Wednesday, January 13, 2010
" Help me if you see this. ; 9:17 PM "
EmoNemo's back in town. blub blub blub.
But FIRST: Happy Birthday to Joshua and Wee Siong,
fellow St Paul goers.
I'm not scary, sorry if I was. mmhmm. really. I'm not.
Anyway.
It amuses me how easily stuff affects me, today i felt bipolar.
How weird is it to laugh, and feel disappointed, and left out within 24 hours.
Man.
I lost my new umbrella. The elastic in my bag is as good as useless.
Rah.
I seem to have lost the ability to carry on a conversation.
I wonder how I've managed to make so many friends over the past few years, but now i find it so hard to.
I want to. But, something's different.
Have I stopped being an interesting person?
I just feel so isolated.
Today all I was getting was, omg-please-shut-up/go-away-we-are-not-talking-to-you/eh-you-are-so-annoying vibes from people.
Hear me out.
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there's the healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I would, would be ok
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there is healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you