Wednesday, November 12, 2008
" Angel of the Morning ; 9:21 PM "
you're just saying that.
I'm sorry alright.
sorry for being an ass that day,
but my anger wasn't directed at you,
although my mood blew everything over,
and you have every right to be pissed.
flip out.
this sucks, we're here at square one on alien planet again.
So hi, my day was unproductive. mas card. I have about... a million more to make, or maybe just 10?
:(
I woke up at 11, forgot about breakfast. And made my to-do list. So tomorrow, i'll be productive. I'm going to go swimming, and then do my math homework.
I sort of cleaned up my room this morning. :D so that's an achievement. And i somewhat read a little of Keeping Faith, and understood.
And I'm downloading Photoshop Actions now.
Ohmygosh, I'm SORRY.
I have to stop acting that way. That contradicts everything I've been telling you, and giving you every reason less to believe.
I haven't felt this way in a long time. Darn it. I wish I had something to occupy my head. I should go hit my head with a rock. Well, time does do it's bidding, and silence, too.
yes I've been acting like a hardass bitch, I don't know why.
I just need a break from it all, this place is so unforgiving.
I need God now. Now. Now.
Now
If I were you, I'd just cut myself out of your life. You don't really deserve to be treated the way I'm treating you now. I don't know, i just feel like I need to be the strong one now.
Okay, Zara's making me watch Gossip girl(whatever,Cez). She's on the prowl. And i think i'll be addicted to it soon.
I want to watch The OC and One Tree hill!
Aha, whatever, i have no life know.
Friends is such a nice show that even the Flowers love it :O Justin went to their house yesterday to ask about some holiday homework thing, then Jared was like YO, WHO'D YOU RATHER SLEEP WITH? MONICA OR RACHEL?
Justin : Monica, Rachel, Monica, Rachel, Monica, Rachel. Er Er Er...
The Jared slammed the door in his face. :O
HAHAH.
Hitler's coming back from Paris tomorrow.
I just heard how stupid that sounded.
Bye.
