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Saturday, January 30, 2010
" I can make you mouth water ; 7:12 PM "

My english comprehension passage made my mouth water.
Yumm.

I am craving Margaret River fresh raspberry sauce with Brownies.

My mum's weird! This morning she poured citrus flavoured cheesecake yoghurt over her fruit salad with pears and apples and wheat germ.

EW OR WHAT!

And I wanna go to Italy. BADLY! Not just big places like Milan, But i want to see the waterway of Venice, and the little small towns, the kind with local newspapers and rustic cathedrals and theatres.

O:

Not to mention Italian cuisine. 
-Squeals and faints-

I ALSO WANNA GO TO NEW ZEALAND TO TOUR THE SET OF NARNIA AND LORD OF THE RINGS.
EEEEEEEEEEE! 
Where the grass is green, daisies exist, and bigs aren't that gross.


What happened to lazy saturdays?
I just spent one today, cuz of the minimal homework I have, and it felt good, if not for the heat.
Ooh lala.

I miss my family outings.
We used to go out to eat every week, and my brother and I would always get into a fight of choosing the place.
Whatever happened to buckaroo's?
Simple things I miss the most.




Ooo Narniaaaa.

Oh Paris! I rode this when I was little.
No recollection of Paris.
(or Scotland)




Thursday, January 28, 2010
" All for Love ; 9:17 PM "

I got my Surgeon thumbdrive back.
(Y) greatz.

Diary entry of Okonkwo:

(I just got back from punching a tree and stripping the ilo of its grass)
Words cannot express my anger.

(Tears page)

HAHAHA! EPIC!!!
I am alive and well, just to keep you updated.
Getting pretty used to the stress anw...

We've started prep for Dance night, and i've got orh cehs everywhere):



Monday, January 25, 2010
" Thanks for making me ; 10:59 PM "


Hi parents,
Happy Anniversary. You two are sho schweet (: Momma you make me proud,
Daddy you spoilt me.
:D
Anw congratulations on those 18 years. TOUGH ONES.
Love my folks



Sunday, January 24, 2010
" I sought the Lord he Heard me, and delivered me from my fears ; 10:26 PM "

Hello, sorry I haven't been posting people. This has been one whirl wind of a week, and My eyes are 3/4 closed. I have been doing homework for 5 hours straight. And Including yesterday, I have been doing work for about 11 hours.

Madness right?

But I have God, church reminded me of that today.
Despite me being somewhat distracted(prolly why I'm so spiritually dry now),
Prng's sermon was a good wake up call.

I think sometimes to me, my worry list seems bigger than God. But today, I found out that isn't the case.

His love brings people to their knees,
God's spirit brings people peace that cannot be equated to anything else,
God's warmth provides us comfort that no one could imagine.

And i have Him to lay upon, and I have Him to lift my head up for me.

If my God is for me, then who can be against me?
Isn't that a great comfort and joy to know?

Today Rev was not his usual jokey self, but instead his sermon was more solemn, and very non laughing matter.

It even pushed some to tears.

"God of this City" is the ultimate worship song for missions, it held a turning point for someone today, okay not just the song, but the magnitude of God's voice and sovereignty is just alot to take. In a good way of course.

Jehovah Shammah - The Lord is THERE.

Spiritual world at work, no doubt about it, and no science can rpove it wrong.

(Hey, you if you're reading this, I'd like to let you know I'm praying for you[all])

CONGRATULASHUNS ON PASSING YOUR DRIVING TEST ON YOUR VERY FIRST TRY RACHEL GOHHH. ZOOM ZOOM. You can be our Chauffeur nao. :) I am happy.

God is bigger than my Math homework,
He is bigger than chemistry and physics formulas,
God.


Chris - Hai bby Gurl C:
Gwen - I cry in my pillow every night! ):
Jw - I have no boyfriend you noob.
Charis - Aww i am so flattered(: Now i know what you are thinking about in class.



Monday, January 18, 2010
" ; 10:01 PM "

Eva - WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!?!

is this Eva from Hong Kong, I doubt it! You're playin me.


-


Zmmmmmmmmm. Mmm whatchew saaaaaaaaaayyy.

Holiday today was shiok! Okay i basically spent it doing work, but it felt like December again. And I didn't want it to end.
Man i'll have to face reality again tomorrow. Shucks.

Cluster camp comm is ze bomb man! Had great fun @ Nga Wai's house, and omg Ama was like which one is Nga Wai's bed? The higher or the lower one? Then Chris was like the higher one.

Ama : WHAT?! SO MEAN. YOU GIVE THE LOWER ONE TO THE MAID. WHY THAT MEANS YOU SEE HER OF A LOWER STATUS.
And then she sat on it and treated it like an equal.

HAHAH! Hilarious. Ooohwhooo.

SHAMA LLAMA! (: I have no more calamine lotion and my backy wacky is itchy itchy scratchy scratchy D:

I'm not used to being a senior.



Friday, January 15, 2010
" In the night, I hear them talk ; 10:20 PM "

http://alien-ation.blogspot.com/2010/01/shh.html

Hello world, hope you're listening.
No i'm not going to state the obvious about how dead this thing is.

But Hi Rin, I miss you so so so so so so much ):

Hi Gwen, OMG I wanna invest w/ you!

Hi Nicole Lau, Yes your skirt is like some evening gown but that's okay.

We wrote goals in CE today, no matter how lame the reason,
I pretty much surprised myself at what I wanted. But looking at my list again, I don't think its that hard to achieve, and I think its pretty much what I want.

By the time I'm thirty:
-Get married/settle down, (yes Gen, and have a kid)
-Get a degree.
-Tutor part time
-Backpack Europe
-Travel on the Dulous
-Go onna mission trip
-Learn another language.
- Get a promotion.
-Publish a book


By this year:
-Create a masterpiece
-Take a great photo
-Find what I want in life
-Make something nomz
-Paint something beautiful
-Help someone I don't like
-Make a new friend
-Strike a balance

Today:
-Finish learning ting xie(DIDN'T EVEN HAVVIT):
-Pay attention
-Smile @ someone.

:D

Shall shut up now,
sincerely, me.



Thursday, January 14, 2010
" ; 10:20 PM "

My aim was to sleep at 10.
I did.
But I can't fall asleep.
The excitement and adrenaline I get because of the fact that I actually did it is preventing me from falling asleep.


Lord, I realised today, how I hardly know you, and how you've known me forever.
Therefore I have resolved to spend forever getting to know you.



Wednesday, January 13, 2010
" Help me if you see this. ; 9:17 PM "

EmoNemo's back in town. blub blub blub.

But FIRST: Happy Birthday to Joshua and Wee Siong,
fellow St Paul goers.

I'm not scary, sorry if I was. mmhmm. really. I'm not.

Anyway.

It amuses me how easily stuff affects me, today i felt bipolar.
How weird is it to laugh, and feel disappointed, and left out within 24 hours.
Man.

I lost my new umbrella. The elastic in my bag is as good as useless.
Rah.

I seem to have lost the ability to carry on a conversation.
I wonder how I've managed to make so many friends over the past few years, but now i find it so hard to.

I want to. But, something's different.

Have I stopped being an interesting person?

I just feel so isolated. 
Today all I was getting was, omg-please-shut-up/go-away-we-are-not-talking-to-you/eh-you-are-so-annoying vibes from people.

Hear me out.




The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there's the healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I would, would be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there is healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you



Monday, January 11, 2010
" ; 7:52 PM "

Our prom dresses (:

SUPER LEADERS GOT YOUR BEHIND!


STILL CAN SAY NO PIMPLE!
AHAHAH I LOVE SABREEEENA.
Ze teenage witch.

OMMMMMMMMMMMG. Sabby is the kewtest most kawaii thing on earth.
Her eyes are like (O)(O)


HI COOLIO BANANAS. WE GOT THAT SCAVENGER HUNT ON OUR SIDE.

You're positively, glowingly, radiant Miss Soh!
Must be the relief in not teaching us anymore.


CAMPFIRE COMM! :D
loveyew!


They look like they're on holiday! And we all got airbrushed.
Sarah/Saira(s)!

Yes, I know your heart belongs to me,
doesn't matter if its plastic.
MONA YOU COW.


Okay, here! I promised no wisecracks or rude caption.
(aheeemm)



Campfire's burning bright!
Okay, well campfire was really really worth it!
It was tons fun! Way more than ours.
Its just scary how people can get high on Taylor Swift.
But its just contagious I guess, jump jump jump.
Shimona and Clara Siew were the biggest surprise!
ZOMG!

Clara started jumping and shouting out Taylor Swift lyrics, in her Girl Guides uniform some more!
And it was hilarious!
Then When Touch my hand by Archie came out, Shimona started squealing like a hamster.
GEEZ!
INTERNATIONAL CLASS IS VERY COOL. I was so mesmerized by their performance I didn't take pictures until they were 3/4 done ):
I want to make friends with them, they're so cute!



Thursday, January 07, 2010
" Another dam project. ; 8:47 PM "

Haha, title self explanatory.
Well so far, the first week of school's not been what i expected.
Sitting in class feels like this weird container room thing.
OKay, put in a better way: its like this perpetual exchange programme.
And having been on one, i tell you i felt more orientated in Hong Kong.

The class(room) is this empty, hollow void.
Everyone's nice enough, but its so awkward because of the domination of 2/1ers, yet the absence of the loudmouths and responsive people in class.
I'm sitting with Charis, well, never knew her before this, and she's quite cool.
Heheh.

I've been getting homework everyday, and the demands of Sec 3 is just unimaginable.
Out of this world.
Seriously.

everything's doubled. Tripled in fact. Its just not the same without 2/1.
The transition is really really really big. Mrs Wong was right!
Plus i've got so many commitments, and honestly, the only thing that's holding me together is God.
Jehovah Shalom.

I have to ask and pray for it every night too.
I just want to know if all i'm doing is worth it. Everything I'm doing now seems to be for the benefit of others.
I am sweeping up everyone else's messes, and geeeeeez. I just wonder if the people I help will ever be there for me in return. I mean what if I ask for favours in some form or other.

I mean, I don't do things for credit, I just do things to make other people's life easier, and the dark, dark knowlege that no one else will take action if I don't.

But i just wonder if all the effort is in vain.
That's all.

I'm so drained.
I'm drowning. glub.
There was no real time to get to know 3/3. It was just smack zip zap zoom lessons begin.
No one lingers,
No one has a reason to.

It'll get better though.
It must.



Sunday, January 03, 2010
" Outside there's a box car waiting ; 9:37 PM "

MUAHAHAHAHA.
BEST DOUBLE SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY OF THE CENTURY.

we is pure genius and evil liars.
Okay during holy communion i confessed to lying to Rachel left right centre. about today's schedule.
Heehee.

Last night i stayed up extra late to entertain calls and smses, and the birthday girl herself called me to clarify things that people told her.
It was quite hilarious, really.

Three excuses for the same reason told by different people. I tell you i've never been more confused in my life.

potluck dinner, tea party, lunch.
HARHARHAR. i am looking back at this whole thing and laughing.

And not to mention, throw in two insistent 12 year old boys who want to walk from church to serangoon gardens with no phones on them. tsktsktsk.
Wellwellwell, their reactions were WORTH IT.

Perfect timing. The two birthday girls bringing cakes to each other and singing Happy Birthday to each other at the same time.
HAHAHA.

Ooh. And moby ran away! Wow, my brother did ALOT of walking today. Some nice passers by find him.
TSKKKK.

Oh well.



Friday, January 01, 2010
" ; 9:54 PM "

I just caught AVATAR.
Eh.

I think I'm the first person I know who didn't think it was THAT great. Sorryyyyz!
Graphics were prettty awesome, but i guess by what everyone was telling me i was expecting too much. Ze plot was quuuuite cliche, but I'll stop myself before I spoil it for anyone.
OOhh. but Michelle Rodrigues was sew COOL in there.

mmm.
Technically, this morning, spent New Year's @ Watchnight service, and it was real awesome!
:)

daaaaangdeeedumdeedoodle,
Class picnic tomorrow, i hope the weather has mercy on us.

Weapons for mass destruction.
Oh mama.

Iluma's very very very cool if you think about it.
Plays tricks on you.



Arrival
another pack of lies that resides,
reach beyond silhouette skies
& i'm hopeful on fridays
-------------------
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear i'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.


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