Friday, January 02, 2009
" Where are you now ; 6:20 PM "
Bonjour!
Well, its back to school, and my excitement for it has subsided.
Alot. But I shan't dwell on the bad things even though i am about to list them out (: Mmm.
K first off, the accommodation bit.
ROAR OKAY. ROAR. Our classroom is located on the 3rd floor in what used to be called an IT lab, hallelujah right? AIR CON. Haha nope. Its twice as stuffy as the usual classrooms and half the size of the usual classrooms. I'm so sad, miss the One One classroom on level one.
Yep, and I know i sound whiny and complain-y, and.. well, i can't tolerate the way I'm behaving either.
Uhhh, next, there's the fact that... our recess is at 11.15. About 2 hours from lunch, and 4 hours from breakfast. So that means, we're starving and not concentrating during lessons until recess, and after school, we can't eat lunch, which will totally affect our whole eating cycle, which then will cause us to be unhealthy, obese kids.
Yeah. I miss all the One One teachers! Mrs Helen Tan and Ms Michelle Tan! Eeeeeeee. Miss them all. The environment in the class is different somehow, although the non responsive bit remains the same. IDC WE BETTER GET OUR ACT TOGETHER, TWO/ONE. we shall no longer be sponges! (although Mrs Wong wants our brains to be porous)
We will be enthu, despite all our setbacks, we will command and conquer understand! We can do anything and everything. We will come to our senses and rise to the occasion. I don't care, seriously read this.
Mmm. What else is there. Oh yes. The fact that I am the only person from the '08 class comm to be in this year's committee. Like wow. If its because of the bumpy start at the beginning of the year, ya'll seriously have to let it go, because personally, I felt that the 08 class comm seriously put in lots of effort, because yes, leading a class of 38 newly teenagers isn't exactly a shaking-legs job.
Yep, and I'm vice treasurer now. Ugh, the committee dropped from 8 members to 5. Its not that I find any fault with the new comm, they're extremely nice people, and its not as if they're capable. But I don't want to do it alone, you know, if they come looking for experience, because in the past, its like, when something goes wrong, everyone's all like "Caitlin said this/that, its her fault"
I just do not want to be in that position, although I always seem to be doing that, why? Because I have some ridiculous urge to do something, CHANGE, IMPACT something/someone. But when all goes wrong, the person who makes an effort is the one whom the fingers point at.
Seriously, this post is something that I will laugh at in time to come, just as I laughed at what a pessimist I was in Jan 08. So yep. I don't know. I'm not really satisfied. I was expecting something for Two One. And i know its just been the first day. And i know I'm being sickeningly double-minded, and i am so truly ashamed with myself right now. I just feel so low.
Yep, so right now, I'm just going to wait upong the Lord, and as Uncle Jeff said, give thanks to God even during the bad times. yep. So i'm just going to lay everything on His shoulders, the doubt, the uncertainty, the lack, the boredom.
Lord, all I am is yours.
So let's give it up for TwoOne 09's Class comm will ya!
Chairperson - Gin Yin
Vice Chair - Danielle
Secretary - Samantha
Treasurer - Su Lynn
Yep. Miss Soh's our new geog teacher, and also TwoTwo's teacher. HAHA. Class interaction time with her was funny (: She couldn't pronounce our names.
"Gin Yin? as in Gin in? Yinn?"
"KaeLAH." "No, its Kae(ler)" "oKAYLAH."
"Genereeve? January? Can I just call you Gen?"
"Jeanenette!"
"Catlin" (What's new) "There are TWO of you? Choo and Foo?"
"Eerin or Erin?" (Here comes Hitler)
Eh Lol. Then we had Chinese. Augh. Jane like totally ditched me. Which reminds me again how I totally hate the social divisions in school. Class partner = recess buddy= friend to walk home = lunch buddy = I will never leave you ever.
Aiyee. Like totally ditched me.
K so I sat with Erin, who's hopeless at listening to Chinese right Erin dear (: Yep, but she taught me how to stone, and I was like AIYEE cannot! Then she was like Caitlin, you're such a good girl.
SINCE WHEN IS BEING A GOOD GIRL A BAD THING. Yep okay, so CHINESE.
We actually had triple home econs in the morning, which was used for electing the class comm.
Yep okay so our latelate recess, was quite okay. Because we were kinda late, the canteen's super empty. Hey the food is still mediocre leeei.
Ahh anyway. GILLIAN'S BACK. SHE'S SO PRETTY NOW.
But once again, (yeah you know this is going to sound really childish)
I do not like the social divisions in school. The classes are split so that you only get to spend time with your own class, and not with the others. So without a doubt, the 2/3 people, totally Cezanne, ate her up and swallowed her.
Kaela can identify with me on that. K you know how we feel,
we were her best friends in Primary 3, the people whom she caused heartache due to her departure,
and now when she comes back, we totally don't have a chance with her and our friendships just going to fade away into Primary Three obscurity.
Now that's just unfair, don't you think? We only managed to get like a few sentences in when we've missed out on 3 years of her life.
Wow. OK.
So enough about complaining.
The positive bit.
I shared my Camp experience with Rachel Yee and she was touched.
C'mon, let's not have dead faith, act upon the Word shall we?
God's so Real, so close, closer than you'll believe, I've experienced it for myself.
Okay Rachel?
ASK ME ABOUT CAMP IF YOU WANNA. I don't mind sharing the story 87126387251487213628163516853615283601637926476170832 times.
Oh, and i'm getting $300 tomorrow for being the top 6th nerd (:
Mugging has its benefits, let's all get money minded for our motivation.
I'm kidding.