The milestone has been crossed.

The maturity, its getting to me.

God made it quiet for me today, to think. So thank God.

I learnt alot today.
And i was confused.
Sigh, i will post another time, i'm having mixed feelings.

Thanks for the birthday wishes guys.

I realise that no material thing can make me as happy as the grace of God can.
I was feeling really empty today.
Everyone was seriously in a zzz mood. Even my friends couldn't take the time to come and sit with me during recess, i was like sitting there alone. Chris didn't even come to school.


I'm just so hungry, thirsting for more. And reminding myself to stop being so headstrong and big headed. Go be humble. I don't know. The word's just empty. Emotionless. But I can't just compare everything to camp, can i? Not everything can be that emotional high, and I know that's not what its about. But i'm just longing for something. The thirst gets stronger everyday.

My. Just realised i sound like a vampire.
Anyway. Went to school... Everyone was looking at me like -.-
Nicole lau extracted $6 from me first thing in the morning.

Yeah anyway. Rach gave me famous amos, and had this really sweet note. I quote Mel.
"And the greatest gift of all is the gift of prophecy."

Well said, trouper foo!

It was supposed to be a wonderfoo day.

And she stopped in her tracks.
"He said your grandma's going to leave us soon"
She gains speed, we pass the clueless faces, we run through the
gates.
Again she stops, "He said she just left us"
She ran to a taxi. "Return this for me please" She gets in,
on the brink of tears. And i see it in her eyes "I didn't even get to say
goodbye"
She leaves, and I walk alone.
The whole while, God made it quiet for me.

Maybe today's not about you. You just really want to embrace life because you see how quickly it can be gone. In a flash, all can disappear.

A heart stops beating,
A limb stops moving,
A mind stops thinking,
A lung stops breathing.


Time just stops, and it hits you like a train. And that's it. the end.