Woahh, it's like 2.15 in the morning now man. I can't seem to sleep. I feel wide awake. I guess sleeping for 15 hours yesterday/today did my no justice.

Ohmygawwd. it's like September already): Oral's next week. gah, such short notice. crazy crazy. I'm feeling better now, at least.

I feel pretty cranky. :O

It's that jealousy, breaking my heart.
Whoa jealousy, taking control of me,
Now ya just gotta know,
That I can't let it go,
And it's time that ya knew,
I can't stop loving you.

It's only because I care.

We-ll, I'll try my best not to sound so whiny and needy.
OM, that sounds totally gay now.


Guess you never really know just what you've got
'til you finally realize she could be gone
I know that I've been taking you for granted
For the longest time
All you wanted was someone who really cares
And I didn't even notice you were there
I promise that I'll never ever make that same mistake
Not twice

That was then..this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do
Is try again...show you how
I know that it's all about
Giving attention to you
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then...this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need
Guess I never really thought about it before
I was thinking of myself, and nothing more
Didn't even wanna try to find out
How you really feel
Now I see that I'm the lucky one, it's true
And what we've got to know I never want to lose
I was trippin' in a fantasy
And missing what was real

That was then..this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do
Is try again...show you how
I know that it's all about
Giving attention to you
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then...this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need

I used to be someone
Who only really thought about themselves
And no one else and you could tell baby(yeah yeah)
But that's before I understood
That when we've got something this good
Gotta let her know
And I want to you know
You're always my priority
And I wanna give more than all the love you need
Took a little time
But now you know I finally see
That you're my world (yes you are)
I never want our love to fade ready, willing
And I'm gonna do whatever it takes
No, I'm never gonna let it slip away
'cause you're my girl (yes you are)
[Chorus]
That was then..this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do
Is try again...show you how
I know that it's all about
Giving attention to you
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then...this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need
You're always my priority
And I wanna give more than all the love you need
Took a little time
But now you know I finally see
That you're my world (yes you are)
I never want our love to fade ready, willing
And I'm gonna do whatever it takes
No, I'm never gonna let it slip away
'cause you're my girl (yes you are)
[Chorus]
That was then..this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do
Is try again...show you how
I know that it's all about
Giving attention to you
I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then...this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need
Comin' around n' ready to show you how
Goin' to change girl

I'm sorry, on my part.
I was a fool for wait too long.

And soon, she's going to be just like them
and the toots will be no more
which defeats the whole purpose of the toot cam.
I swear if she took those pics with them using the toot cam
I'll scream bloody murder.
Why do i feel guilty typing this?
Rar, there's a reason it's called a toot cam.
It's for the toots
So why should i have paid $150 when she's going to use it like her own anyway?
:(
Maybe it doesn't affect the rest of them as much as it affects me
i think time is responsible for that.
You don't understand.It's not the fling about you and me
It's just the feeling that the Toots are so easily replaced
And how easy it is for you to move on.
As for you changing,
it's inevitable that you're exposed to the influence when you've got your new clique and whatever.

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