Thursday, October 23, 2008
" Chasing the dream that heaven gave ; 6:59 PM "
Lord I give you my heart, I give you my soul.
Today was the last day of school.
Interesting.
it didn't feel like it at all.
it feels like I JUST came in to sec one,
it feels like I'm STILL the most junior.
I'm going to miss playing the 'noob' and getting cut some slack.
I miss being the one that was excused when we made mistakes, I just got used to liking that.
now we're going to have to make way for the juniors.
the juniors.
They get worse and worse every year :(
but most of all, i fear living up to my senior's reputations.
I'm just not... good enough.
I don't want to give up being a junior
I need more time, i need time to be better, stronger.
Hallelujah, here we come.
I don't want to let them down.
Labels: I need time., Time