Monday, August 28, 2006
" ; 3:19 PM "
When I found out the truth[oh that ugly truth] I bumped her after that.Saw her face.I'll never forget that look on her face.It was a mixture of guilt,confusion and anger. This is like Deja Vu.Hoped and prayed that it would never happen again.But waddya know?It turned out to be worse.And now i think abt it,I realise why so many ppl like the song 'When there was me and you" frm HSM,you know why?
Because if you listen to the lyrics,it kinda relates to alot of people's personal problems.Now I'm not even sure of the two ppl who i trust SO much.I think they know something I don't But they're sworn to secrecy.You'd never guess wat happened.This mystery is just a part of life.Fated.Dissapointing.That's right.
But maybe,I should just count my blessings and shut up.Can't pretend it never happened,can't pretend I didn't know. What's happened is happened. I'm living a lie.
My life is like a game of chess. Where every move makes a difference. In my case,I'm losing.Badly.
Checkmate,I lose.
Caitlin