Thursday, May 21, 2009
" Penny for your thoughts. ; 8:47 PM "
KRIS ALLEN!
I did not become a fan of American Idol until i watched the rerun of the finals just now.
har har.
yeah but, really, American Idol has stepped up, all the hooha and cool stuff they do for finals makes Singapore Idol look pea sized. Which it is, and i don't see why they are going to invest in yet another season. -.-
Kris = Hot.
Adam = Kind of gross.
Yuck.
Justin : Wait wait, Kris is it the cock eye one?
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NAM was cool! Night at the Museum that is. But i guess there was no time for the story to build up la. Okay, laugh laugh. It was quite funny.
Mel was a very mean bombeanie. Mona and Choo crack me up. HARHAR. Stupid Sheeemona, saw her classmates there after lying to them before. Loser! I'm glad Cait Choo is someone else who does NOT want to watch Drag me to hell, because it is a stupid movie.
I think the cupids were played by Jobros?
(Back to N@M2)
That's one movie Junyi's never watching. Cracks me up.
Today's AEM presentations were just sad.
Not as sad as recess or my Lit scores.
Did you know that 86.5 is below the class average of math?
And no matter how sick you are of hearing my rant about it, too bad you have to read it and hear about it too.
But that's just obscene. I feel like kicking a hole in the wall!
4 people got full marks for a Sec 2 math paper. Not obscene? I think not.
I don't know. Mids this year, not so good.
I'm going to have to start whipping my own butt to be the super nerd i aimed to be at the start of the year.
So much for all those new year resolutions.
Its not that I did badly, its just... everyone did better. And well, competition level has to be stepped up. because i am not going to screw up my future by not doing well now.
And to like, the majority of my class - Thanks for making me feel like pond scum la, okay. Too smart for our own good, competition gets in the way of being HUMANE.
PMS + Bad results = Very unhappy person + Relationship drama.
There's a word formula for you.
I am very demoralised now. Sometimes I just don't NEED the pressure and competition of a top class. It stinks, even though, hell yeah the people are nice, but when it comes to the battlefield, things get down, dirty and messy.
(Even with my friends)
And i'm not cut out for that.
(Enough, Caitlin, Enough. That voice in my head tells me to come back quickly)
So I shall.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAITLIN CHOO!
Yep, I'm definitely sure that you're one of the friends I can keep for a long long time. I guess you're pretty much one of the most resilient, non emo people i know. grow up to be nice and lady like won't you? You're almost there. 14 already. 7 years til our driving license. luurbbie.
ack. its interclass next wednesday. Wish they had dddaaaannnnccce. Okay I MAY take that back. but it beats simply, purely ball games. Well, and badminton. Its only a four people thinggg.
Anyway, I'm down for netball.
Because i feel pressure of competition, I don't really like playing stuff like that anymore. yes, the once sporty girl you knew has become a couch potato of some sort. I'm disgusted with myself, I used to be really gung ho about PE. But I'm not physically unfit, so nope. I need to restart the ball rolling.
Whoop. But i've never had an interest for netball. The positions restrain me. WHY CAN'T I RUN FULL COURT IF I WANT TO. I wanted to play Capt's ball, but i was too slow, and I didn't wanna get myself involved in the hustle and bustle of Twooners pushing to put their names on that list.
You need me, you got me.
I just don't guarantee I good game.
time to punctuate with a haha, i think?
I don't even know why I'm complaining.
I mean hey.
I've got a roof over my head, its one of my best friend's birthday, i had a fun time out at the movies, I have a comfortable bed, and a great church.
In fact. it was nice sitting on the bus. Sometimes i just get this feeling, where all i can picture in my head is a country side, and how everything and everyone's life just fits there.
Standing in the MRT, watching people come in and out of the train, corporate people, national servicemen, students.
And i was there at the back observing. So, I just suddenly get some nice peaceful feeling. And outside, it starts to rain, and on the bus, the whole sky is grey. And i just pass by every sight and feel like i'm home. For some strange reason.
But i've lost that feeling now. I want it back. It sounds like a nice life, but i doubt anyone in this country has a life like that. Countryside, butterflies, grass and sunshine.
June -
I need to mug.
I need to read.
I need to play.
I need to dance.
I need to do CIP.
I need to make time for my friends.
I need to pick up an instrument.
I need to tidy up and organise.
I need to make time for my God.
4 weeks is not enough.
Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight I’m beginning to see the light Blow the candles out Looks like a solo tonight But I think I’ll be alright Been black and blue before There’s no need to explain I am not the jaded kind Playback’s such a waste You’re invisible Invisible to me My wish is coming true Erase the memory of your face
21 May 09, 20:44Someone: Everything will be fine cait.
(Thanks, who i think you are)
21 May 09, 16:39MINN. (:: YO! why's my name there? O.O
(You were emo yesterday! I didn't know what was up. It was a rhetorical question i guess :)
21 May 09, 16:09Gen: Aiyo,You get happy so easily. haha..And you didn't get to lvl 10 cos everytime we played, it would get interrupted by some programme
(Because you make me happy. HAHA, yeah i believed we only finished the game once, and that was my very first time)
20 May 09, 23:57passer: i don't think the vandals are from ij. I hope who ever they are they will get caught and punished!
(Haha, I know who it is, but i don't know what's gonna happen)
This is all i feel like saying for today. Good bye, go enjoy your results won't you.