Tuesday, October 21, 2008
" Ups, downs and arounds. ; 6:33 PM "
Well, what an extremely queer day. Yes, I agree, I have no clue what to think, nor what to feel like.
There were Ups, Downs and Arounds.
Firstly, in the morning, Mrs Lee Tan told us that she would be calling the parents of 10 people in the class. So everyone was like oookaay... Apparently, some words of praise of some sort.
Anyway, we shrugged it off, and had a very productive mass dance practice. I'm still blinded with happiness that the class was willing to dance :D yeahhzz, they were all so cute (:
United to the maximum. Yeah, our basketball did preety okay, i got seriously high and pranced around the entire place. Super loud. Justina said my mouth was big.
Anyway, well okay, pretty much hyped up about inter class games, crossed fingers for tomorrow's results,yeah. But win or lose, we're all winners right one one?
Okay, so we had a 20 minute recess, not the longest ever, but okay. I could live with it.
And then after recess, we totally owned at General Leadership games. Whee! Successfully blew 3 ping pong balls and a marble from one end of the room to another, with straws.
The way One One was arranged on the floor was seriously picture worthy. We must do it again some time. We were all lying on the floor, looking like ballet class girls doing the superman thing, with straws in our mouths. So cute.
Moving on, we were all sweaty, sticky and happy people, nonetheless. School got dismissed blahblahblah. And dancers went for SYF auditions. Nerve racking auditions.
Well okay, we got scolded by Mrs Zailee first, about being irresponsible. =/ Then Zaki and Miss Wee BOTH came into the studio. (Gasp gasp gasp) And after warm ups, Zaki just went 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8. And kaboom, I lost it. I didn't get it, and I totally bull crapped my audition.
Yeserzzz. But thanks, JoYee for trying. And Congratulations! Ookay, so anyway, it was real drama during waiting time. Everybody was just outside the dance studio crying and some practicing, plus complaining reviewing mistakes, and just comforting each other.
Dance seniors were super good. They did real well. All of the Sec 3s got in, except for the ones, well of course, who didn't turn up, and Cheryl(?)
Oh yeah well, congratulations to Nicole Seow and Lesley, the only Sec Ones who got in. To Ru Hui, Estelle,Natasha and Julvian, for making it, believing that you were unable, you've just torn down the barriers.
Sec Trees(: You people are seriously the best bunch ever. We noobs will learn from youuz.
Ah well. No surprise there, I didn't make it. I blew my chance, because I blanked out during choreo. Seriously how much worse could i have done? I mean, well i don't know what to think okay.
Disappointment at first, but I sort of knew it was coming? And then. Uhm, relief, after we heard the strenuous dance schedule/training for SYF. And some more disappointment, the feeling of ostracism. And then being grateful, angry with your self, and then well... A point of time where you don't know what to think.
I don't know, it was pretty much quite sad. But then I called Mum, and she told me that Mrs Tan called her, i was all OHMYGAWD WHAT? in the studio, and then OMG BYE! And Kaela asked me what happened blaaah. So i was pretty okay, until Su asked Kaela if she got in, then Kaela cried, but had to come out of the toilet because there was no toilet paper.
IDK! We weren't exactly SAD, but but but, well Ru Hui and Nicole were doing steps, and we were watching. Then Su came along, and Kaela and I were debating on how we should be handling the emotional issue of the situation. But I don't know, it was quite sudden, and i was nearly tearing, but uh, i forced myself a smile, because nobody's ever angry with Su.
We weren't even angry with Su, but we just felt really stupid around the people who got in.
Pretty much. But I guess God's directing my way to dance works. Chelsea and Sacha didn't turn up in school today, rumoured to have purposely pon-ned so as to do dance works instead of SYF.
KimP and Jia got into SYF, but they wanted to do dance works so badly. But you see, all the seniors and the pro choreographers are in SYF, so now we're only left with 4 Sec threes. Sam Pang, Jewel, Chelsea and Sacha.
We've got to step up our game. Pah. WE WILL GET INTO DANCE WORKS. Naomi, don't care what she said la ok, we all know you can dance. You don't need to prove anything to anyone. I shall not judge, and I in turn should not be judged. Miss Wee was brutal with Lesley.
Gah. Futher, deeper and more emotional version of this post on alien-ation ok.
6TH IN CLASS, I'M SIXTH IN CLASS. ONEONE I'm 6TH!
RAHHH! And 6th in the entire standard too! OHEMGEE. I thought I did so badly?! BUHLEE THANKS THOUGH :D I've got a reason to be happy still.
and guess what, my mum said she'd get the 16GB nano chromatic for free!
I don't have to pay anymore!(:
YEAH MAN. God is Good.
Oh dear, my dear brother has some allergic skin reaction to something or other.
eetchy ah.
Tag Replies!
Samantha : HEY CAITLIN!:D youuuu. eh,im bored.-.-
(Sup. You're always bored. Do something productive, read the newspapers, see how the world is suffering around you.)
DUUUUUDDDE : hello caitlin
you owe me a bubble tea
exams are super hard lah
i have only a b4 whereas you have an a2
(Ah Choo ah, don't spam luh. You're so spastic! haha, A2 for?)
naomi: hello! do you have the dance blog's url?
(i'll get back to you on that (: http://www.ijdance.blogspot.com/ )
joel(; : hey caitlin! how've you been? RANDOM TAGG! XDD
(Back at cha! I'm fine, how are you? Percussion to bass clarinet? That's cool eh!)
Erin: ... Caitlin? That was so emotional it wasn't funny.
(haha, wow Erin, a response that would come least of all from yooo.)
kaela: CAITLIN, LOSERRR! you did not make me cry! liarrrrrr!
(My next one will)
naomi: thanks caitlin! love ya! (:
(Love you too.)
Labels: confusion, disappointment, relief, SYF auditions
