Do you think its bad that even at this point of time, less than twenty four hours of my English exam, which marks the start of my exams, I am feeling no sense of urgency?

Perhaps I'm being probed into a more contemplative mood, but I think the realisation, panic and urgency will only sink in tomorrow, because right now I'm still obsessing over Owl city's to die for lyrics.

I watched half of she's the man, and I think Channing Tatum is at the paramount of his hotness in there, despite the fact he's fat, ugly and married now. I also noticed that Amanda Bynes looked into the camera countless times.

Oh yes. HHF. Today was a disaster. I was so flustered while teaching the dance to about 300 of my peers, and couldn't differentiate my right from left.

I am really in love with my seating arrangement for the exams, I've got the coolest people within a two table radius. Chiamz, Kaela and Rin a lin. Nico Teo is in hearing distance and Jeanette "The sun is round!" is right in front of me. Therese, also who takes off her shoes and socks in class, and snorts and sneezes is also someone entertaining to gawk at.

Well it seems I'm not the only the only one without a sense of urgency or panic. My class used our free studying time today, taking photos with the freeze feature on the visualiser.

Okay, i admit, I'm trying to write with swirly twirly, nice to hear English.

I realise how much Singapore is scorned upon by the other countries with a native tongue. China looks down on us because we're a society of mainly Chinese, but fail to speak the language properly, I think the Indians and Malays in our society are definitely effectively bilingual, better off than us at least. Also of course the fact that majority of us fail to speak standard English.

Also, with many last lessons with teachers, I felt some melancholy, because I knew for sure this would be our last with Mrs Tan Aye Leng, who's recently subjected to lots of cute lady laughter. Our last with Mrs Wong, who always always always puts us first. I think she's always favoured our class and given us lots of moral support, she always seems to have so much to say to us, so much to share, and so willing to tell us things for our benefit. Not only that, she puts tons of effort into helping us excel, of course she's undoubtfully intelligent.


Our last with our Chinese teacher who seems like to he, its a giant relief. (: We had the most unintelligible with Miss Soh, but I think we'll be seeing her again. But moreover, it occured to me that we, as two one would be together for our last time, together. The times forged in the classrooms and hallways, so much so that everyone in class seems to have a piece in the puzzle, and, I think without even one of them, our class identity shrinks a little more.

I hope people share my sentiments so that i won't be the only who feels too attached to the class, and i hope my feelings are returned, because I think despite the times we felt nobody belonged, nobody fitted in, I think as the year has rolled by, we've all matured and grown onto each other, subconsciously acknowledging that we're definitely a class now. A pity that this happpens only during our last moments, but Two One, officially, I have to say that we're more than we are, we are one.

Two One, second to none.


I don't think I've seen so much emotional roller coasters in my school life, than in this class, and everytime I feed upon the mental images that you guys have penned and buried in my heart, I get a new found adrenaline, and it burdens me to think what beholds us as we walk our seperate paths in the very near future that beckons to us.

I know that everyone of you all, suns and moons will be forever the on peaks of the mountains of challenges you face. So though we may not be one in body, we'll be one in soul.

I'm feeling light, dreamy, and expository.

Love you, Lynch-Laurie truck gang.

Inevitably, days roll to an end, and darlings we have to part.
As many times i've done this before, I've always found myself trying to hold on and somehow close my shell to live in the past and solely reminisce whilst the rest of you have moved on.

I've learnt my lessons, and I'll face this with calm and poise this time.
So the silent sadness beseeches me, so I shall endure.

God's centre is everywhere, but circumference is nowhere.