Wow. Last night's Parents' night totally FREAAKED me out.
Gosh.
Just the talk about subject combinations and everything, suddenly got my mind thinking about JC and all, and man, i haven't even gotten NEAR to 'O's yet. I mean, there are like a million possiblities now.

And i don't know what the future holds for me. People already have their aspirations. No clue what to take.

Considering 3/2, 3/3 or 3/5. Was thinking about 3/1, and now i'm strongly not going to do that. I don't wanna do trip science, and compete with scholars either. And I'm all emo with all the stress and everything. Plus, the thought of seperation... I mean, 2/1, we got off to a rough start, very bumpy along the way. But really, i think we've come very far, and i'm so glad to belong with you all.


Yeah sure, we may be more on the quiet side, but what else don't we have? We can be loud when we want to, we've got the artsy fartsies, the initiative, we've got sports, and lots of musical geniuses. Not to mention a well furnished classroom (Muhaha).

Yep, so if i can't bear seperating with 2/1, how can I bear graduating from IJ, and saying goodbye to the dancers? I didn't know that admission to the ACS IB prog was the same as getting into ACJC.

Tried weighing my choices. If I wanna do dance, i wanna go to VJ dance, but the thing is that its an IP school. Ack, and competetion is very high. yeah, ACJC, I like the atmosphere there I guess. And well, I never ever considered ACS IB before this. But the IB is probably chosen over As. Never considered IB because when I think of IB i think of Col. Col is the smarts. Col is like, the genius, so never thought of it. Until yesterday.


At least I'm not really alone. Cait Choo is considering IB too! Her parents wanted her to go to SJI IB from sec 1, but I don't think she wants them to blow another $20,000. So she's also considering both ACs. I like the uniform lar. (:


And I hear stuff like going overseas and all, Waliao Chris i will miss you like chrazeeee if you go after Os or As or something. Then I just worry so much about keeping in touch, because, my gosh. after 10 years at IJ, I will be damn sad to depart. Yeah sure, we all complain so much about how the discipline, and annoying school homework and everything.

But compared to anywhere else, seriously, there's no better place you can be. Velly worreed yknow. Yep, the future is scary to think of. Thank God for Facebook! And I know that somehow God will just keep my wonderful peoples close to me.

Sigh.
Well, it was a VERY long week. I have about 3 weeks til exams. I better start making notes. haha I'm posting the NON emo stuff on alienation yep.

(Miss you like churazzaye)

<3 Cait Choo, Gwen, Nicole Lau, Kaela, JW, Nat, Sheryl, Nicole Seah, Cass, Danielle, Charmaine, Megan and Gowri. TWON ONE DINNER BUDS.

4 Apr 09, 19:49

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