Heedeehadeehaha I'm spending my last few hours here in Singapore, flight's in hours ZOMG ZOMG

I'll miss you guys super truckloads and a gazillion red m&ms.
oooh well I'M SO EGGCITED IM STUMPED FOR THOUGHT.

TO MY TEACHERS : HAPPY TEACHERS DAY IN ADVANCE (:

TO ZE STUDENT LEADERS : GUYS GUYS DO WELL FOR MASS(:

TO ZE DANCERS : HI GUYS I KNOW YOU PEOPLE WILL ROCK THE HALL!

TO MY CLASS : HAVE FUN WITHOUT US BABES.

TO MY CHURCHIES : HABBB A GEWD TIME MY LOVVVVVES.

ANYONE ELSE : YOU'VE GOT YOURSELVES A SPACE IN ME HEART.

Byezzz.

ZOMG GUYS 2 DAYS

aaah, I've been sooooo super duper busy i've had no time at all, and this is probably my last post before i leave cuz i won't have time tmr ):

LIT DRAMA MANZZZ.
So busy i'm slipping behind in every other aspect of my school life.

Raaah.

Kind of sad i'm not performing Arts Jam AND Teacher's day ):


wah i shouldn't even be here.

This is probably what I'll be like tmr, so i'll do this in advance.

"AAAAAHEEEEKEKEKEKEKEKEEEEEEEEK I'M TKAING OFF TMR (:"



ahahaha.

I'll miss my grannie.
She's the sweetest thing.

I found the phone
I must’ve missed your message
You got it wrong, It wasn’t what your friend said.
I can tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded.
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why i ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

What you give is always what you get.
There's so much I haven't given yet. (or theres so much i havent given you)
it seems so different with(out) a second chance.
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give I was the first to ask.
Now I’m in second place to get a second chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out? (second chance)
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down (second chance)
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask? (second chance)
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance.

The 600th post O:

Aaahh Missions Sunday sermon was so interesting, the preacher so cool worh.

ZOMGGG! THIS IS LIKE FAITH CONVENTION ALL OVER AGAINNNN.
COWS don't let me down ):

We've got whole cells going for Bund City and now i'll probably be going alone ):
Eekz. Gosh i was so psyched for missions, HAHA i'm going to be in a dilemma all over again, and
this time its worse than Faith convention.


I know its a damn stupid reason not to go.
Weighing the odds, Missions will probably be this spiritual retreat, and revival, and I'll be able to experience this whole new thing, what with being a first time mission tripper.

And such.

While, i'm already going to Brisbane and Hong Kong, and China will probably burn this giant hole in my mum's already holey wallet.


And I'll probably be missing out on dance camp, and i'm alr missing seniors' farewell due to HK.
AAAAH.

Oh well i don't have time to think about this.

Go or not to go.

Okay i'm gonna go pray abourrit.

RAH ITS MONDAY AGAIN?!?!!

I think FB got hit by a virus.

Boy in the striped PJs movie version is so sadd!
The actors really look like the drawing,
and the cinematography is suhweeeeeeeeeet!

It was really good and very sad, poor rach cried ):

HAHAHA.

ARH.
nice 'farewell' lunch


Seems like during the time I was away from all this (cyber life that is), the second ice age could have come,
and my brother would have grandchildren.

I wrote a haiku today
At least what i remember a haiku to be.

(This side up)

On the move once more
Oh when will this ever stop?
Boxes, this side up.

Ew.

Very lame i don't like haikus.

It was supposed to be a wordy poem but i decided to experiment with haikus.

Here's what Cait choo and I wrote to each other.

(By Choo)
Freaky and mad
and always looking for a pad (HOW UNTRUE)
an experiment gone awry (Its a-rye!)
Her hair seems to be alive
Fantastical it may seem
but this creature is not a dream
for those who owe her money
it is not very funny (OI!)
To many she is a fiend,
but to me, she's my friend (aw)


Clad with quirks and donned with looks
my baby's really good with ze books
when she's drunk you have to be wary
for when she's drunk she's a tad bit scary
insecure maturity wise
She aims to start a gynae enterprise
However small she may be in size,
my baby's only big in my eyes.

:D

back atcha.

Herrow (:

HEY GUYS, i had a real swell time out with Rin & Choo today.
We went to iluma to watch Up in 3D! HOW SAD, WE DIDN'T GET TO GO LIANZIE WATCHING.
Sad, no?

I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN KNITTING TMR ERIN LOW.

Okay 3D was okay, maybe a lil bit of a ripoff. MY COMPANIONS WERE SUCH A DISGRACE TO GO OUT IN PUBLIC WITH.

Erin was laughing hysterically inside the theatre, and lost her 3D glasses.
Caitlin choo was scared of heights, and dragged me by hand and clung on to me real tight cuz she didn't wanna ride the escalator.

And then Erin did her hitler wave to the friendly people down below ^^

aren't they ze best?

up was sad! :'(


"I like bananas cuz they're squishy and yummy"
-

"They've got lots of potassium that's good for my tummy"

CC : Who came up with that damn NERD line?
I did.

NO WONDER.
WOW I'M SO SCARED FOR SHERYL AND ALEX'S HEALTH. they scare me ):
tut tut. m yeyes are going dry, so bai bai.

I FEEL INFERIOR TO ZI YING AND CASS' PIANO.
MAKES ME FEEL DAMN BAD FOR QUITTING.


I want to see what its like, on the inside, of love.

Vans shoes, digital polaroids and peacock feather earrings. (And nice abs :D)
O:

IS VANS IN SINGAPORE?!

I wonder what my mum ever did to deserve the kind of treatment she gets from my brother.

I think you have to be super darn tolerant, to stand there and take my brother’s crap without going completely hysterical.

I’ve learnt its best to keep a distance when your family members are being hormonal, and accept the fact that they’re going to vent their anger on you no matter how perfectly angelic you are being.

My brother has Chinese prelims tomorrow. Instead of sticking his head in a Chinese book of some sort, he’s watching tennis and then later grumbling like a spoilt princess that there aren’t enough channels on cable.

I could just rip off his head.

Could he be any brattier?

I think Hugh Dancy is really charming. :D

EP music just kills me mood for everything =/ bleah. It just killed every existing part of me that even liked the slightest bit of music.

GAH. And people wonder why I don’t take piano.


My God, I pray for my family.

(Post for 13th August)

I'll be typical by doing this, its common, but its for English.
E.e Cummings is cool B)

"here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)"

HAHAHA, DANCE ELECTIONS WAS ZE FUNNIEST THING EITHER.
Zomg. Chelsea Monteriooooo! You sho emoshunal! ZOMGGG!
I wanted to burst into tears too. ITS HOW SAD ALREADY PLEASE.

30 seconds of love, Joce is a geeenius man! Make us worry through out the entire day, with the echoes of
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR ELECTIONS" ringing about the entire school.

And in case you're wondering, Erin, YES I DID THE BARBARELLA ACCENT IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE DANCE ENSEMBLE.
):

I was.
scared.

Kaela : MY LOVE FOR DANCE IS AS BIG AS MY FACE ON THE SCHOOL BANNER OUTSIDE.

HAHA!

Love you many dancerrs.

I need tissue paper.

I wish i were on holiday.


11 Aug 09, 21:28
Gwen: hahah! poor camera! why we keep losing/spoiling our cameras ): toot cam ): your cam): heehee eh eh eh go link me

(MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY. CRY FOR ME MAN, I'M SUCH A CAMWHORE I CAN'T LIVE W/O IT. ESP WITH LIKE... INVEST AND BRISBANE COMING UP. YAY YOU'RE FINALLY BLOGGING. ZOMG WHY YOUR URL SO MANY 'O'S)


11 Aug 09, 16:00
Erin: Uhh. That's... strange. Do you use internet explorer or mozilla?

(Mozilla! Fix it oh great genius!)

*Note to self : Link Gwen & GY

THE WEATHER'S NICE AND COOL (:
Man oh man,
tomorrow's going to be the start of killer week.

EEEK.
Gonna go nonstop like a train engine.

I got my court shoes, my gosh they make my feet look uber big and pointy. =/
Sunday dumdum diddly.

UH!!! Church was alright, kind of quiet.
I went to Parkway Parade after studying, so bummed la, I dropped my precious camera(on Saturday) and its not working anymore ):
I want to cry ttum.

Aah don't feel like being online
cyberspace data overload.
Toodles.


):
AAAAAAACK! NOSEBLEED.

You say potato, I say tomato

My gooseness, what a way to waste a holiday.

I FOUND AN AWESOME BLOG TO FOLLOW.

Its a collaborated blog, between these to girls, i think they're about 18-20 or something like that,
and they've got pseudonymns, I think its cuz of their hair colour or something, Indigo and Tangerine.

They look the same manz!
They take the coolest photos, they have the coolest DIY things, and they're damn funky.


They've got cool movie and song recommendations, and its not mainstreeeeeeam!

Its the quirky stuff I like, I saw a Joshua Radin vid somewhere in there.
ZOMG SUPER LOVE.
and i totally think they can photoshop.
COOL OR WHAT HUH

I could spend all day reading their archives.


THIS WOULD BE AN AWESOME PHOTO POST, HOWEVER AS WE ALL KNOW BY NOW, BLOGGER IS BEING UNCO-OPERATIVE.

I saw these cool photos of what their dream rooms would be, and i want it tooo! ):
As much as I love reading IKEA catologues(YAY THE 2010 ED IS HERE),I doubt Ikea can do this to my

I feel like going on some Photog frenzy nooow.
But sorry la, the sights in Singapore aren't as heartpumping as LA. HAHA.
Bad workman blames his tools. Okay, I guess Singapore has its fair share of cool sights.

What an unpatriotic thing to say on the eve of National day. (:

I wish we had antique stores and thrift shops.
Sounds cool ):

Zomg.

The awesomest things about blog hopping is the links that link to other blogs with the same content. MORE MORE MORE (:

Whoopeeeeee!

http://allthishappiness.blogspot.com/

So artsy fartsy. OHEMGEE HEAVEN.

HOLGAS CAN TAKE DOUBLE EXPOSURE PICTURES. ZOMG!



I think I want a Stina Persson mural on my wall.
Or some cool polaroid photo montage. But since I lack a camera and film, I want a mural!
I think the beauty is timeless.

http://www.stinapersson.com/portfolio/watercolour/
23/28.
27/28

I think I might use her as an artist reference for fashion design.

I couldn't help but sign up for an account @ weheartit.

Oh toodles. I'm so sad I can't show you pictures ):

Aaw, Steve Moakler. He's darn hot, too.
WHICH MEANS: NEW AWESOME LYRICS.

I think the best lyrics come from Teitur, Joshua Radin, Kinna Grannis and Lifehouse.

Time to go slow mo.

OKOK. Resorted to Photobucket.




ZOMGOSH I WANNA MAKE MY OWN EARRINGS.





Photo creds to weheartit & indigo-umbrella.


here I am, every bit undeserving

I think I just saw the resemblance of the beauty that I feel on Sundays, reflected in today's mass.
As I sat down singing the offertery hymn, I watched the rows and rows of all my Catholic friends going up for Holy Communion. I pondered and it occurred to me how very beautiful the sigh was.

Earnesty in their eyes, as they knelt on their knees and prayed their silence confessions, the equality and peace that was on their faces, it was just beeeaaauuuutiful.

Choir was real IMBA!(:

Like a shepherd I will feed you; I will gather you with care.
I will lead you and hold you close to my heart.

We will run and not grow weary, for our God will be our strength,
and we will fly like the eagle, we will rise again.

I am strength to the weary; to the weak I am new life.
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Though the young may grow weary, I will be their hope.

Lift up your eyes, and see who made the stars.
I lead you, and I know you, I call you each by name.

Fear not, I am with you; I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you; uphold you with my hand.

-

Okay student leadership is starting to freak me out, but getting me quite excited at the same time because of all the cool people in council. (: And I think I can really learn to love this batch of people.

yes yes. YEAH MAN ITS THE WEEKEND AGAIN (:

Does it really matter how we pray or sing?
As long as its His name on our lips.

Did you know :

There is no such word as humans

In sooth(again), I know not why I am so sad.


i think its for a number of reasons, mainly insecurity.
I'm just going through another mental, physical and spiritual drought.

Yes, we have to stoop low before we soar high.

Well shall I bore you and sadden you and make you want to go to wikipedia "penicillin" instead?

Oh well.
It mainly boils down to the fact that I'm more sensitive to what people think and the fact that I, the remarkable genius tend to place alot of unnecessary stress on myself that I don't know how to get rid off.

I'd like to, I wish I could.

Right now I just need affirmation.
Really.

Okay the most trivial reason is that my hair trim didn't turn out as good, the woman cut it ABOVE my ears. >:(

The second one isssssssssss... My gooseness, i thought EP would be NICE, but its some music appreciation thing. =/
Cheryl's coming back! (:

The third reasons is because of the extremely chim comprehension passage given to us, and the fact that I am so very tired from school, that I'm unable to comprehend it. And apparently, its like GP standards. ):

My 4th reason is the usual : My brother gets on my nerves and clings on really tightly very often.

The next is that I can feel myself sliding, academically.

Furthermore, I have a very strong inkling that I won't make it to this year's seniors' farewell YET AGAIN, and I badly want to. Very very very very badly. I'm afraid I won't ever be able to be present at one of these things in my years here.

Second last, because I have been introduced to a new commitment, that I doubt will be easy to maintain. My rate of losing things is very fast, my standard of tidiness is very low, my organization and time management as proven before is terrible.

And lastly (because my memory is failing me), I feel that recently, my peers are just bypassing the fact that I exist.


The week's been tiring, and I know it'll get worse, when Brisbane comes I'll have to catch up like MAD. So there go my holidays down the drain, and that's when GIN YIN comes back.

Cheryl's coming back on Sunday, and I wanna see her!

The things that are getting me by are the fact that Sunday's coming, and the fact that I'll be able to see Shimona Loke in a blazer, skirt and court shoes.
:D!

ERIN'S FLU VOICE IS ZE COOLIEST.

uh.
OH! I'm not going to London anymore :'(
Aah well. I need to stay in Singapore anywayz.

THIS IS A CYCLE OF A "HORMONAL TEENAGER"
Yes Erin you overuse that!

Oh wellz. I realise that I like all my teachers this year. Or learning to like them.

AUSTRALIAN MATH COMPETITION WAS LAFFABLE.
Almost as much as Wushu.


I need to stop global warming.


"My sandcastles spend all their time collapsing"

Know what, I don't think I'm known for anything. I wonder if people talk behind my back.

I also need to start remembering the essence of my blog posts and not be as dumb as the ones I've been posting recently.
I wish they were longer, had more depth, and reflect the interesting life I lead. Uppity up. (UP'S COMING OUT) Also, my sentences have to be less detached.


OH WHO AM I KIDDING.

BLISTERING BARNICLES on my foot. Anyone remember TinTin?


Only for you, Lord.
Into your hands,I commit again.




Rough day, darling?

I cannot stand the current blogger posting format ):
Today was a pretty cool day, cept for the fact in the morning I was sooo sleepy,
Nico Teo had to pull my hair to wake me up,

and i realised Mrs Wong was in class and the rest of 2/1 was standing.
HAHAH!

Aaah well. I THINK THE PRACTICALS FOR LIGHT ARE THE FUNNEST THINGS!(:
i like sticking pins into things.

Ee. Literature was da bomb. We're being coached for our Lit drama performance, I LOVE PLAYING SOLANIO.
AND OUR STAGE IS SO INTERESTING.
Its the roundabout.
And if you have the right imagination, its so picturesque and Italy-like.
:)

Rin makes a very drunk Bassanio, and Chang begs for mercy with a smile on her face. (CUTE TTUM!)
HAHAH!

OOH and Gwen stole Erin from Su Lynn.
tsk, ANTIONIO IS SO GAY.
Su Lynn has repeated her lines so much I can say them!

"IN SOOTH I KNOW NOT WHY I AM SO SAD"
: )

I really like drama.
its so fun acting with spontaneous people.

WE FINALLY PLAYED SOME SORT OF GAME IN CHINESE CLASS. I made Choo look very smart. (:
Say thanks!

Okay after a long period, i finally understood math.

HURRAH. I'M HAPPY (:
Dance was quite cool, yoga didn't hurt as much this time.

ROCKING ON THE FLOOR WAS FUN!(:
My back's hurting a lil tho.

Yay, i peeled the skin of my blister.
And it doesn't hurt anymore.

Okay i just realised today was quite a nice day,
apart from the fact that i'm feeling queasy right now, I'm really glad.

I need to endure some pain.

my gosh! If Fraser's Island partnering is assigned via register number, I'LL BE WITH GEN.
Imagine her face.

I'm really missing my churchies. It feels like I hardly even saw them this week.
=/

COME SUNDAY, COME TO ME.

Faith Convention was a really really really life transforming experience.
(Y)

And it really scares me in a good way, how very extraordinarily powerful our God is.

I'm glad I managed to go to Faith Convention.
I think it was God's will that I did this alone, without my cell, without my friends, to just strip away all the self consciousness,
to be with a bunch of people new to me, that were already filled with the spirit, and were more senior.

Strange as I thought it would be, Clement was right, and it wasn't.
You'd think that going to some convention you've never heard of for the first time, alone, with a 19 year old cell group would be really scary. But I was seriously reassured because they were all so nice and so very very friendly.

(: Thanks guys.

Worship was different, and it was a new environment, not bad at all.
Rev Wee's sermon was a totally powerful awesome great thing to hear. And the altar call bit was the best.
Couldn't have received more than what i asked for.

I managed to learn so much! I'm glad I'm glad.

I saw Prng there too (:

-

Sunday :

KF! WHAT'S WONDERLAND ): Our mission field remains a secret. Ayeee. MINGS STRAIGHTENED HER HAIR. ZOMG SHE LOOKS LIKE SUCH A CUTE PUNK.
her hair looks blacker, GONE WITH THE MAGGI MEE HAIR.

Aha. WISDOMMMMMMMMMMM! B-)
WORSHIP WAS REALLY WELL DONE TODAY WORSHIP TEAM.I THINK YOU GUYS ARE GROWING SO MUCH.
Glennsicles cut his hair and he wore pink. tsk! nvm still a jock la.

Rachel Koh's sermon was really inspiring, and yes it did reach out to me, i'm so eggcited to go for missions now.
I'm going to put all my princess habits aside, and let go, let loose, and let God set me apart.

Saw Cal after service, my goodness, he's become more buff or something. He's really egg looking. :)
I FINALLY GOT TO SEE CHIA'S HOUSE AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME.

WHEE. ITS SO ANG MOH. AND RACHEL GOH ITS ALL YOUR FAULT. I'M GETTING YOUR OLD-PEOPLE-ARE-CUTE-SYNDROME.
But really, Ally's grandma is very grannie like, her room smells like grandma, her bedsheet is like grandma, her cupboard is very grannie also.

So antiquey. Except for the Guitar hero drums in the room la.
but i think chia's house is da bomb. HER ROOM IS THE COOLIEST BIGGEST. EEEEE/

COWS CAN SLEEPOVER THERE!!!! (:
weehee.

Moby made my brother infertile.
IT WAS HILARIOUS TTUM!
Honestly, Moby can be quite scary la. I'm not a big dog person. I prefer ones that are shorter than me when they're on their hinds.
HAHA.

COOL WEEK YES.