Wednesday, March 31, 2010
" Infatuation ; 9:54 PM "
Had to create this post to make the number of posts 667.
:D
The new keyboard,
the fast system,
the clean, blank desktop,
the ability to start and clean up everything.
Ah, a new computer.
Bye 5 year old virus infected PC, hello HP notebook,
the computer's personal again!
AND VISTA VISTA OOH LALA.
Monday, March 22, 2010
" ; 9:48 PM "
Why build up our hopes, dreams and expectations,
and then tear them down again?
4th month in to the year, I still haven't found myself.
I think something's amiss.
(You seriously have no idea just how exclusively secluded I feel do you, its like I was never there)
Its always been just about you. You you you you.
Why do i even help to boost it.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
" I don't need this ; 10:40 PM "
What can you do with attention?
You can eat it, spend it or play with it.
Some say you can bask in it.
But it doesn't last.
Why oh why.
How how how has it all come to this state.
Why are we running out on each other?
The moment i thought we were closer, we seem to be getting farther.
I don't want this to happen to us.
This is a four way street.
Now it just feels like one.
We were meant to live for so much more, have we lost ourselves?
Instead of making the most of my holidays here I am, trying to complete my homework, but obviously failing because I am moaning and groaning cowardly behind this computer screen while all my problems are just awaiting me in my bad, and then I will just drift away into my sleep then when I wake up this whole cycle repeats.
Why am i so negative?
Why do I always have to question everything.
Gosh.
I am sick of being emo, but I don't even think its hormones anymore.
I want to hide in a secret bush in a secret garden in a secret land in a secret world.
Where no one can find me.
Why am i so negative?
Why do I always have to question everything.
Gosh.
I am sick of being emo, but I don't even think its hormones anymore.
I want to hide in a secret bush in a secret garden in a secret land in a secret world.
Where no one can find me.
Friday, March 19, 2010
" ; 9:57 PM "
Love you big bundles of roses!
Shimona is darn keeeewwwwwttt!
(It sounded as if there were alot more people lying on Shimona. Apparently not!): HAAHAHHA.)
(Gosh my brother's cluster is seriously desperate. HE IS TALKING TO 3 GIRLS SIMULTANEOUSLY. OMG!)
Guys does anyone know how to install the chinese language toolbar. Grr, since when was Chinese THIS taxing?
):
I am sorry for my two dimensional posts.
I am sorry that I'm being very shallow lately, but haha, if you want deep,
it'll be emo.
But i've got holiday homework cut out for me first.
GEEZ ITS FRIDAY?!?!
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
" noticeably, i'm falling apart. ; 9:47 PM "
Why do I care so much!
Gots meself a haircut just now. I look like some wondergirl now. ):
Bzz.
When did they become so cliqueish! It was tolerable in the beginning but now i feel like I've totally grown apart.
Why do people have to behave so exclusive.
Its literal segregation man. I'm not even secure in calling myself one of you guys anymore.
Oh, and telling me upfront that I can't be trusted enough to be confided in, not very reassuring.
I was looking forward to SL camp.
but. (well not anymore)
I think I had too high expectations and was too disappointed when they weren't met.
That's usually the case.
I very miss the ex EXCO :'(
They are really a breath of fresh air, and I think the best leaders the school's seen.
The thing that i was least expecting was my group, Martin Luther King (MLK) JUNIOR!
Small in size, long long name, bigggg teamwork.
SU : LMK!
Meldee : Martha Lutin King!
Seriously, I was really really surprised with them.
During games, we were the last, and then in the end, we finished first.
It was really like. HWAA!
We were a serious rojak of people, we didn't really get to bond enough.
War games were MADNESS! I have never been more thankful for the rain,
it saved us 2 hours of sleep time. :)
Generally, I had a lot of laughs, there were a few siaaaan moments, my group and I hada couple of surprises, and there were other times where I was just silently =/ by myself.
Nice one with the night walk guys! So gutsy! Haha not to mention all the pajamas and props and acting. And hair. School's never been more creepy.
Thanks for SLC Class of 2009!
(I wonder now what our friendships are built upon. Mine, anyway, because they all seem to be falling apart)
I love Sec 3 councillors. You guys make me feel superduper (L)ed
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
" ; 9:09 PM "
I hate the stuff that's been going on,
I hate how much my presence is negligible,
and most of all,
I hate the person that i am turning into.
Monday, March 08, 2010
" We are the dreamers who cannot be denied ; 9:57 PM "
Went to take some photos for the Singapore photo project, and rah, was frustrated i couldn't get an "S", i tried so long shaking my camera about, looking all dumb, then my mum comes and asks what she can do to help.
She got an "s" on the first try.
WAHLAO K! and me thinking it was beginners' luck, made her do it again. And she got it, a better one on her second try. But anyway, Here are my experimental shots. they were cool, but didn't make an S.
BZZZT!
Honours day rehearsal was so d'oohhh today.
Sunday, March 07, 2010
" The way you move ain't fair yknow ; 8:39 PM "
Sorry readers.
Guess who's back.
HAHAHA.
Finally.
Oh man, sunday.
Few hours closer to monday.
I never knew I could have like this, this exhausting.
Anyway, what i've been up to?
The usual, my life revolves around school work, aep and council.
heading the P Crew, ugh, how daunting!
How little i know about people. Peculiar, peculiar little things.
Saturday, got down to the SPH relay, ughz, IJ IS THE ULTIMATE BOMB. Trackers go! :)
But unfortunately to some apparently blind people, we passed the baton out of the zone, and well the rest, came out in papers today.
Nevermind, bravado! We still gots it hots. There was seriously biased commentating coming from the 91.3 DJs (HA. nevermind they were on our side)
HAMBS ALERT. as hot as the weather.
After the relay, gwen and i had some waffle bonding time @ Udders. yummoo.
On friday i went to watch Dear John with SLs! Zomg pleaze. the audience @ cine are so annoying.
I really didn't need to have 2 hours of American girls commenting on every scene, loudly, not to mention.
Something about crazy (female) audiences that sit behind us everytime i go watch a movie with this particular company. We are good people. ):
(Esp Nga Wai)
Which leads me to question why bad things happen to good people. To make them gooder?
I want so many things that are totally beyond reach.
I want to go to London, I want that tulle skirt and blue swiss polka dot dress by Rodarte for target!
I have been dreaming of it since i first saw it, sadly, from behind the computer screen.
Well obviously, we don't have Target here. Which makes me long to go to NY, but i know by the time i do, Rodarte will be out of fashion.
And the lightup shirt. HAHAHAH! daymn coolz.
So little time and money, so much to do!
I have a secret holiday project that i'm going to forget when i read this.
Note to self to try and remember : light blue ribbon and crystals.
I want to scrapbook too manz, and go shop the whole of bangkok. HAHA. such girlish little dreams i have.
i have this obsession with long grass and a mid afternoon sun and bubbles too.
sucker for them, some nostalgic syndrome.
(This is just all too much for one girl to handle)
ANW, btw, Happy birthday asherz yoooowww (:!
Love you like maad. (don't goooooooo)
Everything's either too fast moving or stagnant.
Please, go be normal, time.
(Floral leggings/stockings if you pleassssse)