Augh. Oh nose. That sucks.

The Seniors' farewell party is postponed to the 24th of november, the time I'm going to be in Bangkok.

Darn it. I'm in the decor comm, with Su and Stelle in charge. Well, Nat was supposed to be with us, but the Activites crew got her. And well, okay, I got Naomi. Actually, we've got both Naomi(s), and Naomi K can't make it, either, for the 24th.

Neither can Mich. Wow, the gift comm looked super crrrraaaaazzzy. Not many people showed up for the meeting. It was okaay. Hmmm.

I don't want to let Estelle down, i know how it feels when no one co-operates. And i tried to help, but the rest were just stone. And the stuff that we need are on the higher end of the price, and kinda hard to get. And well, nobody really had any ideas.

I really want to help. I want to make a difference and contribute as much as possible. But i can't bear to put so much effort in and then waste it by not going. Plus it SOUNDS fun! And it's our last time with the seniors, and after that we don't get to see them anymore.

And this is kind of a big event, so if i miss it, i'll really be left out for the next few months, because, dancers throw parties that can go on being talked about for a really long time. And it's just... well i won't be a part of it. And then when you got on the social networks, blogs, friendster, facebook, all you'll see are wonderful pictures without you in it.

Gah. I hope it goes well. I really really don't want to miss it! The theme's Jungle Sleepover, and the Exco is really putting in tons of effort into this, and I've had this experience before, so I know what it feels like, and it downright sucks when nobody helps out.

So i don't want to be like those people. And as it is, i'm don't exactly feel the most welcomed at dance. Well, people tend to ignore me, i guess. But i have no clue why. Maybe it's because i don't know how to socialise, or make jokes, I don't know, it's hard for some people. Hats off to those people have have the courage to go right up to some one and talk about like... the weather or tv show or something

I just can't do that. Sorry. And i had hoped that some how i would be able to feel more included in this. And if i don't turn up, i'll just be more forgettable. know?


Family, regardless, you're there anyway.





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