Saturday, March 20, 2010
" I don't need this ; 10:40 PM "
What can you do with attention?
You can eat it, spend it or play with it.
Some say you can bask in it.
But it doesn't last.
Why oh why.
How how how has it all come to this state.
Why are we running out on each other?
The moment i thought we were closer, we seem to be getting farther.
I don't want this to happen to us.
This is a four way street.
Now it just feels like one.

We were meant to live for so much more, have we lost ourselves?
Instead of making the most of my holidays here I am, trying to complete my homework, but obviously failing because I am moaning and groaning cowardly behind this computer screen while all my problems are just awaiting me in my bad, and then I will just drift away into my sleep then when I wake up this whole cycle repeats.
Why am i so negative?
Why do I always have to question everything.
Gosh.
I am sick of being emo, but I don't even think its hormones anymore.
I want to hide in a secret bush in a secret garden in a secret land in a secret world.
Where no one can find me.
Why am i so negative?
Why do I always have to question everything.
Gosh.
I am sick of being emo, but I don't even think its hormones anymore.
I want to hide in a secret bush in a secret garden in a secret land in a secret world.
Where no one can find me.