In sooth(again), I know not why I am so sad.


i think its for a number of reasons, mainly insecurity.
I'm just going through another mental, physical and spiritual drought.

Yes, we have to stoop low before we soar high.

Well shall I bore you and sadden you and make you want to go to wikipedia "penicillin" instead?

Oh well.
It mainly boils down to the fact that I'm more sensitive to what people think and the fact that I, the remarkable genius tend to place alot of unnecessary stress on myself that I don't know how to get rid off.

I'd like to, I wish I could.

Right now I just need affirmation.
Really.

Okay the most trivial reason is that my hair trim didn't turn out as good, the woman cut it ABOVE my ears. >:(

The second one isssssssssss... My gooseness, i thought EP would be NICE, but its some music appreciation thing. =/
Cheryl's coming back! (:

The third reasons is because of the extremely chim comprehension passage given to us, and the fact that I am so very tired from school, that I'm unable to comprehend it. And apparently, its like GP standards. ):

My 4th reason is the usual : My brother gets on my nerves and clings on really tightly very often.

The next is that I can feel myself sliding, academically.

Furthermore, I have a very strong inkling that I won't make it to this year's seniors' farewell YET AGAIN, and I badly want to. Very very very very badly. I'm afraid I won't ever be able to be present at one of these things in my years here.

Second last, because I have been introduced to a new commitment, that I doubt will be easy to maintain. My rate of losing things is very fast, my standard of tidiness is very low, my organization and time management as proven before is terrible.

And lastly (because my memory is failing me), I feel that recently, my peers are just bypassing the fact that I exist.


The week's been tiring, and I know it'll get worse, when Brisbane comes I'll have to catch up like MAD. So there go my holidays down the drain, and that's when GIN YIN comes back.

Cheryl's coming back on Sunday, and I wanna see her!

The things that are getting me by are the fact that Sunday's coming, and the fact that I'll be able to see Shimona Loke in a blazer, skirt and court shoes.
:D!

ERIN'S FLU VOICE IS ZE COOLIEST.

uh.
OH! I'm not going to London anymore :'(
Aah well. I need to stay in Singapore anywayz.

THIS IS A CYCLE OF A "HORMONAL TEENAGER"
Yes Erin you overuse that!

Oh wellz. I realise that I like all my teachers this year. Or learning to like them.

AUSTRALIAN MATH COMPETITION WAS LAFFABLE.
Almost as much as Wushu.


I need to stop global warming.


"My sandcastles spend all their time collapsing"

Know what, I don't think I'm known for anything. I wonder if people talk behind my back.

I also need to start remembering the essence of my blog posts and not be as dumb as the ones I've been posting recently.
I wish they were longer, had more depth, and reflect the interesting life I lead. Uppity up. (UP'S COMING OUT) Also, my sentences have to be less detached.


OH WHO AM I KIDDING.

BLISTERING BARNICLES on my foot. Anyone remember TinTin?


Only for you, Lord.
Into your hands,I commit again.




Rough day, darling?