in a personal way.

From the altar call, and sermon, even the video. I just know that God's heart is so great, it seems he has like 6 billion eyes to watch over all the people who roam the earth, and he has the brain the size of Jupiter, to contain thoughts and concern, and plan for those 6 billion children.

I also think God has 12 billion ears, two each for all the prayers that come knocking on his door, and that He has hands the size of the milky way to hold us all in the palm of His hand.

And a few days back I posted that video of Jon Otto speaking about a person's selfworth. It pretty much summed up the sermon topic for today.

Aaw man, embedding was disabled. But here, I thought it was awesome.

I love you this much.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUiW-zC8qNo&feature=related

Three men were walking on a wall,

Feeling, Faith and Fact,

When feeling got an awful fall, and faith was taken back,

So close was faith to feeling, he stumbled and fell too,

But fact remained and pulled faith back,

and faith brought feeling too

I'm standing in reverent awe

Find yourself.

2009-09-11T09:19:00.001+08:00

2009-09-10T16:32:00.001+08:00

Let me fix the world up for you.

I miss Brisbane man, and I shall offer you guys some photos.

OMG IS IT ME OR IS BLOGGER OKAY. MAJOR PHOTO UPLOAD NOW.
: )

Day I

I IS HAPPY THAT WE HAS ARRIVED.

Photocred : Nic Seah, her underwater cam gives this photo a nice tinge
though I have my version, her version's nicer. We were being in tact with the fishies (:

Underwaterworld was flopping good fun!

Fraser Coast Anglican College campus was superduper nice.
Photo cred : Kaela, because her cammy nicer than mine.

Day II

Go-kart like noobz.

minigolf like noobz, except I got a hole in one (:

Jumping for joy. WHOO!

Day III

Dolphins didn't come for us ): So we resorted to doing a dolphin calling dance.
Which didn't work either.

I got my butt stuck up a tree, protecting my beehive.
alternatively, kookaburra don't sit on the old gum tree, merry merry queen of the bush is me.
Technically, if I remember right, its not a gum. :D

We visited the sandman in sandland.

Day #3

One 4WD broke down, and we poooooshed it (:

The wheels in the truck go round and round.

Lake Birrabeen, photo cred : Gen, cuz my camera had no batt.

Photo cred : Choo, again, because my camera had no battery.
This is my song in the desert, when all that's within me feels dry.
Was all I could think about during the whole time at Rainbow Gorge.

Day 4
The Maheno Wreck, i believe it was beautiful. once.
We peed in the casurinas, i'm very serious btw.
Pee-ers YOUNIGHT! Mr Lynch cheat our bladders.

Champagne pools, one of the most beautiful sights on Fraser.

DONO'T JUMP DON'T JUMP!

I would like to lie in this grass and talk to the stars with Nicole all night.

Eli Creek, look, its parallel arms!

what an anorexic person would say : a moment on the lips, forever on your hips.

OKay, that's about all my blogger uploader can take for today.

I don't know how many times you've heard this, but he's up there, without a doubt, watching over you with pride in his heart. (Its, goodnight and not goodbye)

Mmhmm, I want to linger,
Mmhmm, a little longer,
Mmhmm, a litter longer here with you,

Mmhmm, its such a perfect night,
Mmhmm, it doesn't seem quite right,
Mmhmm, that this should be my last with you,

Mmhmm, and as the days go by
Mmhmm, I think of you and sigh
Mmhmm, this is goodnight and not goodbye.

OHNOSE. I DON'T HAVE CAPTAINS BALL PICTURES. I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED EM.

Delicate.

2009-09-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

09/09/09

How amusing.

When I can't feel you, I have learned to reach out just the same
When I can't hear you, I know you still hear every word I pray
And I want you more than i want to live another day
And as I wait for you, maybe I'm made more faithful

(:

I feel real blunt. I have nothing to talk about. And i know I have lots to say, i'm just in no mood to do so.
Wonder what's gotten into me.

Something's missing,
something's empty.

hmm.

Speculation.

2009-09-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

Yayyy. New kid on the block, found LANDON AUSTIN on youtube (:

Great songs.

Small innocent boy much (:

I watched the Proposal on the plane a total of two times to and from Brisbane, zomg felt like hugging the screen and Ryan Reynolds! Zomg zomg, haha, quite stupid but i was so happy when he whipped out the N76 in the movie. I was like THAT'S MY PHONE THAT'S MY PHONE. hahaha. Pretty dumb :D

I notice that I stayed in school for 8 hours today. Gen and Jing Wei so nice to me today! :D

Ooh found another one. WILL ARTHUR. wowee, does that not sound like a very royal name? He looks like some British prince also. HAHA. Changed my mind. He's very monotone. Good voice, but too monotone for me =/

Love Teitur.

I wrote a poem for you two, dahlings.

ITS KIWI SEASON(:
Zamie cute worh.

Still bashfully love you

As soon as I can

2009-09-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

Service was an hour long.
O:

The sky was grey today, and its been so cold the whole day.

CALVIN NG FEELS ALL WARM AND FUZZY INSIDE. nice catching up withchew bonjourer.
FB uploader being annoying again ):

Madly tryna get work done. Some holiday we're in for.

So much to post. okay but first off, i owe you this from nong nong ago!

I had a extremely WEEEEEEEEEEEIIRRRD dream (nong nong ago again) but it was very vivid! not to meniton, random!

First, i dreamt that CHANDLER got more chicks than JOEY, because of this SWEATSHIRT,
that they swapped as a practical joke. HAWHAW.

Then i was transported to Vietnam and I was at this concert where TNG people were performing.
The drummer wasn't though, it was played by Kevin Durand (The Blob in Wolverine. Then half way through, he got up and left the drums.

Then I saw Glenn signal me to play the drums, and i was all HUH HUH HUH ?!
THEN I SCREWED UP ON THE VIETNAM STAGE, HAHAH!
it was quite funneh (:

Awrh well, i shall update about Brisbane another time. no modd, i have a 2 hour jet lag. HAHAH!

Cal, sorry, I didn't know! Hang in there my friend. Be strong, be brave, this cloud will clear friend! Don't forget what God told you @ The Real Camp!

I pledge to wake you with a smile.
I pledge to hold you when you cry.
I pledge to love you till I die
Till I die

(:

2009-08-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

Heedeehadeehaha I'm spending my last few hours here in Singapore, flight's in hours ZOMG ZOMG

I'll miss you guys super truckloads and a gazillion red m&ms.
oooh well I'M SO EGGCITED IM STUMPED FOR THOUGHT.

TO MY TEACHERS : HAPPY TEACHERS DAY IN ADVANCE (:

TO ZE STUDENT LEADERS : GUYS GUYS DO WELL FOR MASS(:

TO ZE DANCERS : HI GUYS I KNOW YOU PEOPLE WILL ROCK THE HALL!

TO MY CLASS : HAVE FUN WITHOUT US BABES.

TO MY CHURCHIES : HABBB A GEWD TIME MY LOVVVVVES.

ANYONE ELSE : YOU'VE GOT YOURSELVES A SPACE IN ME HEART.

Byezzz.

2009-08-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

ZOMG GUYS 2 DAYS

aaah, I've been sooooo super duper busy i've had no time at all, and this is probably my last post before i leave cuz i won't have time tmr ):

LIT DRAMA MANZZZ.
So busy i'm slipping behind in every other aspect of my school life.

Raaah.

Kind of sad i'm not performing Arts Jam AND Teacher's day ):

wah i shouldn't even be here.

This is probably what I'll be like tmr, so i'll do this in advance.

"AAAAAHEEEEKEKEKEKEKEKEEEEEEEEK I'M TKAING OFF TMR (:"

ahahaha.

I'll miss my grannie.
She's the sweetest thing.

2009-08-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

I found the phone
I must’ve missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn’t what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)
it seems so different with(out) a second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

2009-08-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

The 600th post O:

Aaahh Missions Sunday sermon was so interesting, the preacher so cool worh.

ZOMGGG! THIS IS LIKE FAITH CONVENTION ALL OVER AGAINNNN.
COWS don't let me down ):

We've got whole cells going for Bund City and now i'll probably be going alone ):
Eekz. Gosh i was so psyched for missions, HAHA i'm going to be in a dilemma all over again, and
this time its worse than Faith convention.

I know its a damn stupid reason not to go.
Weighing the odds, Missions will probably be this spiritual retreat, and revival, and I'll be able to experience this whole new thing, what with being a first time mission tripper.

And such.

While, i'm already going to Brisbane and Hong Kong, and China will probably burn this giant hole in my mum's already holey wallet.

And I'll probably be missing out on dance camp, and i'm alr missing seniors' farewell due to HK.
AAAAH.

Oh well i don't have time to think about this.

Go or not to go.

Okay i'm gonna go pray abourrit.

RAH ITS MONDAY AGAIN?!?!!

I think FB got hit by a virus.

Boy in the striped PJs movie version is so sadd!
The actors really look like the drawing,
and the cinematography is suhweeeeeeeeeet!

It was really good and very sad, poor rach cried ):

HAHAHA.

ARH.
nice 'farewell' lunch

Seems like during the time I was away from all this (cyber life that is), the second ice age could have come,
and my brother would have grandchildren.

Bistro de IJ!

2009-08-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

I wrote a haiku today
At least what i remember a haiku to be.

(This side up)

On the move once more
Oh when will this ever stop?
Boxes, this side up.

Ew.

Very lame i don't like haikus.

It was supposed to be a wordy poem but i decided to experiment with haikus.

Here's what Cait choo and I wrote to each other.

(By Choo)
Freaky and mad
and always looking for a pad (HOW UNTRUE)
an experiment gone awry (Its a-rye!)
Her hair seems to be alive
Fantastical it may seem
but this creature is not a dream
for those who owe her money
it is not very funny (OI!)
To many she is a fiend,
but to me, she's my friend (aw)

Clad with quirks and donned with looks
my baby's really good with ze books
when she's drunk you have to be wary
for when she's drunk she's a tad bit scary
insecure maturity wise
She aims to start a gynae enterprise
However small she may be in size,
my baby's only big in my eyes.

:D

back atcha.

2009-08-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

Herrow (:

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG

my blogger's back to normal! sort of.

But facebook's now getting its revenge on me.

Okay well just a heads up, i'm going to be really for the next week, or two at least, because of invest and our lit drama competition coming up.

So i most probably won't have time to update.

And after lit drama, i'll be in brisbane for 9 days.

Wowies.

I'm glad I didn't fail chinese, and yesterday i got inspired to write a poem a day to whup me in shape for the poetry recital thing that choo and i decided to do at ze end of the year.

And its doing me good i think.

A poem a day, i wrote 3 in 20 minutes yesterday (:

yay.

I'm picking up inspirations in school, cuz that's about the only time i can ~~(spare to)~~ write. So i'm inspired by the stuff people say to me in school (:

kewl yah.

Mm. Well today was kind of rough for me. Shan't go into details although i would strongly like to, because it'll just further the complications and i'll just kill everyone's mood, hmm?

I wanna wake up kicking and screaming.

2009-08-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

HEY GUYS, i had a real swell time out with Rin & Choo today.
We went to iluma to watch Up in 3D! HOW SAD, WE DIDN'T GET TO GO LIANZIE WATCHING.
Sad, no?

I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN KNITTING TMR ERIN LOW.

Okay 3D was okay, maybe a lil bit of a ripoff. MY COMPANIONS WERE SUCH A DISGRACE TO GO OUT IN PUBLIC WITH.

Erin was laughing hysterically inside the theatre, and lost her 3D glasses.
Caitlin choo was scared of heights, and dragged me by hand and clung on to me real tight cuz she didn't wanna ride the escalator.

And then Erin did her hitler wave to the friendly people down below ^^

aren't they ze best?

up was sad! :'(

"I like bananas cuz they're squishy and yummy"
-

"They've got lots of potassium that's good for my tummy"

CC : Who came up with that damn NERD line?
I did.

NO WONDER.
WOW I'M SO SCARED FOR SHERYL AND ALEX'S HEALTH. they scare me ):
tut tut. m yeyes are going dry, so bai bai.

I FEEL INFERIOR TO ZI YING AND CASS' PIANO.
MAKES ME FEEL DAMN BAD FOR QUITTING.

I want to see what its like, on the inside, of love.

Vans shoes, digital polaroids and peacock feather earrings. (And nice abs :D)
O:

IS VANS IN SINGAPORE?!

Musings.

2009-08-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

I wonder what my mum ever did to deserve the kind of treatment she gets from my brother.

I think you have to be super darn tolerant, to stand there and take my brother’s crap without going completely hysterical.

I’ve learnt its best to keep a distance when your family members are being hormonal, and accept the fact that they’re going to vent their anger on you no matter how perfectly angelic you are being.

My brother has Chinese prelims tomorrow. Instead of sticking his head in a Chinese book of some sort, he’s watching tennis and then later grumbling like a spoilt princess that there aren’t enough channels on cable.

I could just rip off his head.

Could he be any brattier?

I think Hugh Dancy is really charming. :D

EP music just kills me mood for everything =/ bleah. It just killed every existing part of me that even liked the slightest bit of music.

GAH. And people wonder why I don’t take piano.

My God, I pray for my family.

(Post for 13th August)

I'll be typical.

2009-08-12T20:59:00.005+08:00

I'll be typical by doing this, its common, but its for English.
E.e Cummings is cool B)

"here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)"

HAHAHA, DANCE ELECTIONS WAS ZE FUNNIEST THING EITHER.
Zomg. Chelsea Monteriooooo! You sho emoshunal! ZOMGGG!
I wanted to burst into tears too. ITS HOW SAD ALREADY PLEASE.

30 seconds of love, Joce is a geeenius man! Make us worry through out the entire day, with the echoes of
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR ELECTIONS" ringing about the entire school.

And in case you're wondering, Erin, YES I DID THE BARBARELLA ACCENT IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE DANCE ENSEMBLE.
):

I was.
scared.

Kaela : MY LOVE FOR DANCE IS AS BIG AS MY FACE ON THE SCHOOL BANNER OUTSIDE.

HAHA!

Love you many dancerrs.

I need tissue paper.

I wish i were on holiday.

11 Aug 09, 21:28
Gwen: hahah! poor camera! why we keep losing/spoiling our cameras ): toot cam ): your cam): heehee eh eh eh go link me

(MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY. CRY FOR ME MAN, I'M SUCH A CAMWHORE I CAN'T LIVE W/O IT. ESP WITH LIKE... INVEST AND BRISBANE COMING UP. YAY YOU'RE FINALLY BLOGGING. ZOMG WHY YOUR URL SO MANY 'O'S)

11 Aug 09, 16:00
Erin: Uhh. That's... strange. Do you use internet explorer or mozilla?

(Mozilla! Fix it oh great genius!)

*Note to self : Link Gwen & GY

Been tryna find my town a name

2009-08-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

THE WEATHER'S NICE AND COOL (:
Man oh man,
tomorrow's going to be the start of killer week.

EEEK.
Gonna go nonstop like a train engine.

I got my court shoes, my gosh they make my feet look uber big and pointy. =/
Sunday dumdum diddly.

UH!!! Church was alright, kind of quiet.
I went to Parkway Parade after studying, so bummed la, I dropped my precious camera(on Saturday) and its not working anymore ):
I want to cry ttum.

Aah don't feel like being online
cyberspace data overload.
Toodles.

):
AAAAAAACK! NOSEBLEED.

You say potato, I say tomato

My gooseness, what a way to waste a holiday.

All the Faint lights

2009-08-08T15:54:00.005+08:00

I FOUND AN AWESOME BLOG TO FOLLOW.

Its a collaborated blog, between these to girls, i think they're about 18-20 or something like that,
and they've got pseudonymns, I think its cuz of their hair colour or something, Indigo and Tangerine.

They look the same manz!
They take the coolest photos, they have the coolest DIY things, and they're damn funky.

They've got cool movie and song recommendations, and its not mainstreeeeeeam!

Its the quirky stuff I like, I saw a Joshua Radin vid somewhere in there.
ZOMG SUPER LOVE.
and i totally think they can photoshop.
COOL OR WHAT HUH

I could spend all day reading their archives.

THIS WOULD BE AN AWESOME PHOTO POST, HOWEVER AS WE ALL KNOW BY NOW, BLOGGER IS BEING UNCO-OPERATIVE.

I saw these cool photos of what their dream rooms would be, and i want it tooo! ):
As much as I love reading IKEA catologues(YAY THE 2010 ED IS HERE),I doubt Ikea can do this to my

I feel like going on some Photog frenzy nooow.
But sorry la, the sights in Singapore aren't as heartpumping as LA. HAHA.
Bad workman blames his tools. Okay, I guess Singapore has its fair share of cool sights.

What an unpatriotic thing to say on the eve of National day. (:

I wish we had antique stores and thrift shops.
Sounds cool ):

Zomg.

The awesomest things about blog hopping is the links that link to other blogs with the same content. MORE MORE MORE (:

Whoopeeeeee!

http://allthishappiness.blogspot.com/

So artsy fartsy. OHEMGEE HEAVEN.

HOLGAS CAN TAKE DOUBLE EXPOSURE PICTURES. ZOMG!

I think I want a Stina Persson mural on my wall.
Or some cool polaroid photo montage. But since I lack a camera and film, I want a mural!
I think the beauty is timeless.

http://www.stinapersson.com/portfolio/watercolour/
23/28.
27/28

I think I might use her as an artist reference for fashion design.

I couldn't help but sign up for an account @ weheartit.

Oh toodles. I'm so sad I can't show you pictures ):

Aaw, Steve Moakler. He's darn hot, too.
WHICH MEANS: NEW AWESOME LYRICS.

I think the best lyrics come from Teitur, Joshua Radin, Kinna Grannis and Lifehouse.

Time to go slow mo.

OKOK. Resorted to Photobucket.

ZOMGOSH I WANNA MAKE MY OWN EARRINGS.

Photo creds to weheartit & indigo-umbrella.

here I am, every bit undeserving

In search for beautiful lyrics

2009-08-07T13:27:00.000+08:00

I think I just saw the resemblance of the beauty that I feel on Sundays, reflected in today's mass.
As I sat down singing the offertery hymn, I watched the rows and rows of all my Catholic friends going up for Holy Communion. I pondered and it occurred to me how very beautiful the sigh was.

Earnesty in their eyes, as they knelt on their knees and prayed their silence confessions, the equality and peace that was on their faces, it was just beeeaaauuuutiful.

Choir was real IMBA!(:

Like a shepherd I will feed you; I will gather you with care.
I will lead you and hold you close to my heart.

We will run and not grow weary, for our God will be our strength,
and we will fly like the eagle, we will rise again.

I am strength to the weary; to the weak I am new life.
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Though the young may grow weary, I will be their hope.

Lift up your eyes, and see who made the stars.
I lead you, and I know you, I call you each by name.

Fear not, I am with you; I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you; uphold you with my hand.

-

Okay student leadership is starting to freak me out, but getting me quite excited at the same time because of all the cool people in council. (: And I think I can really learn to love this batch of people.

yes yes. YEAH MAN ITS THE WEEKEND AGAIN (:

Does it really matter how we pray or sing?
As long as its His name on our lips.

Did you know :

There is no such word as humans

Fie, Fie!

2009-08-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

In sooth(again), I know not why I am so sad.

i think its for a number of reasons, mainly insecurity.
I'm just going through another mental, physical and spiritual drought.

Yes, we have to stoop low before we soar high.

Well shall I bore you and sadden you and make you want to go to wikipedia "penicillin" instead?

Oh well.
It mainly boils down to the fact that I'm more sensitive to what people think and the fact that I, the remarkable genius tend to place alot of unnecessary stress on myself that I don't know how to get rid off.

I'd like to, I wish I could.

Right now I just need affirmation.
Really.

Okay the most trivial reason is that my hair trim didn't turn out as good, the woman cut it ABOVE my ears. >:(

The second one isssssssssss... My gooseness, i thought EP would be NICE, but its some music appreciation thing. =/
Cheryl's coming back! (:

The third reasons is because of the extremely chim comprehension passage given to us, and the fact that I am so very tired from school, that I'm unable to comprehend it. And apparently, its like GP standards. ):

My 4th reason is the usual : My brother gets on my nerves and clings on really tightly very often.

The next is that I can feel myself sliding, academically.

Furthermore, I have a very strong inkling that I won't make it to this year's seniors' farewell YET AGAIN, and I badly want to. Very very very very badly. I'm afraid I won't ever be able to be present at one of these things in my years here.

Second last, because I have been introduced to a new commitment, that I doubt will be easy to maintain. My rate of losing things is very fast, my standard of tidiness is very low, my organization and time management as proven before is terrible.

And lastly (because my memory is failing me), I feel that recently, my peers are just bypassing the fact that I exist.

The week's been tiring, and I know it'll get worse, when Brisbane comes I'll have to catch up like MAD. So there go my holidays down the drain, and that's when GIN YIN comes back.

Cheryl's coming back on Sunday, and I wanna see her!

The things that are getting me by are the fact that Sunday's coming, and the fact that I'll be able to see Shimona Loke in a blazer, skirt and court shoes.
:D!

ERIN'S FLU VOICE IS ZE COOLIEST.

uh.
OH! I'm not going to London anymore :'(
Aah well. I need to stay in Singapore anywayz.

THIS IS A CYCLE OF A "HORMONAL TEENAGER"
Yes Erin you overuse that!

Oh wellz. I realise that I like all my teachers this year. Or learning to like them.

AUSTRALIAN MATH COMPETITION WAS LAFFABLE.
Almost as much as Wushu.

I need to stop global warming.

"My sandcastles spend all their time collapsing"

Know what, I don't think I'm known for anything. I wonder if people talk behind my back.

I also need to start remembering the essence of my blog posts and not be as dumb as the ones I've been posting recently.
I wish they were longer, had more depth, and reflect the interesting life I lead. Uppity up. (UP'S COMING OUT) Also, my sentences have to be less detached.

~~OH WHO AM I KIDDING.~~

BLISTERING ~~BARNICLES~~ on my foot. Anyone remember TinTin?

Only for you, Lord.
Into your hands,I commit again.

Rough day, darling?

When I look at the stars, I feel like myself

2009-08-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

I cannot stand the current blogger posting format ):
Today was a pretty cool day, cept for the fact in the morning I was sooo sleepy,
Nico Teo had to pull my hair to wake me up,

and i realised Mrs Wong was in class and the rest of 2/1 was standing.
HAHAH!

Aaah well. I THINK THE PRACTICALS FOR LIGHT ARE THE FUNNEST THINGS!(:
i like sticking pins into things.

Ee. Literature was da bomb. We're being coached for our Lit drama performance, I LOVE PLAYING SOLANIO.
AND OUR STAGE IS SO INTERESTING.
Its the roundabout.
And if you have the right imagination, its so picturesque and Italy-like.
:)

Rin makes a very drunk Bassanio, and Chang begs for mercy with a smile on her face. (CUTE TTUM!)
HAHAH!

OOH and Gwen stole Erin from Su Lynn.
tsk, ANTIONIO IS SO GAY.
Su Lynn has repeated her lines so much I can say them!

"IN SOOTH I KNOW NOT WHY I AM SO SAD"
: )

I really like drama.
its so fun acting with spontaneous people.

WE FINALLY PLAYED SOME SORT OF GAME IN CHINESE CLASS. I made Choo look very smart. (:
Say thanks!

Okay after a long period, i finally understood math.

HURRAH. I'M HAPPY (:
Dance was quite cool, yoga didn't hurt as much this time.

ROCKING ON THE FLOOR WAS FUN!(:
My back's hurting a lil tho.

Yay, i peeled the skin of my blister.
And it doesn't hurt anymore.

Okay i just realised today was quite a nice day,
apart from the fact that i'm feeling queasy right now, I'm really glad.

I need to endure some pain.

my gosh! If Fraser's Island partnering is assigned via register number, I'LL BE WITH GEN.
Imagine her face.

I'm really missing my churchies. It feels like I hardly even saw them this week.
=/

COME SUNDAY, COME TO ME.

2009-08-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

Faith Convention was a really really really life transforming experience.
(Y)

And it really scares me in a good way, how very extraordinarily powerful our God is.

I'm glad I managed to go to Faith Convention.
I think it was God's will that I did this alone, without my cell, without my friends, to just strip away all the self consciousness,
to be with a bunch of people new to me, that were already filled with the spirit, and were more senior.

Strange as I thought it would be, Clement was right, and it wasn't.
You'd think that going to some convention you've never heard of for the first time, alone, with a 19 year old cell group would be really scary. But I was seriously reassured because they were all so nice and so very very friendly.

(: Thanks guys.

Worship was different, and it was a new environment, not bad at all.
Rev Wee's sermon was a totally powerful awesome great thing to hear. And the altar call bit was the best.
Couldn't have received more than what i asked for.

I managed to learn so much! I'm glad I'm glad.

I saw Prng there too (:

-

Sunday :

KF! WHAT'S WONDERLAND ): Our mission field remains a secret. Ayeee. MINGS STRAIGHTENED HER HAIR. ZOMG SHE LOOKS LIKE SUCH A CUTE PUNK.
her hair looks blacker, GONE WITH THE MAGGI MEE HAIR.

Aha. WISDOMMMMMMMMMMM! B-)
WORSHIP WAS REALLY WELL DONE TODAY WORSHIP TEAM.I THINK YOU GUYS ARE GROWING SO MUCH.
Glennsicles cut his hair and he wore pink. tsk! nvm still a jock la.

Rachel Koh's sermon was really inspiring, and yes it did reach out to me, i'm so eggcited to go for missions now.
I'm going to put all my princess habits aside, and let go, let loose, and let God set me apart.

Saw Cal after service, my goodness, he's become more buff or something. He's really egg looking. :)
I FINALLY GOT TO SEE CHIA'S HOUSE AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME.

WHEE. ITS SO ANG MOH. AND RACHEL GOH ITS ALL YOUR FAULT. I'M GETTING YOUR OLD-PEOPLE-ARE-CUTE-SYNDROME.
But really, Ally's grandma is very grannie like, her room smells like grandma, her bedsheet is like grandma, her cupboard is very grannie also.

So antiquey. Except for the Guitar hero drums in the room la.
but i think chia's house is da bomb. HER ROOM IS THE COOLIEST BIGGEST. EEEEE/

COWS CAN SLEEPOVER THERE!!!! (:
weehee.

Moby made my brother infertile.
IT WAS HILARIOUS TTUM!
Honestly, Moby can be quite scary la. I'm not a big dog person. I prefer ones that are shorter than me when they're on their hinds.
HAHA.

COOL WEEK YES.

2009-07-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

Oh I thought the week would never end.
I survived

Happy Birthday Zi Ying! (: You're a bunny wabbit!

I'm really uncomfortable right now. Eeeee. Who's going for Faith Convention! (Jamie has floo)

Oh pishposh. ):

I'm in no mood to blog. Haha, haven't been updating eh, sorry. I've been bushed.

I got JABBED yesterday.
It hurts now. Ooh, Gwen lent me Tear Down the Walls,
its a great album! The CD cover's really nice too. :D I lup Hillsong!
And Brooke Fraser.

My brother's having some hormonal problem.

30 Jul 09, 22:32
Junyi: $%^(*& did I leave a broken message here over the past 2 days?
30 Jul 09, 22:32
Junyi: not mean its good.
28 Jul 09, 22:25
Junyi: Just cus electrico did it does

HAHA YEAH YOU DID.

Its nice!

Blogger's not a conducive environment to blog right now.
Stupid formatting

Just for once, I don't want to be opinionated and insightful
I'm going to stop here because I'm not in a positive mood, if I were a Sim, the bar would be yellow.

I HAD 5 FREE PERIODS TODAY
TWO ONE INVENTED PICTIONARY IS DANG SUPER FUN(NY).

(I thank God this week's done)